But lately, I have doubts on those beliefs.
Hence, with these doubt, I guess I am officially entering the phase of searching and looking for The Answer, that is, if it really exists.
No, I am not cynical nor pessimistic. I am an optimist who struggle in the ocean of doubts.
Curiosity has been a disease of mine since I cannot even remember. This craving to understand what is happening and why it happens and how it happens haunts me, and yet it also drives me alive.
Movies by: Wong Kar Wai, Stanley Kubrik, Xavier Dolan, Wes Anderson, Tim Burton, Michael Haneke, Hayao Miyazaki, Ang Lee, Stephan Lacant, Andrew Haigh
Shows: 30 Rock, Mad Men, Looking, Friends, Breaking Bad
Music: Tchaikovsky, Beethoven, Bach, Amy Winehouse, Frank Sinatra, Billie Holiday, Nina Simone, Ray Charles, The Beatles, Aretha Franklin, Elvis Presley, The Bee Gees, Simon and Garfunkel
The next moment my thought switched to John Lennon, the radio was not even playing any of his song.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.