struggling to change..
according to paradigm "men are supposed to lead" blahblahblah
i'm Indonesian Chinese (Tionghoa). i born here, i speak Indonesian, and i have Chinese blood in me (which i don't know how many % of it inside my vein). I can't speak Mandarin either.
So if you're telling me that i'm Chinese, how about buying me a passport for a life? or for the better, change my citizenship to Chinese? Because i heard, it's not possible. They don't accept bribes like in hereeeee XP
Keep improving my life (physically and non physically) and share the positiveness (encourage others beside me to do the same), to achieve the sense of security with the One that granted me this life.
probably my nose.. i guess.
books: 7 habits
movies: up, despicable me, shrek
music: not a belieber for sure, enjoying relaxing music currently. ex: chant of Metta, nature sounds, etc.
food: anything not from insects, and stuff that got bones.. seafood especially, i can eat them but i don't really like it (leave my hands in a mess). unless under some circumstances.
1. principle of life, my foundation of life. not swimming along with the current.
2. positive environment, my friends, family, community
3. media, something to keep me connected with the world, phone, internet, etc
4. activity, whether it's working, studying, reading, meditating, playing, etc
5. goal/ target, i'm not staying on same "comfort zone" forever
6. place to live under, to rest, to keep doing the other five
why do i live?
what is love?
why there is boundaries within love?
why religion often gets in the way?
and what was the reason i joined this site again?
oh, and i have bbm pin (finally after years, they give it to android) lol
And one last thing. I just can't resist seeing a panda! It's black, it's white, yet it's asian.
you know what love is and willing to teach me about it (i'm totally clueless about love) and i believe love isn't just about sex. i still got my hands (if you know what i mean).
And last but not least, if you need someone to talk with. I need to develop my conversation skills (i think that's 1 of many reasons why i'm here).
Oh and another last thing. Read my profile first, please. Indonesian is my native language, so if you have trouble with finding the right words, just use Indonesian.