I'm happy about each and every experience I could make, the ones that brought me up the skies and the ones that smashed me into the ground. For I believe that life is all about a good story to tell to yourself and everyone interested. So the more I can add to my personal fairytale, the better.
I'm aiming at harmony in general, not some love-peace-happiness obscenities but rather a proper shift between the things that make me happy and those which make me sad. I believe that every feeling, situation and perspective is ephemeral, existence is nothing but dynamics and progress. Therefore, whenever I'm down I am confident that it will get better and whenever I'm happy I am conscient about the limited time of this state.
This balance between the extreme poles of a scale, the thesis and the anti-thesis, can be widened out to most of my personality:
I can be very shy but also enourmously out-going
I can be deeply emotional but sometimes cold as a stone
I can be embracing life with happiness but can also want everything to just fade away...
The most important catalyst in my life is music. I love listening to it and creating it as well. Fortunately, there are many opportunities to live that hobby out in my near surrounding, as I am living together with some rather talented musicians.
Seeing things from a rational perspective (which doesn't mean I can always act that way)
I also love movies which are somewhat out of the ordinary and offer different, maybe disturbing perspectives on what people call reality (f.e. movies by David Lynch, Alxandro Jodorowski, Lars von Trier to name only a few)
Internet (I have to admit)
intimacy (in every way)
my wake-up morning shower
I'm also quite fond of discussing serious stuff (well, as serious as a thing can be on this very big stage, on which we're acting here).
Alternatively, you can yell curses and obscenities in my direction. or just send empty messages.