Or am I?
Trying to learn about myself.
Trying to learn about the world.
Trying to learn about learning.
Trying to learn how to drive, ride, fly and sail.
Trying to learn a few more languages.
Trying to learn some more first aid and healing.
Trying to learn how to feel, think and live.
Trying to learn how to observe, hide, shoot, fight and kill.
Trying to learn how to cope with pain.
Trying to learn how to talk and listen.
Trying to learn how to draw.
Trying to learn how to design and create.
Trying to learn some more about art, music and instruments.
Trying to learn how to be.
Faust/West with the Night/The Decameron/
Il cavaliere inesistente/Faust/Wind, Sand and Stars/
Baudolino/Master and Commander/The Divine Comedy/Seven Pillars of Wisdom/The Alchemist/Dune/Guns, Germs, and Steel/The Song of Ice and Fire/ZEN in der Kunst des Bogenschießens/מיין קמפף喔,你注意到了啊?/The God Delusion/Lord of the Flies/The Silmarillion/Tigers in the mud/God Is Not Great/The Prophet/The Lord of the Rings/五輪書/平家物語/刺客列傳/金庸/
La Chanson de Roland/Kng Athur/Robyn Hode/
Watchmen/V for Vendetta/Le Petit Prince/etc...
Bibliophile on display.
Blade Runner/Lost in Translation/The Great DIctator/Moonrise Kingdom/Empire of the Sun/Walkabout 1971/My Fair Lady/The Wackness/The Kingdom of Heaven/The English Patient/Stalker/Grand Illusion/Paths of Glory/Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb/
Blindness/Star Wars/Threads/American Splender/The Matrix/The Fifth Element/Stranger than Fiction/THX1138/Gattaca/The New World/Finding Neverland/Metropolis/2001: A Space Odyssey/The Life Aquatic With Steve Zissou/Amadeus/Cloud Atlas/Lawrence of Arabia/Children of Men/The Fountain/Big Night/Planet of the Apes/Moon/Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind/Beginners/The Man From Earth/City Lights/Kingdom of Heaven/ etc...
Total Cinephile, not a treky yet.
人狼/Akira/Steamboy/迷宮物語/MEMORIES/千年女優/Paprika/Perfect Blue/もののけ姫/天空の城/紅の豚/風の谷/Cowboy Bebop/The Animatrix/Ghost in the Shell/となりのトトロ/攻殻S.A.C./S.A.C. 2nd GIG/S.A.C. Solid State Society/機動警察パトレイバー/老人Z/四畳半神話大系/蟲師/etc...
風の谷のナウシカ/攻殻機動隊/APPLESEED/仙術超攻殻オリオン/蟲師/Patlabor/ヒストリエHISTORIĒ/銀の匙/犬狼伝説 - Kerberos Panzer Cop/etc...
Black Adders/Yes Prime Minister/QI/The Daily Show/The Cobert Report/Game of Thrones/True Detective/Vikings/etc...
Stand up comedy
George Carlin/Bill Hicks/Lenny Bruce/Robin Williams/etc...
Yoko Kanno/Thomas Newman/Erik Satie/Portishead/Godspeed You! Black Emperor/The Velvet Underground/Lisa Gerrard/Patrick Cassidy/Claude Debussy/George Frideric Handel/Clint Mansell/Frédéric Chopin/Liszt Ferenc/Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart/Antonio Vivaldi/Vangelis/Bernard Hermann/etc...
Rock, Medieval, Renaissance, Experimental, Arabic, Andalusian, Electronic etc...
Music is my medicine, the cure for my deathless, lifeless heart.
*Fallout/*Deus Ex/*Total War/*ARMA/*DCS/*Anno/*Mount&Blade/Rise of Flight/Syberia/*Mass Effect/Dragon Age/*Sid Meier's Civilization/*Hearts of Iron/*Crusader Kings/*The Elder Scrolls/*Operation Flashpoint/*Vampire: The Masquerade – Bloodlines/*The Longest Journey/*Tomb Raider/*Ghost Recon/COHBlitzkrieg/*RedOrchestra/*Hitman/*Crysis/Metro/*Portal/ *STALKER/BioShock/Asseto Corsa/*DayZ/*Wargame/etc...
Hardcore gamer by heart.
Chinese, Vietnamese, Japanese, Lebanese, Mexican, Mediterranean, etc...
to be continued...
Arrows, let flown each to
Meet midway and slice
The void in aimless flight
Thus I return to the Source
I can't help but be conditioned, I am the condition.
I act as I am rational but I am the opposite of actions reasonable.
I can only be selfish but fool myself into believing that I am a savior.
I deny my crimes yet accuse of other's.
I am a hypocritical self righteous man.
I am maniacally disgusted by death, but afraid of living more.
I am weak but fail to acknowledge the fact.
I am sick.
I am unwilling to give up only a fraction of my fantasy and delusion for the justice, happiness and livelihood of many others.
I have too little compassion.
I am only truthful in deceive.
I have neither courage nor honor, I am a coward of the worst kind.
I am anything but a man of true spirit or merit, for I am lost, adrift and forlorned.
I want to try so hard to grasp the marrow of life, to gather the pixels of reality, uphold the sands of time, and to collect, the stardusts of all that there is, all things before, all things now and all things that will become.