49Winter Haven, United States
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My self-summary
Me...hard to say Ummm...What can I say, like me for who I am or not at all...This has been a years of change.... I have learned so much about myself, the child hood
memories that I blocked out, what it is to love someone and lose that love, how to live life. I have learned to accept my feelings and not try to hide from them, met some interesting life is far from perfect or gone as planned....but who's life is.

In early part of 2013 I was force to make a decision...that decision affected who I was to be. It haunts me everyday, and will for the rest of my life. I lost so much, What I gained was lots of knowledge about me and the changes that I need to make happen. I don"t see people, relationships, family and life the same way, and it all scares me. All have changed, some for the better some that have just died and other relationships are just so confusing... They say time heals all wounds, but it will pain will always be there, a part of you, changing you everyday and becoming more refined. Just Remember some decisions change who you are and who you wanted to be. You MUST remember what is important to you first, before the decision is made for you. Now it is the middle of 2015 and I know my life is better, I am more content with who I am and have become, changing everyday more and more...I am still making mistakes, but getting better everyday. I have been analyzing my beliefs and testing them, finding that most of what I was taught as a child are false or have no use in my life....The more I study the better I get, the better I get the happier I feel...the happier I feel the easier life is...

and as for religion....Everyone has the right to belive what they want, just dont push your beliefs on me, I have my own...
I don’t believe that there is any evidence to support the theory that there is an omnipotent being who created us and is currently watching over the earth. “Well, here’s a scientific question: Has anybody ever seen hard evidence? What we get is theories from our earlier prophets. Now, people who think that God invented us also think that the Earth can’t be more than 6,000 years old. So I guess it’s a question of belief. My belief system doesn’t support a creator as such, as I can call God, who created me in His or Her image,” I think that “we invented God.” “So if I believe in God, it’s because I think I’m God”. I personally don’t think that I actually believe that I am God. I am trying to make a point about people creating the idea of God. “I believe in people, I believe in humans, I believe in a car, but I don’t believe something that has absolutely no evidence of for millennia. When I am asked what do I believe? “Myself” is the answer. If I get into trouble, there’s no God to help sort me out. I have to do it myself. I believe there’s nothing we can know except that we should be kind to each other and do what we can for each other. Every single religion that has ever been on the face of the Earth, ever, is a cult. That’s all they are, just a cult with millions of people in them.
What I’m doing with my life
working hard and playing harder....
I’m really good at
I try to do everything to the best of my ability...sometimes with good results and then again sometimes bad...and when it is not right I try again and again until it is right.. Always try to be positive... about life.
The first things people usually notice about me
My shyness, and my eyes. I tend to be very quiet and keep to myself most of the time, never know what to say when talking to someone new. It takes that special someone to get my attention and then I open up, I always try to be in a great mood because life is too short to be anything else.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I don't read books that often, I usually read online about current events. I am a big Syfy / History freak. I love comedies, a good laugh is always healthy, not to big on horror, Romance if I am with that special someone. TV - Law and Order, SVU, CSI, NCIS, Criminal Minds, forensic files or any reality law shows. Comedy central for a laugh, History and Science, Syfi, USA and HLN...are the usual channels that I watch if I am home. As for music... I listen to all types, I can't listen to just one, too many Good artist out in the world. As for food I am willing to try anything new.
Six things I could never do without
I have only one thing I can think of at the moment, my daughter, everything else is just material Items to me, nice to have but I could go with out all of it. Just thought of my second thing that I cant go without.."COFFEE"...first thing in the morning or the last thing at night a cup for me.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
How to better myself.
On a typical Friday night I am
Relaxing...have to work the weekends...that really sucks...
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
You will only find that out if you are a good listener, you will have to have earned my trust and then I will tell you everything, not many people have been able to earn that trust and when they do...I end up getting hurt...
You should message me if
only if you are looking for a life partner, a best friend to share everything with, able to forgive for mistakes that I make and move on to the future and learn from it.
The two of us