27Donostia-San Sebastián, Spain
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My self-summary
>tfw no bf because nobody like me that lives nearby ever uses OkCupid

THIS PROFILE IS CRINGE but hey funny lines
Uh hi
My name's Juan. I usually refer myself as "she/her" because of having two gender identities on my psychology, but you can use any pronouns you want on me.
I could describe myself as a genderfluid person, but I'm also considering myself just androgynous. I could be both, but I fear rejection from any.
I am some sort of fan of japanese pop culture, videogames and music. I tend to fight commonly my depression stages, I have Asperguers (that's perhaps why I'm quite socially awkward), and I am quite well treated by proffesionals, even if that doesn't mean I can't lose it a few times.
I am a very emotional person. For me, strong emotions are the bedrock of my personality, perhaps because I heritaged more of my mother's genes rather than my dad's ones. And if you ask about my mother, there's no problem in me saying she's deceased since ~2005.
What I’m doing with my life
I work full-time at an online marketing department, but what I'm mostly doing proffesionally is to be a game developer and musician later. Though I'm still learning music theory at a music school and I haven't done any games yet, but I'm on it. I released old musical work too, but I'm holding it until I get better knowledge of it.
Most of the free time I spend it playing videogames, hanging out or working out.

I'm also making YouTube videos on my own, if you wonder what my channel is, here it is:

(This is also where I announce my music releases too)
I’m really good at
I'm really good at expressing a lot through writing, and maybe expressing myself sometimes when talking, though I don't talk as much as I write, trust me.
The first things people usually notice about me
The bangs indicate I can't even see with that eye. No, really, I see nothing through that eye. Now it's got a prothesis, but nothing yet. It's irreversible-blind now. Yet I still see with the other eye.
Other things that people notice about me a lot is that I'm too open to anyone. And that most of the time, when I'm by my own most of the time I think very loudly, like I was supposed to talk to myself all the time like a crazed psychopath with absolute disregard for self-image.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I'm right now from time to time reading 1984 from George Orwell. As of comics, I use to read Hellsing, and I plan on reading Akira and Air Gear.

I like the Hellsing OVAs, and a few more common movies like Pan's Labyrinth, the Hellboy saga (I used to read the comics too), V for Vendetta, and some others I can't come up with right now.

I don't usually watch TV, so I guess there's not many shows that I like, except perhaps the adult swim ones.

I listen to mostly anything, specially trap music, metal or rock, or edm, but I'm a big fan of more obscure, weirder music. I use to like LAPFOX TRAX a lot, and other artists that I'm very fond of could be Blank Banshee, t.A.T.u or, from time to time, Lady Gaga (that can be stereotipically gay, but whatevs).

One of my all-time favourite bands is Iron Maiden, and they followed up my likings since my teenage years.

I love sausages. Hot dogs, currywurst, bradwurst,... you name it. I also like cheese in my food, and lots of meat. I'm quite for any vegetables too, specially well made lettuce, tomatoes,... On fish I normally prefer fried battered fish. Occasionally I eat shrimps or battered shrimps and sometimes I like the last ones.

And I LOVE pizza a lot. BBQ pizza is my most favourite.
Six things I could never do without
My head
My friends
My family
My tobacco
My friends PERIOD
My heart
I spend a lot of time thinking about
My mind isn't even organized so I keep always thinking in jibberish.
On a typical Friday night I am
Not anything else than hanging out with my inner circles. Same on Saturday and Sunday.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I tend to wear both female and male clothing at the same time.

And last, but not most private, I have Asperguers. Though it's not much noticeable in my writing, it's obvious on my way of being.

I find emo boys attractive too.
You should message me if
If you want anything, from friendship or whatever it turns into to anything. I'm open for anything, the only thing I ask to you is that you don't look like a total creep.

Bonus points if you're as edgy as me and my bangs.
The two of us