Jill_Richards
21 Saint Petersburg, Russia
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My self-summary
It's going to be a long profile, but it's not necessary to read it all, you know.

My mailbox is often full, but I try to clean it regularly. If you really want to send me a message (especially if it's more than "hi"), wait a while, please, and try again. I wish you could let me know, somehow, but there's no way...

What to begin with... hmm, let's say... what first comes to my mind. I love watching the thunderstorm. And I like beautiful views. I wish to see the starry sky (I very rarely get the chance to) and northern lights.
I wouldn't miss a possibility to take a walk on the roofs. Height is scary if you're falling or going to fall, but when you know you're safe height is exciting.
I want to try snowboarding, someday I'll certainly do. Meanwhile, I skateboard. Try to skateboard and not fall.
I usually wear T-shirts, jeans, sneakers and so on. I also like mini-skirts. Dress is ok for official occasions. I'm a fan of stockings with garters ^^
I'd like to have some eccentric, provocative clothes. The question is where I'm gonna wear it.
I'm crazy about the smell of washing powder xD
And another one, I always smell it in subways. That must be creosote.
I like adventures. Inevitability of boring, ordinary life makes me fall into melancholy. I live with an expectation of something great going to happen in the future.
Interested in mysticism, esoterics, psychology, philosophy and popular science.
I hate when my hands are dirty, and I wash them quite often, but not that often that it would turn into a mania.
I'm scared of medical manipulations that bring pain and discomfort. I also have a fear of dogs.
I like all sorts of weapon, I'd like to have some at home, especially swords *__* But for now I've only got a long ruler to practice with...
I would like to try archery, as well.
I am attracted to men in black sunglasses, or long-haired, or both. Also, if you look like a typical metalhead, there's a good chance I'll like you.
I love sitting on somebody's lap (somebody I like, of course).
I prefer the French kiss.
I think red-haired people are attractive. And with white (not gray but very fair) hair.
Flowers don't impress me much, except for roses. For some reason I feel the passion for roses, especially red, and those of unnatural colours are quite interesting.
My favourite animals are ravens, foxes, wolves and all rodents ^^ I might even think of keeping a raven as a pet (and yes, I know it will be difficult).
I like collecting any rare things.
At the moment I'm saving up for an electric guitar... or hoping to get it as a gift.
I feel friendly towards bisexual guys. I don't know why guys exactly, but it seems to me they're nice people.
I wouldn't say I don't like parties. I prefer private ones. And... theme parties! I love dressing up, and I bet I'd love cosplay... if only I could get all the costumes I need easier.
I'm usually quiet and try not to get in troubles, but I assume I can become confident or reckless in certain situations.

Genderfluid is a generalized term. I chose it because I wasn't sure if others suited me. My particular case is this: I'm quite aware of the fact I'm a girl (:P) but it doesn't mean I must behave like one. I'd like to have more traits traditionally regarded as masculine, but only because I like them. I don't need to become a man. However, I'd like to look at myself in this guise if I turned out handsome enough.
What I’m doing with my life
Trying to do something useful for the society, maybe, saving the world... just kidding. It's a huge responsibility, and I'm not sure I could do that. But I will protect my friends and family. Try to...
I’m really good at
Playing video games, learning foreign languages, playing piano, probably singing (it's hard to estimate when so little people heard me), writing about myself a lot (am I wrong?), taking dark photos, sneaking and keeping quiet - that would make me a great spy. I'm also good at daydreaming and hiding my true personality behind an unremarkable one (that happens even when I don't want it to).
The first things people usually notice about me
They say I'm shy... well, I can be shy sometimes, but not with my best friends.
I can be more shy when talking than when writing.
Another thing they notice is that I should gain more weight. I'm trying to. I lose it as easily as most gain.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: His Dark Materials, Eragon, Harry Potter, Tailchaser's Song, Rebecca, Hamlet, Romeo and Juliet, Pride and Prejudice, Alice in Wonderland, The Picture of Dorian Gray.

Movies: Delusions of Grandeur, Some Like It Hot, Camille, Psycho, Hocus Pocus, Ghost, Artificial Intelligence, Death Becomes Her, Sucker Punch, 1408.
Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Beetlejuice - I like Tim Burton's films, and these are the most favourite. I also enjoy action, horror movies and thrillers, but they seem too similar to me to have favourites, though there are two that still remains in my memory - Push and Jumper. I don't mind watching some good horror film, but I'm feeling quite well without them - I can calmly walk in the dark.
Hmm, probably I'd watch Labyrinth again, mostly to see David Bowie :D
Haven't seen much anime, now's the time to catch up. For now I can name a few: Utena Revolutionary Girl, Ouran High School Host Club, Maria Holic and Bleach.

Music: in fact, it is a mingle of many different kinds of music, however, hard-rock and heavy metal are dominant. Besides, I really love epic music ('To Glory' by Two Steps From Hell is a great example), disco and other music of 70-s and 80-s, Spanish and Irish music, OST from games and surf rock (finally found the name of this genre).
I'm a huge fan of Judas Priest. Also a fan of Iron Maiden. And I like songs by Black Sabbath, Accept, Scorpions, Metallica, AC/DC, Helloween... this list can be continued.
Many of the songs I've liked lately turn out to be indie rock. Looks like it's become more popular.

Games: Tomb Raider Legend, Underworld, Chronicles and Angel of Darkness (no matter how glitchy it may be). Zanzarah, Diggles (Wiggles). Sonic Adventure DX and Sonic Heroes (I have only PC and PS2 so I can't play more of them, only with an emulator, but I haven't tried). Golden Compass - this one is very underrated in my opinion. Maybe it's too easy for me, but the atmosphere and music are great. Venetica (another underrated one). Kingdom Hearts series (the first one and Chain of Memories because I haven't played more yet). American McGee's Alice, The Path and my most favourite game of all times - Grandia II.
There are games I played in my childhood that proved to be too difficult for me, but I remember them and want to play them again one day. It's Messiah, The Gift and Kao the Kangaroo. I wonder how many people heard of the first two.

It's time to write about my favourite food - it's sweet (all of it). I'd rather tell about flavours than food itself. I like anything with cheese flavour, ham and cheese is my favourite combination, and I love smoked cheese. I like spicy food. And (extremely) sour as well. And salty snacks ^_^
I'm very picky when it comes to food.
Also, I just love highly mineralized water (sparkling, if possible).
Finally, I have a passion for peanut butter.
The six things I could never do without
Hard to tell... but I'll try.
1. My folks and friends (yet they're not things)
2. Computer with internet connection
3. Sweet food (it causes an addiction, you know)
4. Books
5. Imagination
6. Memory
If I could choose one more it would be music.
I need to spend some time alone - it's eighth already.
The more you think about it, the more things you add to this list.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
projects I'm working at, what bothers me at the moment, and I often daydream. That's what I really spend a lot of time thinking about. And there's usually some song playing in my head.
Every time I see my self-summary (would be more correct to name it 'list of facts') I wonder just how many times I said 'I' in it.
And every time I see my personality traits, I wonder if I'm really so unfriendly :/ Or is it my peers who are super friendly?
On a typical Friday night I am
at home, unless someone gets me out of there.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Hmm, I'm certainly willing to talk to a person with the same kink, but I'm not sure I'm willing to shout about it. Well, I can give you hint. Let me see... it's weird but let's assume I'm wearing a yellow bandana in my back pocket.
I guess I've already said a few things which other people find private and I don't, so that should be enough for you :)
You should message me if
First, sorry to everyone I haven't replied to, especially if it was more than just "hi". I can't help being a lazy introvert, but I'm really sorry x)

So, you should message me if... you want. As simple as that. But whether I reply or not, depends mostly on my mood and how interesting/original your first message is.
I sometimes write first, but I don't see likes and don't look through visitors because there are just too many...

I might have visited your profile and liked it, but not sent you a message (I have to be choosy due to lack of free space).
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