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My self-summary
It's going to be a long profile, but it's not necessary to read it all, you know.

My mailbox is often full, but I try to clean it regularly. If you really want to send me a message (especially if it's more than "hi"), wait a while, please, and try again. I wish you could let me know, somehow, but there's no way...

What to begin with... hmm, let's say... what first comes to my mind. I love watching the thunderstorm. And I like beautiful views. I wish to see the starry sky (I very rarely get the chance to) and northern lights.
I wouldn't miss a possibility to take a walk on the roofs. Height is scary if you're falling or going to fall, but when you know you're safe height is exciting.
I want to try snowboarding, someday I'll certainly do. Meanwhile, I skateboard. Try to skateboard and not fall.
I usually wear T-shirts, jeans, sneakers and so on. I also like mini-skirts. Dress is ok for official occasions. I'm a fan of stockings with garters ^^
I'd like to have some eccentric, provocative clothes. The question is where I'm gonna wear it.
I'm crazy about the smell of washing powder xD
And another one, I always smell it in subways. That must be creosote.
I like adventures. Inevitability of boring, ordinary life makes me fall into melancholy. I live with an expectation of something great going to happen in the future.
Interested in mysticism, esoterics, psychology, philosophy and popular science.
I hate when my hands are dirty, and I wash them quite often, but not that often that it would turn into a mania.
I'm scared of medical manipulations that bring pain and discomfort. I also have a fear of dogs.
I like all sorts of weapon, I'd like to have some at home, especially swords *__* But for now I've only got a long ruler to practice with...
I would like to try archery, as well.
I am attracted to men in black sunglasses, or long-haired, or both. Also, if you look like a typical metalhead, there's a good chance I'll like you.
I love sitting on somebody's lap (somebody I like, of course).
I prefer the French kiss.
I think red-haired people are attractive. And with white (not gray but very fair) hair.
Flowers don't impress me much, except for roses. For some reason I feel the passion for roses, especially red, and those of unnatural colours are quite interesting.
My favourite animals are ravens, foxes, wolves and all rodents ^^ I might even think of keeping a raven as a pet (and yes, I know it will be difficult).
I like collecting any rare things.
At the moment I'm saving up for an electric guitar... or hoping to get it as a gift.
I feel friendly towards bisexual guys. I don't know why guys exactly, but it seems to me they're nice people.
I wouldn't say I don't like parties. I prefer private ones. And... theme parties! I love dressing up, and I bet I'd love cosplay... if only I could get all the costumes I need easier.
I'm usually quiet and try not to get in troubles, but I assume I can become confident or reckless in certain situations.

Genderfluid is a generalized term. I chose it because I wasn't sure if others suited me. My particular case is this: I'm quite aware of the fact I'm a girl (:P) but it doesn't mean I must behave like one. I'd like to have more traits traditionally regarded as masculine, but only because I like them. I don't need to become a man. However, I'd like to look at myself in this guise if I turned out handsome enough.
What I’m doing with my life
Trying to do something useful for the society, maybe, saving the world... just kidding. It's a huge responsibility, and I'm not sure I could do that. But I will protect my friends and family. Try to...
I’m really good at
Playing video games, learning foreign languages, playing piano, probably singing (it's hard to estimate when so little people heard me), writing about myself a lot (am I wrong?), taking dark photos, sneaking and keeping quiet - that would make me a great spy. I'm also good at daydreaming and hiding my true personality behind an unremarkable one (that happens even when I don't want it to).
The first things people usually notice about me
They say I'm shy... well, I can be shy sometimes, but not with my best friends.
I can be more shy when talking than when writing.
Another thing they notice is that I should gain more weight. I'm trying to. I lose it as easily as most gain.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: His Dark Materials, Eragon, Harry Potter, Tailchaser's Song, Rebecca, Hamlet, Romeo and Juliet, Pride and Prejudice, Alice in Wonderland, The Picture of Dorian Gray.

Movies: Delusions of Grandeur, Some Like It Hot, Camille, Psycho, Hocus Pocus, Ghost, Artificial Intelligence, Death Becomes Her, Sucker Punch, 1408.
Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Beetlejuice - I like Tim Burton's films, and these are the most favourite. I also enjoy action, horror movies and thrillers, but they seem too similar to me to have favourites, though there are two that still remains in my memory - Push and Jumper. I don't mind watching some good horror film, but I'm feeling quite well without them - I can calmly walk in the dark.
Hmm, probably I'd watch Labyrinth again, mostly to see David Bowie :D
Haven't seen much anime, now's the time to catch up. For now I can name a few: Utena Revolutionary Girl, Ouran High School Host Club, Maria Holic and Bleach.

Music: in fact, it is a mingle of many different kinds of music, however, hard-rock and heavy metal are dominant. Besides, I really love epic music ('To Glory' by Two Steps From Hell is a great example), disco and other music of 70-s and 80-s, Spanish and Irish music, OST from games and surf rock (finally found the name of this genre).
I'm a huge fan of Judas Priest. Also a fan of Iron Maiden. And I like songs by Black Sabbath, Accept, Scorpions, Metallica, AC/DC, Helloween... this list can be continued.
Many of the songs I've liked lately turn out to be indie rock. Looks like it's become more popular.

Games: Tomb Raider Legend, Underworld, Chronicles and Angel of Darkness (no matter how glitchy it may be). Zanzarah, Diggles (Wiggles). Sonic Adventure DX and Sonic Heroes (I have only PC and PS2 so I can't play more of them, only with an emulator, but I haven't tried). Golden Compass - this one is very underrated in my opinion. Maybe it's too easy for me, but the atmosphere and music are great. Venetica (another underrated one). Kingdom Hearts series (the first one and Chain of Memories because I haven't played more yet). American McGee's Alice, The Path and my most favourite game of all times - Grandia II.
There are games I played in my childhood that proved to be too difficult for me, but I remember them and want to play them again one day. It's Messiah, The Gift and Kao the Kangaroo. I wonder how many people heard of the first two.

It's time to write about my favourite food - it's sweet (all of it). I'd rather tell about flavours than food itself. I like anything with cheese flavour, ham and cheese is my favourite combination, and I love smoked cheese. I like spicy food. And (extremely) sour as well. And salty snacks ^_^
I'm very picky when it comes to food.
Also, I just love highly mineralized water (sparkling, if possible).
Finally, I have a passion for peanut butter.
The six things I could never do without
Hard to tell... but I'll try.
1. My folks and friends (yet they're not things)
2. Computer with internet connection
3. Sweet food (it causes an addiction, you know)
4. Books
5. Imagination
6. Memory
If I could choose one more it would be music.
I need to spend some time alone - it's eighth already.
The more you think about it, the more things you add to this list.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
projects I'm working at, what bothers me at the moment, and I often daydream. That's what I really spend a lot of time thinking about. And there's usually some song playing in my head.
Every time I see my self-summary (would be more correct to name it 'list of facts') I wonder just how many times I said 'I' in it.
And every time I see my personality traits, I wonder if I'm really so unfriendly :/ Or is it my peers who are super friendly?
On a typical Friday night I am
at home, unless someone gets me out of there.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Hmm, I'm certainly willing to talk to a person with the same kink, but I'm not sure I'm willing to shout about it. Well, I can give you hint. Let me see... it's weird but let's assume I'm wearing a yellow bandana in my back pocket.
I guess I've already said a few things which other people find private and I don't, so that should be enough for you :)
You should message me if
First, sorry to everyone I haven't replied to, especially if it was more than just "hi". I can't help being a lazy introvert, but I'm really sorry x)
Attention, lots of text! But it's important.

If you found me interesting and just want to be friends with me, that's ok. See the first line again, though...
I don't mind dating, but only those I find interesting. If you're wondering whether it might be you, take a look at my new list of what I'm looking for, so you know what to expect. It's written in the order from the least to the most important. It applies to both men and women, unless specified.

It doesn't matter much where you live if you're able to visit me at least once in a while, but sure it would be more convenient if you lived near me.
Ideally I should like your personality as much as your appearance, but, alas, it rarely happens. It's no big deal if you're not very handsome/pretty. Still, I prefer slim people and guys that are taller than me, or at least not shorter. Age, let's say, not older than 35.

Now it gets difficult. I'm in an open relationship, so you have to either be in one, too, or accept it. Don't go away just now, maybe I'll manage to persuade you how convenient it is :)
Open relationship doesn't mean you can spend some time with me and leave, no. As long as there's mutual interest, it's not too different from a monogamous relationship, almost like if you had several of them. Several relationships at the same time can't be monogamous, of course, but you get the idea.

After long consideration (although the idea came to me rather suddenly), I've found probably the safest way to have sex with guys. It requires two things which might not be suitable for everyone (however, these are the most popular means of contraception, it's just that they're not often used together). Some would find it excessive, but I think there's no such thing as "excessive" when it comes to preventing highly undesirable consequences. If one really does care about his partner's health, he wouldn't argue with that, or could even be the one offering it. So, practically, there's the third thing, and it is a wish to do so, or you'd start ignoring a part of the agreement, thinking one would be enough.
Believe me, I'd do my part if it could be done as easily as this, even if it (allegedly!) reduced sensitivity or something (and instead not required consulting a doctor and interfering with hormones or possibly cause health problems in the future). It seems to me a lot less inconvenient and more reliable than anything there is for women at this point in time.
After all, it's better than nothing. I mean, nothing at all. Seriously, before this I was determined to make do with what they call foreplay only.
Accordingly, anyone who doesn't want to bother is not a suitable partner for me, and it's fine since I'm not looking for casual sex.
Oh, and I forgot one thing... I'm afraid this'll have to wait a year or few :( But you might become the one who could reduce that time.

Finally, there won't be any use in all this if we don't feel any affection for each other... but there's little I can do to influence this.