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My self-summary
June 2016 Update: Started a new job, working for the Massachusetts Department of Developmental Services at residential homes for adults with DD's! :D So glad to leave the world of exploitation and meta-bloodshed known as retail behind. So, I am officially the right pinkie toe of The State, but, at least I can partially feel proud about my job...


I need to completely revamp my profile soon. I guess a profile ends up looking like mine when you 've been on a dating site for 7 years or so....weeeeeeeeee.

Looking for people to challenge my set ways of thinking. Seriously.

My dream is to have a musical orgy with Cat Power, Regina Spektor, Jeff Magnum, and Carrie Brownstein.

Just ask. I'm in an open relationship...

Does anyone talk about books anymore? >:(

I 'll get back to you about the F word.

On my grave, with all due respect to Kurt Vonnegut, it should read: `Everything was beautiful, and everything hurt...`

UPDATE: Looking for fellow musicians to muse around with. Throw blood and sweat and tears to the wall and see what explodes first. Please contact me if interested. Any genre and role of music welcome....

I use my art as therapy as well as a creative idea launcher. It is my life and will be my death.

Despite what people will tell you, basic self-philosophy is divided into two categories: Either you believe that your body is a temple, or you believe that your body is a race car....

It's easy to tell yourself you are Leda and someone is Zeus.

I'm not a hippie, although I do believe in alot of hippie values like tolerance and pacifism. I also can be very cynical and pessimistic at times. Over these past few years my personality has developed more into a tremendous free spirit without any direction except straight ahead (and sometimes up). And by tremendous I mean slightly over-worked.

It says "vegetarian" but really I'm a pescatarian, and have been since I was 17.

I am a wild obedient romantic servant to "Art" and someone who thrives on the absurd. I write, in all forms, although I must admit I have not tried writing any theatrical plays so far. I want to turn conventional word wisdom upside down and I love to use words in absurd new ways, in conversation as well as my writing. I tend to get alot of weird looks with my comments. But I have no filter and it gets me into trouble sometimes, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I also read alot and listen to music. When I'm not listening to music in a tangible form or around other people, I usually play music in my head to keep entertained. I'm not a bad person to be around but I can be very sarcastic and cynically. I have a sense of humor that sometimes borders on anti-humor. I am a bleeding heart but sometimes I am afraid (glad) that I have a heart of darkness...

I wish to visit and converse with as many people as possible…But no, I mean it. No, seriously. Stop laughing...

I like writing and reading poetry, having useless opinions, and going for random bowl walks. And video games that focus on the story and not just explosions and witty cunning remarks. But I do enjoy those as well.

I am dorky, lucid, and convoluted.

From an objective standpoint, I believe sometimes I am honest to the point of stupidity, or going against logic. Which I don't consider a bad thing...
What I’m doing with my life
Working while trying to support my artistic habits. A mistake born of class….

Can't believe I had a paragraph on here about college from six years ago I just deleted a week ago….

I wish to travel around, mostly by "getting on and off" trains and hitch-hiking, and such...

I'm looking to go back to school ASAP for English lit.
I’m really good at
Visions of a wall, visions of a time so close. Speaking of visions, free in an empty room. Hearing stories of vision and somehow they nod. Nod in agreement or disagreement, nodding off to death, all with a charm of its own, I see...

Saying or thinking beautiful things at the wrong social moments...

Making jokes at everyone's expense, including my own. I try to entertain humor as an art as well as anything else I do. Life is art and life is art.
The first things people usually notice about me
My speech impediment. Flaws are beautiful.

My laid-back attitude clashed with my fierce passion for everything, and I mean everything.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Anything. I'm a major book geek as well as a music geek.

Currently reading Demanding The Impossible: A History of Anarchism by Peter Marshall and Point Counter Point by Aldous Huxley.

Books: Doors of Perception. Brave New World. Crime and Punishment. The Art of War. Catcher in The Rye. The Godfather. Just finished The Red Dragon. I'm trying to burn my way through all the so-called classics. I admit I have almost no taste for most modern writing, but I'll read anything once. I'm also into reading manga every once and awhile. Death Note~!

Don't watch much TV but I enjoy the usual: Old Simpsons episodes, Twin Peaks, All the old Nickloedon cartoons and some of the new ones, Adventure Time, The Regular Show, Robot Chicken, Moral Oral, Sealab 2021, Harvey Birdman, ATHF, American Dad, etc. Update: The Minor Accomplishments of Jackie Woodman, Kids in the Hall, Life and Times of Tim, Daria (<3), Pete and Pete, Bored to Death, Peep Show, Manstrokewoman, British version of The Office, The Larry Sanders Show, NewsRadio, Community, anything with an empowered female protagonist...

It's hard for me to sit through an entire movie nowadays, but I like the usual for my generation, I guess. Favorites include Fight Club, American History X, The Basketball Diaries, Clockwork Orange, The Godfather, Old Boy, Snatch, etc.

Dog Day Afternoon deserves it's own spot for my movies.

Anything written by William S. Burroughs

Joseph Conrad is the best descriptive writer I have ever come across...

Anything by Nikolay Gogol and anything by Fyodor Dostoevsky...

Anything written by Chuck Palahniuk...

Steal This Book by Abbie Hoffman

Guerrilla Warefare by Che Guevara

Anything written by Mikhail Bakunin and any other anarchist, especially the fringe ones....

The Wanting Seed


Music: I could take up alot more space with just my music alone. Not in any older. I'll add to it as I see fit. Probably a few repeats in here....

Miles Davis, old blues, Charlie Parker, old AFI, James Brown, Rage Against The Machine, Nirvana, Meat Puppets, Nothing Painted Blue, Unwound, Sleater-Kinney, Bob Marley, Bob Dylan, Superchunk, Fugazi, Skinny Puppy, The Beatles, The Doors, The Dead Milkmen, Black Flag, Angry Samoans, James Chance and The Contortions, Frank Zappa, Captain Beefheart, Set Fire to Flames, fIREHOSE, Van Morrison, The Velvet Underground, Art Blakey, Thelonious Monk, Ahmad Jamal, John Coltrane, Jaco Pastorius, Louis Armstrong, Flipper, Beck, Bedhead, Yes, Cypress Hill, Tupac, Eric and Rakim, Sonic Youth, Set Fire to Flames, Meanwhile Back in Communist Russia, Mono, Lamb of God, Slayer, Don Caballero, June of 44, Violent Femmes, J Dilla, Flying Lotus, Samiyam, Iron and Wine, Elliot Smith, Bright Eyes, Bob Dylan, Craig Mack, Wu Tang Clan, ODB solo, Biggie, Tupac, Kid Cudi, Soundgarden, The Troggs, Drive Like Jehu, Nick Drake, The Victim's Family, Tiger Trap, The Distillers, Sunny Day Real Estate, Joan of Arc, The Replacements (with Bob), Third Eye Blind, Hot Snakes, Bassnectar, old Kittie, Jack Off Jill, Big L, Dilute, Shellac, Rapeman, Broken Social Scene, Tame Impala, Baby Huey, Heavy Vegetable, Henry's Dress, Zero Boys, early Sleigh Bells. Kool Keith, Dr. Doom, etc. Busta Rhymes first two CD's, Rich Kids on LSD, Dr. Know, The Smiths, Owen, Tom Rush, Shadowy Men on a Shadowy Planet, Bowerbirds, Tallest Man on Earth, The Psychedelic Furs, The Grifters, The Vibrators, Fela Kuti, Andrew Bird, The Electric Prunes, Public Image Inc, Cowboy Junkies, Gil Scott Heron, REM's before Automatic, The Monks, Zoe Keating. Sorry if I repeated anything. Yes I do have a but I don't use it....
Six things I could never do without
No one truely needs anything except things that help substain life, (sometimes) so I'll just list things I really enjoy having in my life...

1. Writing.

2. Music

3. Books

4. Food for thought

5. Weird hats

6. Other people (sometimes)
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Life. How structure is killing humanity. Or killing just myself. How awesome the Street Fighter II character select music is.

Lately, feminism and debunking it's mass media myths. Yes, even the ones we don't notice. Fight the powers that be...

Negative hope…


Ambient music...

I'm not really sure if this is limiting myself, but I've always thought that my "soulmate" (if such a thing exists) would play/create music with me. But of course if I find someone amazing and they don't play music, I can live with that. I don't think I could could if they didn't love or have a passion for music though, or wasn't artistic in some way...

Random quotes that I dig:

"This is a people shooting hat," I said. "I shoot people in this hat..."

"How vain it is to sit down to write when one has not stood up to live..."

"In search of my mother's garden, I found my own..."

"I thank God for relentless thirst
Corn liquor can't speak unless you drink it first."

""Sex with you is like watching scientific wrestling…"

"It is a difficult question, my friends, for any young man-that question I had to grapple with, and which thousands are weighing at the present moment in these uprising times-whether to follow uncritically the track he finds himself in, without considering his aptness for it, or to consider what his aptness or bent may be, and reshape his course accordingly. I tried to do the latter, and I failed. But I don't admit that my failure proved my view to be a wrong one, or that sucess would have made it a right one; though that's how we appraise such attempts nowadays-I mean, not by their essential soundness, but by their accidental outcomes. If I had ended by becoming like one of these gentlemen in red and black that we saw dropping in here by now, everybody would have said: "See how wise that young man was, to follow the bent of his nature!" But having ended no better than I began they say: "See what a fool that fellow was in following a freak of his fancy!"
On a typical Friday night I am
Looking for a joyful fix...

Or wanting to destory something beautiful.

Or creating something beautiful out of depression...'
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I wish I was a member of a 1990's female pop punk band (Tiger Trap?)

I wake up sometimes afraid that today is a good day for banana fish.

I've spent most of my years alone so I am utterly comfortable within and with myself. It's when other people are introduced into the equation that everything comes unwound.


I sometimes have horrible panic attacks in the shower.

I'm pretty kinky and open to almost anything sexually.

The revolution will not be televised...
You should message me if
You like talking to weirdos...

The internet is no place for love….

Don't let start. If you know that the concept of heterosexuality is less than a hundred years old..

If you wanna desolate and deconstruct rape culture...

Music music music talk to me about music music music music.

If you believe most people on OKC have basically the same phoney art profile (including me, of course) and that the real way to get to know someone on here is by actually messaging them…

I've been thinking about this for awhile now. I've never tried polyamory before, but I believe I have came to a point in my life where it sounds perfect for me. And that doesn't mean I just want multiple sex partners. I've just always felt totally suffocated in a one one one relationship.

One of my best friends is transgender. If you're not queer friendly or at least willing to discuss feminism or body positive philosophies, please waste my time with an argument, but then leave me alone ;) (Also, I'm kinda new to all the terms and pronouns and such, so please forgive if I slip up! I mean well! <3)

If you have nervous energy.....

Also! Message me if you're a cute dude or a cute girl or a cute couple and you would like to potentially participate in a menage a trios (or menage a quatre) with myself and this voluptuous vixen:

But above all, conversation...
The two of us