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My self-summary
The profile things are a nightmare. Attempting to summarize one's self, even from an analytical point of view is just plane hard and rather impractical. However, here we go.

(oh lordy this got long, feel free to skip, you'll learn all this if you spend much time talking to me anyways.)

I'm a geek, yeah big news there, but to put things in perspective, my friends are all fellow geeks, and when i say that I mean people who have a love of things many people aren't even aware of such as many old table top RPGs and hidden gem video games. We spend time talking about how to solve engineering problems and scientific theories. Then we turn around and pew pew things for fun.

Why does all that matter for perspective? Because everyone of them to a T has claimed me to be vastly geekier than them. Honestly, I'm kinda proud of that, because the things I have interest in I like knowing so much about and and I enjoy creating worlds from my inspirations.

Moving on, I'm cynical, but not aggressively so, I expect less of people than I sometimes should, but that's because I also have been naive in the past, and will be again in the future, and expected more. My cynicism is not the usual "people are horrible" view point either, I see people as what we are before you intermix any faith or religion into the mix. We are products of a cosmic pattern, this would lead to an acceptance of predetermined destiny but i also feel that the lack of this feeling and the will to believe that we can change our future is inherently key to this pattern, so this pattern is not worth thought.

That said, I do have a strong set of morals, and my respect for individuals is governed by those morals. I hold myself to those morals as best I can and am harsher on my self than anyone else. I am always willing to believe the better of those I consider close, this is perhaps a flaw at times, but also key to my psyche. The analogy I always use is that I am a wolf, I form my pack, and they receive my affection and protection as best I am able to provide. Those outside the pack are relatively unimportant to me, as such I will not likely go beyond what is polite in my encounters with them.

Lastly, I value my self control, I spend time meditating and I view self control as an important part of my moral structure, better to have emotion as an adviser than to allow it to run the whole thing, after all emotion is an impulsive sonva** who tends to cause trouble if left to its own devices.

This last bit is important to remember, I have sometimes been described as cold or uncaring, while others have claimed those who made this argument are simply blind or otherwise expect everyone to be as emotionally outward as they are, it is important to remember, that just because I may seem not to care as much as you expect, the truth is that I have very strong emotions, I simply have learned to control them.

(So yeah basically I'm like Spock, cool?)
What I’m doing with my life
Currently in a network administration program with National American University. This should secure a decent paycheck in the future to use on my dream of eventually working in the game design industry.

Also playing ARK: Survival Evolved because its awsome.
I’m really good at
Problem solving, Remaining calm when stressed, Listening and offering the best advice i can from my own experience and logic based thoughts on the topic, Generally adapting to new situations.

Lastly if yer a gamer, you'll find I adapt to a new game quite quickly, when a new title is released I'm often one of the best players in each match, however I master a game much slower and tend to get left behind as just a bit better than the statistical average (which as we know is made up of semi-casual players)
The first things people usually notice about me
Online, i tend to have people like me quickly due to my tendacy to try to help out, and treat people with respect.

Offline, I assume most just see a quiet geek who is fairly shy, on top of that I have a sad tendency of making people who don't know me well think I'm obsessed with being smarter than others, the issue is that my experience has thought me I generally am, though I dislike the rift it causes, I never judge someone who is willing to learn either, only those who are arrogantly close minded.

In short, if you feel like I am trying to show off or something, I'm not. If I correct you, its because I genuinely want you to be accurate, not some sense of superiority, that or I'm just realigning what you said before it goes into my head so that it is in a format my mind will accept.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books : I read a lot of sci-fi fluff, but when it comes down to true literature Frank Herbert probably ranks #1 Others include Enders Game, Lord of the Rings, War of the Worlds, Forgotten Realms, and a lot of 40k stuff from the Black Library. I recently read and adored Neromancer.

Movies: Fight Club and The Matrix are easily my two favorites, just to list a few more. Down Periscope, Pulp Fiction, Star Wars (original trilogy) Lord of the Rings, and many others from varying genres.

Shows: Burn Notice, House, a few sci-fis like Farscape, Firefly and Battlestar Galactica, and several animas such as Death Note, Wolf's Rein, Ergo Proxy, Ghost in the Shell, and Full Metal Alchemist

Music: Pretty broad though i mostly listen to heavy metal and goth metal, but i greatly enjoy all forms of electronic, specifically dubstep, and drum and bass. My only strong dislikes are most country, rap, R&B, and hip-hop, but even these have a couple exceptions. Currently I am obsessed with Machinae Supremacy.

Food: I can be picky but i like a wide variety, the only definite here is my dislike for anything bitter.
Six things I could never do without
Interesting lore or mystery
A challenge
Inside jokes
My humanism perspective
I spend a lot of time thinking about
People I care about, the universe, and game worlds or the game mechanics themselves, and of course my own creations.
On a typical Friday night I am
In front of my computer, likely playing a game or hanging out with friends.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I'm not super private, so got a question? shoot.
You should message me if
You are a geek looking for another geek.
Are familiar with any table top worlds, especially playing them.
Are the kinda girl who can kick my ass in video games.
Or are just curious.
Also if you wish to hear the gospel of the great Interspider, she who wove our beloved Interwebs.
The two of us