Until 2009, I hid from others and myself. I could not think I would enjoy the intimate companionship of another man. I could not think another male was attractive. (Of course, in the deep recesses of my mind, and in my heart, I knew intimacy and being attracted to another man was in me.)
I have been incredibly happy being me. I have problems, issues, grouchiness, sadness, and happiness just like everyone, but I'm me!
I'm 64; I haven't been in a relationship with a man, and I so want, need, and encourage myself to seek a life partner. This, of course, is not an easy task to accomplish. I've met some wonderful guys, however, I have learned not to go in to something with expectations. I let nature take its' course.
I am friendly, happy, and positive most of the time. I love to love.
I want to give my entire self to a special guy, and I want the same in return. Relationships are difficult, but with love, respect, and trust, I can be happy. I know I can fill a person's life with love, laughter, and happiness too.
Perhaps, I'm too old, too fat, or too ugly, but I think ... the right guy just hasn't read my posting. I don't have a lot of material "things" to offer someone, but I do have a happy heart to love with, good health, and a nice personality. I am looking for a good man to spend time with, make love with, and generally enjoy life with.
I know there is a man in my future who will share many of the aspirations I seek.
Looks are not a high priority for me, but physically and mentally taking care of oneself is important