Don't know why this part is gone. I was probably reworking it and forgot about it. I'll update it later or something...
And at the very least I'm trying to master my artistry/expression and finally get whatever is inside me to the outside. Whether, again, it's music, a film, a story, a lesson, anything that I can come up with. I'd like to become educated and experienced in different things.
Also listening to and understanding people. I have a good knowledge of people and their behaviour.
Multitasking... Staying up long (about 35 hours once)... Sleeping long (about 25 hours once, to counter that 35 hours of staying awake I guess)...
I've always wondered... why people avoid me and kids look strangely at me...
Maybe that I'm quiet and hard to get a reaction or an idea from.
But is that even possible, getting noticed because you're quiet?...
Besides that, I also love both historical and modern Classical music, such as Mozart, Bach, Beethoven, and for the modern music, Danny Elfman, Hans Zimmer, John Williams, Michael Kamen, etc.
Then also all kinds of different other stuff, like Jazz, Blues, Folk, but even electronic music at times, as long as the artist is good and original.
Some of my earliest and top examples and influences are Michael Jackson and The Blues Brothers.
Many movies as well, I like almost anything, from crazy fantasy to realistic drama.
Just not bad generic movies, like most "hits" these days, stupid spoof, posession, romcom, and hit-novel flicks. Burn them all!
But I really love good filmmaking, it's one of my top favorite things, the experience is just great.
I also like videogames that have the same qualities by the way, but also simpler games at times.
If you would like to know more specific movie-titles, let me know and I'll try to link a list or two to you. (They're currently in the making though...)
Oh, and one day I hope to have a home-theater large and featured enough to invite over maybe 25 to 50 or even 100 people. But I don't mean to go very large, still quite small and exclusive. And then screen the best or most special/requested movies. Or basically, people would be free to come and watch with me with an invitation. :) But yeah, that will take some years...
Shows?... As in TV-shows or REAL shows?
Well, I love some good series such as 'Friends', which is in my opinion a masterpiece of a sitcom, while I also like a bunch of other comedies, older and newer.
I love original things like 'Firefly', 'Prison Break'... Mini-series like 'John Adams' that I've recently watched, a great HBO-series, and I also love 'Band of Brothers', while I still have to see 'The Pacific'.
Animated series of course, like 'Avatar', 'South Park', 'The Simpsons', and the old superhero-series were great.
I'm also looking forward to seeing some current hit-series, but I don't watch TV much, so I'm just going to get them on Blu-ray and watch them without long breaks and commercials and crappy quality.
As for real shows, I occasionally like to go to a concert or festival or rather play a show myself (which doesn't happen often yet).
I love things like the circus, or a burlesque, or anything artistic like that I quite admire.
Books... I'm not crazy about dragging through story-books, I'm usually not very interested and I'm not a good reader.
Ironically, even though I prefer a good movie that might be based on a book, I tend to become interested in a book that was made into a movie.
As for purely text-based books I occasionally get into one, because it was made into a movie/series and I'm interested in how it translated or what the source-material was or to get to know more about the subject. There are some (classic) books I'm planning to read though.
But mostly I just like more graphic books, like a child generally likes to look at the pictures. But it's true, I love books with both artwork-photos and information, whether that's educational or entertainment. Some comic-books as well, but not mainly.
As for food, I sometimes enjoy it, but it's more of a nuissance to me than anything else.
After all, we're just lifeforms that constantly feed on things, and it's only because we're so able and advanced that it's worth respecting.
That might be a bit of a sombre attitude or whatever, but I'm a realist.
- Fresh air
- I don't know...
- A special person in my life...
"Waiting for the one, the day that never comes."
Music, films, stories, and everything related.
What I should do/create next...
Why nobody seems to be interested in me, or even see me.
Trying to remember what it feels like to be touched/loved. It's eating my mind...
I also think of being close to someone, which is a wish of mine...
Finally, about what life is, not why it is.. or do I?... Well, in any case, I'm constantly trying to crack the code on what and why all this is. Why am I a lifeform that feeds on other life, yet cares about other life, and uses synthetic man-made "stuff" to find another lifeform to be with? And to finally accomplish what? Is there a point other than becoming satisfied myself or even satisfying someone else? Is it just to "enjoy life"? Or will it have a purpose? Is it a test? Are we doing it right? If we find out what the point is or if we get to one specific point, will we get rewarded or be ended?
Will we just kill each other until we're all gone, or will we grow until we outgrow ourselves and then implode?
Yeah, that's where my mind kinda goes sometimes... In the deepest depths of deepness...
Nothing typical, but also typically not much.
Also, people need to stop answering and thinking "It's private." in this section. You misunderstood... And I question your intelligence...
...you're looking for someone sweet, honest, bright, unusually unique, and artistic. And, also if you're kind of like that yourself.
You don't need to be an exact copy of me, that would be rather boring. But I do prefer people who are friendly and have appreciation for things, even the little things. Generally, I don't like generic people, so keep that in mind or risk getting insulted easily. But if you have some kind of talent, a certain charm, then come try and tempt me.
For the rest, if you're looking for someone to talk to, someone understanding or caring, a buddy, or even love.....
...you're able to keep your word if you promise to meet or something like that, and not just disappear on me after a week or a month or so. I've had that one too many times. Every time to be exact.
...you have a soothing voice and would sing for me. <3
...you'd like to do a photoshoot, I'm up for that as well. It would be casual, which could be fun and I can use the practice. :)
...you're exotic-looking. For some reason I really dig that. ;)
These things aren't necessarily required of course, it's just some possibilities. For the rest, if you have any questions or ideas of your own, you should message me as well.
Please note, I don't tend to message anyone first anymore that easily, cause I just don't know what to say anymore. So you might have to anyway, if you have any interest.