I'm odd, strange, weird and completely terrified of judgement and human contact, that being said, I crave it. I just want someone in this world to acknowledge me for the person I am.
I just have no idea how I'm supposed to do that...I don't know what to say to girls. I don't know how to tell the masses of people on this website how I feel about life and my ideas. About how I want a partner in life and love to explore new things, get me out of my rut and yet still come back to square one, watch Naruto together and play StarCraft wagering kisses on who wins.
Someone to both challenge me intellectually while still being adorably innocent about the things I'm passionate about. And is willing to listen to me spout the same information day in and day out. Because that's what I like to do. I want to find the one.
I don't want to have my heart broken time and time again. I don't want to lose out on a minute with whoever I'm meant to be paired with. I'm just terrified of looking for her....
I'm someone who knows just a little about everything, but who is exceptional in only things I truly enjoy.
I'll try anything legal once, but mostly you can find me under the stars, outside looking for something interesting to do, or with my nose to a screen playing a game or watching a good show or movie.
I love doing as many things as I can, going where I can and simply enjoy my day.
I love playing video games, I grew up with them and I will always think they are great. In addition to playing, I research and keep up to date on all gaming culture, its news, its controversies and its advancement, I always have new information on them, ask away :) I love sharing.
I'm a nerd. if you don't want to be with a nerd, move along.
If your DO want to be with a nerd, I promise I'll smile, make you laugh and be there for you forever :)
I want the Hinata to my Naruto, the Lilly to my Marshall, the Kerrgan to my Raynor.
Recently I've had thoughts of perhaps working in a museum or something in paleontology.
As of now I'm working a factory job at Northern Engraving to pay off some off my college expenses and just get my foot In the door of the working world. Its boring and annoying. But I get a paycheck each week so its worth it.
Currently (3/6/15) I am the proud owner of my very own home. I will have it completely to myself as soon as I get kick out my cousin and uncle.
I pick up new games quite fast, I've been playing all my life and most controls and tactics come as a secondhand reflex.
Also I've been told I'm pretty good at giving massages :3
I've had a struggle in my life to find a true practical talent, like the perfect girl, I'm scared of looking for what it might be.
Also, I've been told that my eyes are wonderful to look at :p blue eyes with intricate patterns woven in them :p
Broken down into my core ABSOLUTE favorites my stuff would boil down to look like this (keep in mind these are in no particular order):
Dark Souls II
Dead Rising- Series
Assassin's Creed IV:Black Flag
WarCraft III & Frozen Throne
League of Legends
Just Cause 2
Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn
Prototype - Series
Yu-Gi-Oh- Original and GT
Hellsing Ultimate OVA & Abridged
The Dead Poets Society
The Avengers (And all of the MARVEL cinematic universe)
The Boondock Saints
The Road to El Dorado
The Emporer's New Groove
All Disney and Pixar movies (cmon im a 90's kid)
How I met your mother,
The big bang theory
The Misadventures of Flapjack
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Avatar: The Legend of Korra
The Walking Dead
The Cleveland Show
Music- I should say, while I listen to far less music than most people, some songs and themes move me in ways I can't explain. I'll listen to anything as long as it's good :)
As a good rule of thumb, a solid beat/bass line and meaningful lyrics I'll like it.
Series of Unfortunate Events=Series
Magyk- Up to Physik
Dungeons and Dragons
Again there are MANY MANY more things i enjoy and even some more I'm heavily invested in these are just my core favorites.
-The people who I know mean the most to me.
-I live my fondest memories consistently, and wish I could make more :)
-While it isn't much of a "talent" i still love how much random stuff i know about and never get tired of bleating out random facts :)
-I believe what I believe when it comes to my religion and morals. While I'm pretty standard when it comes to things like that, shaking my beliefs will be difficult should anyone attempt.
- I wear my hoodies like a second skin when fall rolls around till it warms up. They feel awesome and nothing is more adorable than the girl I'm with wearing a hoodie I love :)
-I love to think, I love scheming, brainstorming, wondering, theorizing, daydreaming, and contemplating. It is my zen to sit back and just...think.
But mostly nowadays, the girl I want to be with and the new chapter in my life I want to get started.
I also hold a world record in nothing you knew existed. Ask me and find out what :p
I also agreed I'd add this here for a while...
The country songs, "Gimme that Girl" and "I Wanna be your Friday NIght" describe pretty much just the most perfect girl and perfect random date night idea generator that is my brain.
If cuddling in a warm blanket, munching on homemade snack and playing games sounds like a perfect date to you. :)