I can be silly and serious, my personality type is INFJ, and I hate practically everyone.
If this didn't scare you off you're either really fucking stupid or you're my kind of person. I'm not looking for fuck buddies or for a boyfriend, I've got that angle covered.
If you wanna chat, feel free to message me. I'll get back with you as soon as I'm in a social mood. Being introverted is fun but doesn't lend itself well to social networking ;)
n.n Weee new adventures!
Figuring out how to major in psychology, sociology, and philosophy with a focus on western civilization/cultures before I'm 40.
When I'm not doing any of the above, I'm reading as many books as I can get my hands/kindle on, I'm writing poetry or short fiction to amuse myself, I'm gaming on facebook (don't judge me lol), watching random movies (mostly cartoons), as well as figuring out how to best utilize the income source I have to reach whatever goals I decide are worthy.
Writing dark/erotic poetry, Singing, Sewing, Word Games (Literati, Scrabble, Word Womp, Word Mole, etc), Reading, and diffusing intense situations.
Writing sample because... fuck you, that's why! ( lol )
Holding fast and letting go slow
I like you, I love you, I need you so
Please tell me what I can do to make it
Be more than tonight, more than epiphany
I roll your mind and thoughts over my tongue
Stroking them slowly, coming undone
Vibrations lingering from thoughts, so divine
Slither closer to me, Mr. Serpentine.
Withering here, lingering with slanted intention
Focused on your wants, your needs, your inflections
Are you, are they me, merely reflections?
---> On this site? That I take a lot of tests and have answered tons of questions. No really, go take a look. I'll wait right here. *swirls ice cubes around in glass of iced tea* :)
-->If I lost 100 more lbs, I could probably make a fortune as a live action version of Daria Morgendorffer. ;)
--> I go from silly as fuck to serious as a heart attack.
--> I'll die before giving up on something I believe in.
Currently Reading: Moral Philosophy
Forget Will Ferrell. Yuck. If it is a movie and he is in it, I'm so not down with it! Sci-Fi, Gory Horror films, Action, Comedy, Comic Book, Anime, Musicals, Documentaries, Fantasy... I really don't have a particular favorite genre. Whatever looks interesting and grabs my attention ;)
Specific movies: American Psycho, Mirror Mask,Labyrinth,Legend,The Sword in The Stone,Natural Borne Killers, The Crow, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Sweeney Todd, Les Miserables,Rent, So much more.
Family Guy, Futurama, Simpsons, Dexter, American Dad, The Cleveland Show, Weeds, anything interesting on Discover, The History Channel, or Animal Planet (non-"reality" tv, more documentaries), Big Bang Theory, Hemlock Grove, Daria, Dollhouse, Roar, Invasion America, Adventure Time, and much much more
Blutengel (Die With You is my favorite song at the moment), Diary of Dreams (Favorite song is She), Jack Off Jill (Nazi Halo), Hollywood Undead (Outside), Marilyn Manson (Thrift), Beautiful Creatures (Time and Time Again), Stabbing Westward (TV), Cradle of Filth (Nymphetamine), NIN (Reptile), KoRN (Alone I Break), Limp Bizkit (Behind Blue Eyes), Depeche Mode (World In My Eyes), REM (Losing My Religion), Eminem (Rap God), 3 6 Mafia (It's Hard Out Here for a Pimp), Ludacris (She Said), Adam and His Package (Punk Rock Academy), Sex Pistols (God Save The Queen), VNV Nation (Illusion), Cruxshadows (Winterborn- Subway to Sally Remix), Behemoth (The Lord is Upon Me), Poets of the Fall (Someone Special), Awolnation Sail, Ladytron, Goldfrapp, London After Midnight (Spider and the Fly), Terminal Choice (Don't Go), Velvet Acid Christ (Slut), Patsy Cline (After Midnight), Jeff Hilliard (Good Life), Lonely Island, Yvlis, A Perfect Circle (Pet), Tool (Parabola), Pink (Stop Falling) Dear gods am I still adding? I love music, okay?
Food: Nutella, Fresh baked bread, dark chocolate, Peanut Butter anything (practically), peppered beef jerky, pizza--from New England area; the further south you go on the East coast the less desirable it gets. I know this from experience. lol. Sushi. Pho. Turkey, ... I'm not very picky. As long as it doesn't look or smell bad, we're good. Oh and it doesn't have mushrooms in it. ; ; I'm allergic.
Beverages: Tea (Earl Grey, Chai, and Iced), coffee, chocolate or strawberry milk, Water
I don't know. I like to think about things a lot but I don't usually articulate it to the general population.
I also spend a lot of time thinking about how to trim this novel down to something more easily digestible. lol.
Seriously though: I spend Fridays the same way I spend the other days. How ever the hell I want. There is no routine or set thing. I could be having fun with the fire pit in the back yard or I could be gaming until the wee hours of the morning. I could be out at a bar singing karaoke; or visiting with friends. I could be with friends in DE, FL, MA, PA or also MD. I get around a bit. :D Life is too short to stay in one place forever.
I'm currently recovering from decades of psychological, physical, sexual, and emotional abuse. I started this journey in 2010. I'm not quite there yet, but in the next couple of years I will be going back to school in the hopes of becoming involved in psychological-social sciences in order to throw my voice into the narrative surrounding mental illness in our country.
***If you're self-absorbed, extraordinarily vain, illiterate, and/or judgmental, we are not going to get along. If you just want to touch, crush and be on your way... you better be a great person with an awesome mind or I'm going to ignore you***
If you put thought into a message and are interesting (we have interests in common and you can actually talk about them without using google) you're guaranteed to get a response from me.
Don't be corny, stupid, or crass. Thanks bai! n.nV