Renegade-Flamez
22 Manhattan, United States
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My self-summary
Hi! My name is Lynn :) Nice to meet you :D I may seem colorful or perhaps even dark, but that's for artistic reasons, I idealize being a wholesome and good-natured person, but love the world of creativity and art so much! I even see our personalities as Art <3 So that doesn't exclude being a fun person XD And obviously it doesn't exclude brightness either! Maybe you can call me Twilight haha I'm just a human that takes a little bit from everything to reach my ultimate goals X3

I studied tons of psychology and philosophy searching for answers and also to help my self from dire situations in my life, which I'm still recovering from, but I'm actually quite happy about this because now I know how to help those that are close to me too X3 Overall in my self searching and I found that all I really want in life is close friends that actually treat eachother like close friends that admire me for what I express as much as I'd love to admire them too!!!

In this expression... My Sole Purpose is to be a Video Game Designer!!! but I meant expression overall XD And I'm also currently working with programming so I can be a freelance programmer on the side of all of that too :3 And that's like less of an sixth of my Self explained XD haha
What I’m doing with my life
Working hard on my transition! I'm still not done yet :0
I’m really good at
-Helping people (Although full on psychotherapy is very stressful x_x)
-Pattern Reading/Intuition (Working with Abstract Data/Systems/Theory)
-I'm Also Really good at Guitar :3 I wish I had better recorded songs
https://soundcloud.com/receptor4darkness but here X3
-Fairly good at Parkour
-and not so great at martial arts
But I don't really do the last 3 things as much as before but I would love to if you'd love to :D I need a fitness schedule anyways XD But beware~ I'm bossy~ hehe

I personally want to become extremely good at every job video game developement and design holds... But I'm just not quite there yet... XD
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I'm Going to look at this as what are my favorite things in general
Most of the stuff I like, Revolves alot on psychology and dark fantasy~<3 Many of these things here mean something meaningful to me and I think they are all super artistically beautiful!

Books : StarGirl, Fight Club, Scott Pilgrim
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQ91nArSjOg

Manga/JP Books: BERSERK, Gantz, Elfen Lied, Danganronpa Zero: Books 1 and 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-fMDaPFXME ~Danganronpa
Dark Beach Vibes~

Movies : FightClub, Hunger Games, Scott Pilgrim, Azumi, Watchmen, Queen of The Damned
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfqIjQbn5TM

Anime : Hunter X Hunter, One Piece, Gintama, Mirai Nikki, Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood, Danganronpa 3: The End of Hope Peak's Academy, Stein's Gate, Durarara!!, Monster, Elfen Lied, Kaiba!, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Hitman Reborn!, FLCL, Code Geass, Love Lab, Tonari no Kaibatsu-Kun, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qA3oPpH7KVg
^^^ I actually knew how to play this song on guitar X3 Bass Piano Notes and High Voice notes together :D I still need to get back into it tho XD

Music :
Mostly Video game Music -> Any Fromsoftware OST (Demon's souls and King's field, etc), Any Spike Chunsoft Visual Novel OST (Danganronpa and Zero Escape), Many NES OST, Zelda OST, Lots of other games....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Xi-CxR-a2o

Secondly Japanese Metal/Rock -> Dir En Grey, Malice Mizer, Mejibrey, D, OZ, Aicle, Youhei Teikoku (The Lead Singers Voice Kills me), Many other bands And alot of anime songs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2g8s9r3tuaU
Listen to the hero sing... ;-;

Thirdly Nu-Metal, Dark, Alternative, Heavy Metal, Grungy, Funky, Hoppy Things -> Mudvayne, (Old) KoЯn, (Old) Incubus, Daisy Chainsaw, Coal Chamber, Juice, System of A Down, Slipknot, Shadows Fall, Elena Siegman, Cold, Ill Niño, Nirvana, and Alice in Chains
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbMQFvW2CEg

Lastly I actually like all kinds of music but those are just my 3 most favorite categories :3 I also listen to romantic japanese songs like buck tick, and screamo bands like alesana :D even some country songs XD but I don't know a loooot of the songs.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwWm3om-gSw

Games : The Game I'm most Passionate about is Demon's Souls <3 But here is all of my other favorites by genre X3

- Hardcore Depth Driven Action Rpg -
Demon's Souls, Dark Souls, Bloodborne
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZVyHH-voR8

- Action-Adventure Rpg -
Legend of Zelda 1/5: OoT/6: MM, 3D Dot Game Heroes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMpn4VK9G1s

- Story Heavy General Action Rpg-
Folklore, The World Ends With You (Have Not Completed Twewy yet)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bB2E2kf64sU

- Action-Adventure Hack & Slash -
Devil May Cry 1 (not 2 3 4 5)

- Hardcore Depth Driven Side Scrollers -
Castlevania 1/2:BR/3/4, Hagane: The Final Conflict, Zelda 2: Link's Adventure, Strider Hiryu Genesis (Got Near the Final Boss on Strider but Took a break XD)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6mftPOyQX0

- Tactics/Strategy Rpg -
Valkyria Chronicals, Disgaea 1/3/4

- Survival Horror/SH Rpg/SH Rail Shooter -
Resident Evil 1/2/Code Veronica: X/Zero, Bioshock 1/2, Dead Space 1/2/Extraction, Sweet Home, Killer 7
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxq5ymqPAsQ

- First Person Rpg -
King's Field 1/2/3/4 (Exploration/Atmosphere Rich)
Shadow Tower 1/2:Abyss (Variety/Survival Rich)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9MvNd-M3Q8

- Stealth - (Or shall I say >.> Tactical Espionage Action X3c)
Metal Gear 1/2/3/4, Sly Cooper 1/2/3, Tenchu: Wrath of Heaven
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ka2rLqNR5ug
Epic Spy Jaaazzzzz

- Visual Novel/Graphic Interactive Adventure/VN Action/VN Puzzle -
Danganronpa 1/2/AE, Zero Escape: 999, Life Is Strange
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdz-tAez1GY

- Fighting/Other Combat - (I want to get better at other fighters >.<)
Mortal Kombat 9, Smash Bros Melee/4, Twisted Metal 2/Black/Black 2: Harbor City/Head-on/2012

- Online Shooters - (I tend to suck at shooters so yeah XD)
Metal Gear Online 2 (Closed D;), Bioshock 2

Obviously My favorite video game companies are Fromsoftware, Old Capcom, Old Konami, Nintendo, and Spike Chunsoft XD

Food : Fish and Spicey stuff, I try to stick to healthier food ingeneral too
The six things I could never do without
1. Close Friendships
2. Video Games With Godly Artistic Design ♡♡♡
2. The Twilight Hero (He who is Encompassing All of My Ideals X3)
4. Cuddlez <3 My Energy Source... I love them so much XD
5. Literally All of my studies ingeneral, Knowledge is Power :)
6. Tongue Brushers, There is no better Hygiene tool, Everyone should use it
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Theoretical Things and Game Art
And Combinations of both of those things too XD

Theoretical is why I like dealing with code :3 and piecing all the concepts in psychology together is so fun too X3 I have an easier time playing with information in my mind than working with what's literal and practical s: Basically I'm Better at Theory and Bad at Practice XD I'm Slow at Practical thinking actually

As for Game Art, Games made with a lot of heart tend to have soooo many aspects to them X3 When I love a Game I love how it makes you flow~ through each second of progressing visuals, text, sound, and music to make you feel so many complex emotions. All allowing you to set your own goals, presenting to you indepth meaningful things they give you to solve at each encounter in its well paced eloquent rhythm so that you can transcend the goals you set within its majestic detail rich world and really be immersed in your experience roleplaying your character all to finally make your own discoveries and idiosyncratic nature within the game! developing counter strategies/patterns/exploitations!!! And practicing your skill at them, All to reward you with a godly feeling of achievement, making your very own Unique Artistic Experience as you Play The Video Game's Masterpiece Symphony!!!!!!!!!!

That's what's inside of my mind XD
I wish everyone saw what I saw in it
Then there would really be so many better games v-v
But that's why I'm going to make better ones :3
On a typical Friday night I am
Ah.... The Typical Friday Night...
The Resting Ground for Introverts X3 hehe
Simply attempting to be an extrovert

Also, I hope people can tell the difference tho between what is the common accepted definition for introvert and what is the jungian definition for it :P Because Jung was actually the one that started using the term first XD Before myers briggs DX

But in this case I mean the Myers Briggs definition X3 lol
You should message me if
If you make Art, Music (Especially Digital), and/or Write Stories maybe we can totality create video games together X3 Otherwise, Look at my profile there is quite a large list of things to do with Lynn XD I tend to like wise people too but only the ones that are fair minded and sane about it... I like qualities like wise, poetic, romantic, fun, creative/expressive, good-natured, nurturing, understanding/empathetic, and intelligent in general (I would say sharp witted and mysterious but those are threatening XD)

Also, I mean to seek for true love but That starts with friendship first, I want to build deep trust with some one over time, I want a best friend basically :D I mean that romantically, so if you're looking for a best friend too that'd be lovely and if you think that you may be able to inspire me with your passions too that's even better! Because I like to be able follow as much as I like to lead X3

I like making close friends ingeneral and indulging in who they are and what they do and am hoping for the same in return :3 I would date too if there is a connection and we actually get to know eachother, But I'm looking for more meaningful connections that will last forever in my heart <3
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