I mean Passion as in emotions, meaning, and purity :3 It's more Intricate
My dream is to make Super Amazing Artistic Video Games! I'm also a huge nerd that studies all sorts of crazy information too. Psychology, Philosophy, Quantum Physics, Religious/Spiritual things even just for the knowledge, etc. I dream of a world that's perfect! And believe all humans are naturally born Utopians <3 How ever to expand upon that natural perfection you have to study theory a lot and practice procedure hardcore! Do you have what it takes to be perfect?~ Also I'm not what I consider perfect yet and perfect is subjective! Don't get the wrong idea! I'm not even done transitioning yet but I'm almost there :)
To explain my gender, My unconscious emotions are that of a girls, I found an unconscious complex in my self also that makes me feel severely depressed if I don't see my self as a girl (And NOT a man), But I can not prove anything deeper than that |: As I can not do brain scans and I speculate those brain scans wouldn't say the full story because of neuroplasticity XD Many women share the Emotional Functionality of a man and aren't transgender, Many men share the Emotional Functionality of a woman and aren't transgender, So that doesn't really say anything either? Finally my unconscious complex is Definitely developed from all of my life experiences, Before the developement of this I didn't really see my self as anything or think about my self to much? So just what is a transgender person :0 Ofcourse there may be some birth influencers towards that developement too but I and no one else can prove this the proper way! XD This is partly why I go side by side with Our Evolutionary Roles of Male and Female and With The Social Constructive Philosophy of it. I work like a female (My evolutionary emotions), I need to be a female (My Unconscious Complex), I am a female (Social Identification). HOWEVER! I see everyone as Nonbinary/Neutral/Nuetrois for these reasons too XD Because we can all share eachothers emotions due to the collective unconsciousness :0! And we can also develop and share any complex too :0 Then even if gender roles are evolutionarily unconsciously influenced, It doesn't matter... and All we have left is Identification |: Which is technically Nothing/Neutral until it's something/anything X'D Everything <3
AND NO I'm not going to identify with body parts or hormones DX
Hormones influence emotions and unconscious functions anyways
Body parts = Sex, Not Gender, Google it :0!
And lets not get started with stereotypes haha XD
To put it simple, I am a woman! <3
My Main Career ofcourse is going to be Developing/Designing Godly VideoGames <3 And I eventually want to learn to do every job in it too X3 It's going to be my own Indie Company!
But I always like to revisit :3 I just appreciate them more with other people
Most of the stuff I like, Revolves alot on psychology and dark fantasy~<3 Many of these things here mean something meaningful to me and I think they are all super artistically beautiful!
Books : StarGirl, Fight Club, Scott Pilgrim
Manga : BERSERK, Gantz, Elfen Lied
Movies : FightClub, Hunger Games, Scott Pilgrim, Azumi, Watchmen
Anime : Hunter X Hunter, One Piece, Gintama, Mirai Nikki, Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood, Steins Gate, Durarara!!, Monster, Elfen Lied, Kaiba!, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Hitman Reborn!, FLCL, Code Geass, Love Lab, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, watamote
Mostly Video game Music -> Any Fromsoftware OST (Demon's souls and King's field, etc), Any Spike Chunsoft Visual Novel OST (Danganronpa and Zero Escape), Many NES OST, Zelda OST, Lots of other games....
Secondly Japanese Metal/Rock -> Dir En Grey, Malice Mizer, Mejibrey, Aicle, Youhei Teikoku (The Lead Singers Voice Kills me), Many other bands And alot of anime songs
Thirdly Nu-Metal, Dark, Alternative, Grungy, Funky, Hoppy Things -> Mudvayne, (Old) KoЯn, (Old) Incubus, Daisy Chainsaw, Coal Chamber, Juice, and All Treyarch songs
Lastly I actually like all kinds of music but those are just my 3 most favorite categories :3 I also listen to romantic japanese songs like buck tick, and screamo bands like alesana :D even some country songs XD but I don't know a loooot of the songs. Oh also Mudvayne IS my Favorite Band <3
Games : Demon's Souls, Dark Souls, Zelda Ocarina Of Time, Zelda 2: Link's Adventure, Danganronpa 1/2/AE, Zero Escape 1:999, Bloodborne, Resident Evil 0/1/2/Code : Veronica X, Killer7, Sweet Home, Persona 4, Metal Gear Online 2 (Closed... D';), Metal Gear Solid 1-4, King's Field 1-4, Shadow Tower 1-2:Abyss, Disgaea 1/3/4/D2, Super Smash Brothers, 3D Dot Game Heroes, Castlevania 3/1/4/2BR/RoB, Hagane, Strider Hiryu (Genesis), Devil May Cry 1, Twisted Metal 2/Black/Harbour City/Head-on, Mortal Kombat 9, Bioshock, Dead Space 2, Tenchu Wraith Of Heaven, Onimusha 1-4, sly 1-3, Blood Rayne 1-2, Viewtiful Joe 1-2, Valkyria Chronicles (Anndd Never completed these but i like them any ways: Legend of Dragoon and Brave Fencer Musashi XD)
FAVORITE VIDEO GAME COMPANIES SUMMARY XD No Actual Order
Number 1: FROMSOFTWARE (From Ps1 to Ps4!)
Number 2: Old Capcom (Mostly ps1 and ps2 games, Older consoles too)
Number 3: Konami (From Nes to Ps3, They are going mobile now tho so "Old Konami" more like :/)
Number 4: Nintendo ( Again Including Nes Days <3)
Number 5: Spike Chunsoft
Food : Fish and Spicey stuff, I try to stick to healthier food ingeneral too, I'm open to many things!
2. Heroism, Hyperactivity, Hope, Passion, and Darkness~<3
3. Video Games With Godly Artistic Design ♡♡♡
4. Literally All of my studies ingeneral, Knowledge is Power :)
5. Personality <3 Self Expression
6. Tongue Brushers, There is no better Hygiene tool, Everyone should use it
Ofcourse that would mean we know eachother to that extent to invest so much time in that XD haha
I'd love to see your Art and Self Expression anyways! :D
Message me if you want to learn more about life in the theoretical sense :) I'm extremely knowledgable in it XD Although I couuuullldd Know more :0
I'd love to make more friends I could bond with and learn about deeply X3 That's my main reason for being here :)
I'm also looking for true love too but I don't think the person I'm looking for would exactly be so easy to find? But message me for any reason, penpal, real life friends, for making things together, for exploring the city or other hobbies!, for a lovely cuddling X3, short term dating, anything!