Alot has happened since last I was on here.I've been visiting this site now regularly, funny how things can change so quickly! I previously thought I had a wife. Over the last three days she has proven she is not. I can now say I am NOT looking, nor will I ever be looking for a relationship! If you want that go somewhere else. If you want to have fun let's see how we like each other. If you are focused on sex only lets see if we can, but if the surface isn't getting it or I just don't feel it well sorry I'm ficle. If you want to chat great, as long as you aren't expecting instant replies. You'll be sorely disappointed. My emotion's are freyed, my mental state rocking but as far as I can tell intact if just. I can be the best person you'll ever meet, but I will also be the oddest. I will be respectful, I demand the same thing back. If I find I don't like what you have for me I will drop you. If you find the same from me I expect the same from you. If you don't want a treatment, don't give it. I will endeavor to do the same.
If you read all of this and you still aren't scared off then let me tell you one more thing, all of what I said is absolute truth. The lie is in what I didn't say. No matter what you say, it will always be both truth and lie. If we can't just do our best for everyone involved our words won't matter. But if we can't communicate with what we have to communicate with our intentions won't matter. If you listen to reply, you'll see intentions that aren't accurate. If you listen to understand, we'll go a long way.
If you're still with me then you understand my depth. If you're just reading without understanding then your a stalker and I will find out, hell I might like the idea of being watched, but don't be a problem. I get rid of problems.
I will go to extremes for anyone, I won't do this right away but as I know it will be desired. I won't expect this to be reciprocated, but as the cost mounts I may stop doing these things. I can only do what I can do. If you expect these things you will be disappointed, if you just appreciate what I choose to give you of myself you'll be happier.
If you keep all the content of this summary and reverse it's tone you will have a fairly good picture of who I am. If you can't handle not owning someone in any way, your looking in the wrong place. If you can't handle the idea of EVERYTHING having a proper time and place ( including those things that most say have no time or place) then you can't handle my mentality.
So you still up for it?
I also visit a site called SpiritScience, Check it out! Look for my postings under "RisingAngel" (update: been a while since I posted or visited the sight, but I watch the videos regularly!)
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-An ode (sort of) to my ideal relationship for those with understanding.----------------------------------------------------------------
If you learn to be me, and I learn to be you at exactly the same time.
----------------What I bring to a relationship---------------------------
------------Again, for those with understanding-----------------------
I don't want to force you, coerce, or otherwise cause you to do anything you wouldn't want in your life.
I only want to be a benefit to your life.
I want to give you an unparalleled love that you've not experienced to this date.
Can you appreciate this gift if I give it to you? No one can so far. (That is a trick statement.)
Take a look at "Seat of the Soul" by Gary Zukov...
(FYI: casual sex doesn't mean it can't be a sacred act)
I need more than just one person can give and can love more than just one person at a time. However if you can't take the time to address a partners issue you can't be with me either.
WARNING! -If you aren't looking for more than one meaning to the things I say you're missing half the conversation at least-
This is your mission should you choose to accept it. This message will self-destruct in 10 seconds...
Did you really believe that?
Make your decision with deepest consideration and deliberation. To win my heart you need to win the heart of the one who has it. (Again a trick statement.)