Rogue190
33 Tampa, United States
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My self-summary
I thought about this a bit. I guess the simple way to put it is I prefer simple things and complex thoughts. It's been so long since I've been in a relationship. I don't even know what one is anymore. I guess I could be described as laid back and calm, preferring quiet activities like games, video or board, or a nice conversation over some food. I tend to be rather shy so apologies if I don't write much here.
What I’m doing with my life
I am currently a media specialist. Children are quite fun to work with. They aren't judgmental and it usually isn't too hard to bring a smile to their faces. I can be myself around them which I like.
I’m really good at
Analysis of abstract ideas, critical thinking and understanding thoughts and emotions. Generally remembering historical fact as well and I have a knack for being silly in any situation usually to cheer myself and others up. I'm also good at getting myself confused, befuddled, and lost.....

Apparently I'm told I'm a good PnP GM too so yay me!
The first things people usually notice about me
Shy but inquisitive. Mostly shy though. I have a decent set of knowledge that can tend to make people think I'm a know it all and of course my silliness. I don't try to be a know-it-all though it just kinda happens.... I tend to dislike ignorance so I will correct it when I see it always.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
This is really a conundrum of sorts. It all varies based on my mood.

Books: Anything rare or interesting. I like to read academic texts and treatises on the nature of society as well as military sciences. This is counter-balanced with the fact that I also enjoy series such as Yotsubato! and Excel Saga. It is a nice mix I think.

Movies: This would be too long and complex to list here. I will just say that in terms of film I have found characterization to be lacking and more dross than anything. I will say this much, Avatar would have been an epic film had it been a tragedy instead.

Shows: Television is merely something that I have on in the background usually. I do enjoy shows that re-engineer things though. I've always found physics interesting, even at its most base level. So yes, on occasion I will indulge in myth-busters or a documentary regarding cosmology or quantum physics.

Music: Here I am quite eclectic. From Baroque to Metal (power metal in particular), I enjoy a number of genres. Again this is too broad to type here, but suffice to say I dislike hip-hop and rap and have a tenancy to opera, trance, and metal.

Food: Essentially the essentials of course. Salads, burgers, ect. If in terms of more interesting or special fare than that would have to be German food. Knackwurst in particular and horseradish mustard on bread as well as the many cheeses. I like the good stronger cheeses with a sharper taste. Butterkase is quite good too though even though it is a more mild cheese.
The six things I could never do without
A bed, for the dreams that may come.
A Teddy Bear (I refuse to believe that just because one becomes an adult they should shed the humble plushy!)
A Computer to take to task and cheaply communicate with others.
Interesting ideas to consume and consider to refine my own.
Stories (any medium, I don't discriminate), to determine the emotions of the more foundational elements of our psyche.

I can't think of any more at the moment. To be honest I live simple like. :-)
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Lately it has been mostly about work. That seems to be the only thing that really occupies my time. Am I doing a good job at work, can I do better? I'm pretty hard on myself frankly. I wonder if that's all life will be until I am no more. A good quote from a book I'm reading "What we knew, we did not want; but what we wanted, we did not know." I feel more with each passing year I don't know what I want to even search for anymore.
On a typical Friday night I am
I tend to hang out at game shops or stay in at home. I am rather straight-edge so I will rarely set foot in a bar or club as I just don't enjoy the atmosphere. I find they are too disorienting and really designed to numb the mind rather than enhance it. This is not to say that I don't numb my own mind to escape or decompress, just that I can do it in a far more relaxing atmosphere.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I wear my heart on my sleeve. I know I probably shouldn't say that but I get caught up too easily in things that my head tells me are bad ideas.
You should message me if
You too feel that it is better to relax than stress, prefer staring at the water to the charged atmosphere of a club, and think you can find me an acre of land between the saltwater and the sea strand.

The Journey: The ethereal shadow, the gentle wind calmly encompassing both plant and man within the depths of the sea. Featureless, cold, simple. There is within it a sense, a meaning, though not the one I seek. This is not the nephish, the source, the meaning I seek. I must go now; there are others waiting. This is not eternity, but a lie. Let me find Eteminanaki, the pinnacle. Speak.......

Do you know what I speak of? If so do say. Speak..... :)
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