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My self-summary
-Wrote this a long time ago when I was starting at George Washington U. Here is an update. -

I've done most of the most amazing things life has to offer at a very young age. As such, I'm open to everything, knowledgeable about way to much, been to to many places and seen to many things. the rest of my life will never be as interesting as what has come to pass. It's like reading a book and watching a movie. the book is better. It always is. Books use your imagination, movies use the directors and unless you grew up together I doubt you have the same opinion. Life ahead of my is more like superman returns so far; nothing new and interesting so far. My past is like Citizen Kane with added sex scenes and music by your favourite ten bands and everyone in the world you ever hated dies at the end.

I was born in Perth Australia and have lived in New Zealand, Israel, England and a few places up and down the US. Thai and Aboriginal on my Dads side, Apache on my moms.

Let's see, I use metaphors a great deal but I hate them. Metaphor is one of a group of problem-solving medicines known as figures of speech which are normally used to treat literal thinking and other diseases.

I try to be authentic to my dreams. Authentic to my own ideas about myself. Grind away at my own mind and body until I become my own invention. A Mad Scientist. I bring joy to the world. I am filled with mirth and sunlight. Also, I am Batman. (Twice a year)

I've spent a long time running away from what I was supposed to be in order to be what I thought I wanted my life to mean. turns out the two aren't too different at all.
What I’m doing with my life
Seeing myself as the lord of misrule and the world as a theatre of the absurd. Works fairly well.
I’m really good at
Being a vessel for the Chair Leg of Truth. It is wise and powerful. It does not Lie.
The first things people usually notice about me
I'm quite out of character for the area I live in usually. Or my hair. Or my eyes. Or how nice I am. My manner of speaking. the way I move. recently the fact that I have a very large understanding of the nuances of decorum and chivalry even though I don't find them interesting or necessary. I will probably open your door out of habit and I know what all the fancy forks and spoons do and where they go.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Seriously, if you can name or suggest a band, movie or anything I have yet to discover in some form I will buy you a drink.
Six things I could never do without
Just writing and drawing. Writers and artists build by hand little worlds that we hope might effect change in real minds, in the real world where stories are read. A story can make us cry and laugh, break our hearts, or make us angry enough to change the world. I couldn't do without that.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Too many things. today I Imagined the earth’s population of six billion people reduced to just one hundred representatives. Statistically, that makes 30 white, 70 non-white. It means 6 people own 59% of the wealth and they all live in North America. 80 are in substandard housing. One has an education. One owns a computer. Works with the given percentages, don’t blame me if it all sounds crazy.

Also, all this magic stuff needs new terminology because it's not what people are being told it is at all. It's not all this wearying symbolic misdirection from the Victorian Age, when no-one was allowed to talk plainly and everything was in coy poetic code. Stop with Qabalah and Thelema and Chaos and Information and all the rest of the metaphoric smoke and mirrors designed to make the rubes think magicians are "special" people with special powers. It's not like that. Everyone does magic all the time in different ways. "Life" plus "significance" = magic.
On a typical Friday night I am
Noticing that history is not simply cyclical, it seems to progress via recursive, repeated fractal patterns with minute variations. I do the same things different ways on different days all the time.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I've been told I talk to much at times, and not enough at others. I've also been told that I find little wonder in anything. That isn't true, my standards are just higher is all. I appreciate everything I see, hear and feel but I know that we, as Individual humans, are not super. But the organism of which we are all tiny cellular parts is most certainly that. The life-form that's so big we forget it's there, that turns minerals on its planet into tools to touch the infinite black gap between stars or probe the obliterating pressures at the bottom of the oceans. We are already part of a superbeing, a monster, a god, a living process that is so all encompassing that it is to an individual life what water is to a fish. We are cells in the body of a three-billion-year-old life-form whose roots are in the Precambrian oceans and whose genetic wiring extends through the living structures of everything on the planet, connecting everything that has ever lived in one immense nervous system.
You should message me if
I'm into way to many things. I play video games, want to watch every show and every film ever. I've played mmorpgs, table top rpgs, written, illustrated and bought comics in all forms. I do a lot for role playing in many different fashions. I've been a part of or a party to just about any off the wall habit, situation, sexual act or odd past time. And I want to do more of that. I want more conversations, more life changing, paradigm shifting phenomenon in my life. Bring it to me.
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