Spinozas_Cat
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My self-summary
I'm Adam. If it wasn't for facts and gravity i'd be a cloud of marijuana smoke. Hopefully you like to smoke but if you don't that's okay. I'm Artistic... and probably autistic based on my social skills... weird, kind, funny sometimes, attentive, and not generally needy but I am ready to cling hard to the right person. I'm dealing with depression.. It keeps me from being the person who I think I could be and that sucks. I've got a ton of self worth issues and I try to convince myself daily that I am worth it and deserve to be here. I'm an existential nihilist... meaning I don't believe there's a divine purpose for life but that doesn't mean we shouldn't try to create purpose or find it in life. I want to make the best out of my time alive. Not doing as well as i'd like of course but I am working on it.

Check out this gay shit:
https://www.instagram.com/adamzhardwood/
What I’m doing with my life
Whateva I want!

Building stuff til I can't. Art? I have no idea what i'll be making or doing six months from now.

Hosting bacteria.
I’m really good at
I like to build things. I have a lot of tools in my "woodshop" where I mostly work with wood to make random shit. I've made tables, stepstools, shelves, boxes, bowls, picture frames, benches... I like to keep making different things and don't always follow plans. I like taking discarded wood and reusing it. Cleaning it up and turning it into a completely different thing that gains purpose and form. You don't always know how it will end up and I like that a lot. "Art is like beginning a sentence before you know its ending." -David Bayles

I have a lot of plants I can mostly keep alive and I take a lot of pictures when they flower and upload that shit to instagram. Love dem plants. They're neat. I've almost completely filled my greenhouse.

Really good at obsessing over stupid shit... sometimes it helps when making things but mostly it's just annoying.
The first things people usually notice about me
My hair or that I'm very quiet in person.

I am shy until I know someone or want to get to know someone. Not very social... Kind of introverted. Being around a lot of people drains me...
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Some gud shit: XXYYXX, Elohim, Explosions in the Sky, Beach House, the bird and the bee, Bjork, Gang gang dance, Aim, Amon Tobin, Feist, Cocorosie, jefferson airplane, tame impala, pantyraid, broadcast, Billie Holiday, bass nectar, zebra, crystal castles, cypress hill, daft punk, doom, grouper, regina spektor, nujabes, ratatat, sublime, the velvet underground, The Knife..

Elohim - Hallucinating
Amy Winehouse - Valerie
Tame Impala - Solitude is Bliss
Gang Gang Dance - Vacuum
Bjork - Pagan Poetry
Space Oddity - David Bowie
The Avalanches - Frontier Psychiatrist
Feist - Inside and Out
Imagine - John Lennon

I put on Star Trek to fall asleep.

TV Shows: Dragonball, Firefly, Doctor Who, House, Battlestar Galactica, Star Trek, MST3K, Adventure Time, Rick & Morty, Bravest Warriors, Xavier: Renegade Angel, Peep Show, Elementary, Mythbusters, Orphan Black, Burning Love, Broad City, Children's Hospital, Angel&Buffy, Breaking Bad, American Horror Story, Trailer Park Boys, Mad Men, Eureka, Californication... Comedians: Carlin, Kinison, Pyror... etc.
Six things I could never do without
WEED
My dogs
MY hands
UHH WEED WEDDWEEDWEED
I spend a lot of time thinking about
The messy world we live in and all the different ways we've learned to separate and harm instead of coming together and the ignorant thoughts that support those rationales. I think humanity needs to humble itself in the magnificence of the cosmos and stop the selfish behavior. I think we have to wrestle meaning out of life before we die and make sure to leave the earth better than we found it.
On a typical Friday night I am
stoned and either building things or playing computer games.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I've got a self diagnosed disorder from acid use where I see permanent swirling visuals behind all of my vision. I am not as bothered by it as it's been many years since it happened... actually there are probably more private things that you'll have to ask me about. It's more just a weird and "private" thing that i'll admit.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallucinogen_persisting_perception_disorder
You should message me if
You are a smart DIY creative type with a nice butt. You want to get high and make stuff. You are ready to start something. You are interested in getting to know one another and having your phone blow up with texts. Make sure you're not currently dating anyone or still in love with your ex! That would be greaaaat.
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