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My self-summary
I got born with a brain wired for optimism, which has been a pretty ballin experience, 10/10 do recommend.

One of my primary goals is learning to think more precisely, despite the fact my third eye is now basically a gaping windsock after having been fucked by the fat cock of the universe one too many times.

I am non-hierarchical poly, libertarianish, hermity, and dislike feeling outrage when lots of other people are feeling it too. I think empathy becomes more meaningful the harder it is to give it, sort of like dick.

The best way to meet me is to show up at a group event I'm at, and then carefully approach sidelong while avoiding quick movements or eye contact.
What I’m doing with my life
playing peek-a-boo with the void

I was raised in a fundamentalist christian and now i do porn, so i'm pretty sure Freud is jizzing his grave right now

trying to figure out correlates to fulfillment

following the rationalist community around like a sad puppy


and moving to seattle in september
I’m really good at
morse code
reddit karma
abalone, maybe
knowing nothing
quoting the bible
leaving the country
not leaving my house
typing inhumanely fast
making my hands sweat with sheer willpower
The first things people usually notice about me
I am abnormally sweaty. Like, if we're gonna meet up at a bar, just look for the girl who looks like she just got back from driving a lawnmower full speed through a daycare and is now trying to act casual.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books that made me feel something:

The Hobbit
Permutation City
Man's Search for Meaning
The Metamorphosis of the Prime Intellect
Harry Potter and the Methods of Rationality
Ender's Game/Shadow/etc
The Tombs of Atuan
Name of the Wind
Tao Te Ching
Wild Seed

TV/Movies: The Fountain, Before Sunset (trilogy), various Star Treks

Music: Stuff that goes "bwahru" and "bloop CHA bloop" and "swEEEee"

Video Games: Journey, Overwatch (Symmetra-Zenyatta-Torby), Cities Skylines

I also like Lesswrong and Slatestarcodex, Reddit and Tumblr.
Six things I could never do without
Social dancing (ballroom/blues/fusion), but fuck lindy hop

My bidet, financial independence, soylent, nootropics, and social experiments in constructing internet chatrooms.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
definitely not zen

dying again

cultivating compassion

dank amish fashion

classical antiquities

selling my iniquities

teaching myself to have nothing to say

chasing all my beliefs away

Nonviolent communication

recursive information

tangled traffic intersections

asking just the right questions

why men with high status are really quite hot

the feeling of thinking and origin of thought

how we would view systemic oppression

if alien beings were the ones in question

does your gender 'really' belong to you?

Chesterton's-fence-ing everything in view

How our word for consciousness is poorly defined

and cause our assumptions to be quite misaligned

About the nature of meaning, and how it is seeming

the nature of truth is something else entirely
On a typical Friday night I am
plucking ______

a. strings
b. pubes
c. flowers
d. body parts from the river
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I don't wash my hair and I rarely shower. I do, however, regularly use soap on my hands and butthole in order to avoid being a walking poophuman.
You should message me if
you're into rough conversation and choking out bias.
annihilate me pls.

If I don't reply to you, it's most likely because my life would be unfeasibly clogged with OKC if I responded to every message containing your level of quality.
The two of us