In essence, I'm happy but I just don't realise it yet.
Being a serial hobbyist, I'm also sometimes found playing music, putting the world to rights, walking, writing, brewing, foraging, building, adventuring, cheesemaking, making charcuterie, cross-stitching, exploring, wine-making, cycling, drinking, laughing, planning, plotting, reading, musing, learning, wondering and wandering and even, occasionally, doing nothing.
Things, experiences, and lots of them.
Have a habit of reading something and, if it's good, passing it on, so books come and go.
My obsession with music is sometimes bordering on autism but it's easier to say what my headphones are currently churning out Mogwai, Mos Def, Prince, Mum, Chic, Ludovico Einaudi, Low, Terry Callier, Ghostpoet, Gil Scott-Heron, Pantha Du Prince, Can, Ian Dury, The Clash, Chet Baker, Patti Smith, Four Tet, Kraftwerk, King Creosote, Nas, William Onyeabor, Mount Kimbie, Nicholas Jaar, Godspeed, Charlie Parker, Jon Hopkins, blahblahblahblahblah etc etc