Dear Nice Guy,
I don’t know you yet but I’m so ready to date you. Seriously, I am. For a long time, I dated bad boys. Yes, I was that girl you blame for always coming in last. I guess I dated bad boys because, somehow, I liked their unavailability, sexy sideways glances, and late-night calls. I fed off the chase and mystery they provided me. I saw them as a challenge that I always happily accepted. Let me tell you, I’ve dated so many jerks throughout the years. A lot of times, I ended up being disappointed with how it ended with them, and wondered why I always had such blind optimism about these guys I clearly knew were jerks to begin with. But to be honest, I don’t regret any of it now.
I learned a lot from each and every one of those bad boys. I learned something from every un-answered text, from every “I’m just not looking for a relationship” talk, and from every lame excuse as to why he just couldn’t make to my house party until after 1 am. I guess I never let the jerks get to me. I realized it was never me; it was always them. I was born with an abundance of self-confidence. Maybe that’s why I was never too bothered by each guy who was a jerk to me. Maybe it was because I was smart enough to realize I never actually wanted to end up with a jerk. It was always you I wanted, Nice Guy.
With all that being said, I’m ready to date a Nice Guy. I’ve learned all the lessons I need to learn from bad boys. I now have the ability to distinguish between when to give up on a relationship and when to fight harder. I know all the excuses and lies and can see when it’s right to say a big ‘f*ck you’ or an ‘okay, I’ll let you make it up to me.’ I know what it’s like get all dressed up for a night out only to sit in your room watching Netflix, crying and staring at your phone because the person you had plans with never showed. And that a “got too drunk sorry” text is not a sufficient excuse or apology. I know all these things. My mom always said that the problem with people who end up unhappy is that they don’t know how to walk away from something that has already served it purpose. Well, I can see now that bad boys have served all the purpose they possibly could in my life and that it’s time for me to learn a new lesson. I want to learn from you, Nice Guy.
It’s time for me to learn what its like to have someone to fall back on when I feel weak. It’s time for me to understand what its like to open up to someone without the fear that I’ll be emotionally shamed or that it will scare them away. It’s time for me to understand why people write love songs or tear up at the end of the notebook. I want to know what it’s like to be desired for more than my body, for someone to look at me with passionate eyes, slowly but surely falling in love with my mind, body and soul.
I want to know what it’s like to have someone who will always show up, who will always make time for me and who will always respect me. I want to know what it’s like to be able to count on someone, and know that even though love is never safe, I will be safely hurt by them. Mostly, I know I can learn all these things from you, Nice Guy.
I don’t want anyone thinking I hate bad boys. I don’t hate them; I’m just done with them. I have to thank bad boys for a lot actually. Bad boys have taught me how to depend on myself. How to pick up my broken pieces. They’ve allowed me to secure the perfect break-up remedy. Booze, friends, rebounds, cry, workout, acceptance, find new bad boy, repeat.
I understand myself so much better because of these bad boys. I know what I’m like at my worst. But I’m ready to know what I’m like at my best.
I promise you this, Nice Guy: I don’t know you yet, but I will be a nice girl to you in return. I will show you what you’re like at you’re best. I will treat you with the respect you deserve and will always answer your call when you need me. I will show you what all those bitchy girls couldn’t.
So, I guess all there is left to say is…
I’m ready whenever you are.
Isabel is a normal 21 year old just trying to make her way across the universe.
You Can Never Kiss Too Many People In Your Life
There’s Always Beauty In The Breakdown, Sometimes You Just Have To Find It
I Want A High School Love Again
>>> If You think the same way as author of that spam above - stay away from me.
Well made vid >>>
>> I do not upload pics on any server/anywhere on int. security reasons or whatever.. but I dont mind sending/showing in more direct way :L
Eating cookies, drinking milk , being lazy chooping wood .. dealing with dogs and keeping eyes open for my missing cat ..
Living in isolation, from all the urban civilized crowdy places , no peoples in range of 20 km at least , just monutains, river, forests, and sweet wildness + my pets, well ocasionaly a fammily parasaites live here : 3,, sort of hryhry still having my satnetwork acess, I do enjoy exploring peoples mind , nature, living style ... I'm not sure if Im right but peoples are more open on internet than they would ever be in real, especialy while being annonymous, sort of, that's why I think hacking them here, on net is easier and more effective, we allways may ask things that we would never dare to ask in real right ? ^ ^
I did few tests with same result, Im 100% INTJ ftw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmOrRbVXwbk <<< I love when peoples do things like those
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OV33TjXr5hY MyPoliView represented by music ftw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgnVEU2ZzTI&list=PL98ADC68DD7DF3240 My fav Soundtracks ftw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BoXQf2f2Yxo <<< hryhryhry : X
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzm3ayM7SsY future <3
and one more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vm7e92F32ig just in case <3
2. Corrupting ppls english
3. Healing peoples "soul and mind" (blabla preety talking), restoring morale making them happy when they sad or depresed ftw
4. Strategy and tactics but I dont like Chess
5. Discussing in details everything, even things I never was interested in before ..
6. Swordfighting I hope ( since childhood playing with grandpa, practicing after school with friends betwean 12-19 or so, grr was wounded near belly by a swing .. got scar till today :\ ) I simply love blades since childhood : 3
7. Using guns <3 my aim
8. To convince peoples who are open to listen and till I truly belive and support this what I convince someone to ... so evil ... I simply trying to reach peoples reason.. and doing that in a kind gentle way :L
9. Being honorable, in its purest retarded way
10. Give me somthing, and I modify that in a sec. I'm really good at upgrading things... that includes architecture, especialy wooden one, but my favorite is Gothic anyway.
11. Teasing death, taking a risk ahm - playing with fire ?
12. Appreciating a value of life, everyone I meet and everything what surrands me ( if it or he/she does have any value ... yop I judge ppls based on how they live like, how they behave)
13. Being brutally honest, with harm even for my own self
14. Being "regular" in Ordo Teutonicus meaning
15. Proving my right, in discussions, arguging, - very realistic , I easly make people to change their mind, or reaching argeement if mistake was mein, I think point 8 is somehow about that too ..
16. Being evil when I have to be - being rational
17. Dealing with wounds, etc, First Aid, even Medical treatment ... somthing what I do udnerstand and practicly can put into use .. I patched up pigeon wing long time ago, he was flying again ftw, even if one of my rat died :( even vet couldnt help him.. did some things, useless things. .. rat kaput uh :( died at night .. well I gona die too one day, we all will ftw
18. To behave in right way in case of any emergency situations connected to chemical OP1... ahm ... yea .. and ahm ... its connected to what I do after all :L I was well trained in those , its unusual and fun, so yea :L Mostly cleaning work, construction work in weirdo envariment and occasionally taking samples and rewrite some readings ... + transport of equipment and building material if I may say like that :L
19. My creativity - feeling like mastermind sometimes <3
20. Being clean/tidy, but I don't mind to get dirty (do job full of dirt,mud .. not dirty job in meaning of.. gosh nvm) - if I have to... I dont mind to work in sewers ... or similar places..
I dont think anyone will take those seriusly... but still those are facts ..
Good that there's no question of what I'm bad at ....
I dont like dealing with peoples, esspecialy while on assigment, I remain passive and work in silence , talkative and wild only with my crew but not with clients even if I directly dealing with em.
b. horrors, chosen from action movies, and war movies like Das Boot, Stalingrad, and many many more
c. shows - really ? maybe some hilarius moments from those on youtube
d. music ... only good strong or so- soundtracks ( from movies,games, like the one from Medieval II Kingdoms ) and sometimes occasionaly classical things like Mozart ...
e. every type of "simple" food ... sandwiches, wurst, spaggetii , sometimes pizza, I avoid fish, meat, ... even If I do like wurst ^ ^, never any fastfood or other junkyjunk unfresh thingys .. but I'm mostly like - whatever makes me feel full, its fine ... dont care about taste that much
Well I dont like Books.. but I like those type of chats;
[14:28:45] Wolf: aint parents should be responsible for teaching kids whats good whats wrong, about values ... etc?
[14:29:02] KoreanGuy: values?
[14:29:33] KoreanGuy: In nowadays, parents only cares about their children's exam grades and economical succees.
[14:29:49] KoreanGuy: Almost of parents upon this Country.
[14:29:59] KoreanGuy: I guess most of Asians would do so.
[14:30:08] KoreanGuy: They are SO~ Realistic.
[14:31:25] Wolf: cold .. it dosnt even sounds like any fammily life at all .. constant pressure on childrens ... no wonder they become similar or worse when those childrens will grow up : \
[14:31:52] KoreanGuy: I told you they are REALISTIC.
[14:33:58] Wolf: .. sounds like they want to create maschines from humans... a robots ... sleep,eat, study/work , do some little funny constantly same things like to meet with friends at club and repeat same scenario everyday also from time to tiem afford litte trip to take pics and create fammily with time + reproduce .. human farming ...
Way more interesting to find out what peoples think than reading loong blabla book story of someone : 3 hryhry
"[14:47:54] KoreanGuy: ASIA IS UNLIMITED SELFISHNESS WORLD. You should accept it.
[14:48:07] Wolf: :\
[14:48:17] KoreanGuy: They call hamony but that everything is for the sake of themselves.
[14:48:33] KoreanGuy: Stable society is also for themselves.
[14:48:41] Wolf: terrible.."
I wonder how much of what he said is true :L
From other convo:
AAS: this post: "About a week ago, I've just lost inspiration.
It's always the same, some ugly dude fu*ks a beautiful girl in the ass and cums on her face when I would have been happy just to hold her hand for a while." <<< its true what he said, those most arogant evil, guys allways "fu*k " the girl while good guys allways stays behaind : O and they dont even wana .... that just.. to be with that girl, "hold hand" or whatever : O
AAS: girls too stupid to see that or wtv
andysss: I know
no comments taken from 4chan
By the way "ftw" = "for the win" sort of motto ..
I traveled a lot , I seen a lot, I have meet lots of diferent peoples from all over the world, some of them I would prefer never to meet, never to know even if they trying to be kind, nice... mostly its acting, maybe cause of cultular habbit ? maybe cause of moneys .. but they seldom behave natural, its easy to rekognize, when someone is honest with You, and when someone only trying or ptetend to be, forcing himself to be kind and friendly is way diferent than being naturaly like that, "just cause you are", its just very visible for me. I decided to test things in more " scientific" way, by this page, it match our "answers", views on things that is , maybe it will actually work well, I shall see hyhy
OR at home , doing whatever, but I never get bored :3
I hate moneys ..
I dont drink coffee ... well maybe sometimes... occasionally
I dont like coca cola, pepsi, and I'm neutral about ice creams :L
I do Admire technology and specialize in those ftw
I wasch my things mannually almost allways after use, or simply after they get dirty, I dont put used clothing in the closet without wasching :L If used and still clean I leave pants and stuff on the chair :3 ftw
*** Also if You see this as hilarius http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7gWbBZ7hFYY ***
Time is running out, if You dont think about future, You cannot have one. Keep observing situation on the middle-east.
Das is alles, ende