I use to work as a sales associate at Macys And i quite liked it. It's certainly a different pace in comparison to the 5 years I've worked in a dementia hospital. Neither job is something i could make a living out of but I still need the money and the experience along with the classes I take to slowly reach my goal in the future. As my one of my favorite heroes would say: http://youtu.be/bXHZWA0jkx0?t=10m59s
The first impression was your voice and I'm impressed beyond N.O,
My feelings are locked like a door but I opened up at hello,
I let you in so easily because I felt no discomfort in your words,
And when I got to know you, your actions spoke louder than your verbs.
No one quite like you, you're an individual,
your beauty much like graphics, I'm lost in the visuals,
Thoughts are always remainders in my head, you're indivisible,
Some say you are crazy but I think you're better than the usual’s.
You do the strangest things that would confuse a stranger,
You're wild beyond any species but also endangered,
Your mind is like a cheetah because no one will ever get you,
But I understand your difference thus I will never forget you.
Perceiving, communication, accepting criticism and Procrastinating.
Movies, i absolutely love movies and I watch so many that I can't remember the titles. I go for any genre to be honest but recently I've watched the Korean movie titled "A moment to remember." I loved that movie so much that I spent 50$ to have the blue ray shipped to me from Korea, on amazon.
Ark Survival Evolved
Killing Floor 2
Left 4 dead 2
resident evil 4-6
lost planet 2
Devil may cry
Battle field 4
Guild wars 2
Dark souls 2
Mount and blade
Sonic all stars racing transformed
and the other 80 games I bought on steam that I haven't touched because too many lol
Shows, i feel the same way for shows but I watch most of them on my PC. For example, True blood, masters of sex, Clannad(anime), Guilty Crown(Anime), Watashi ga Motenai no wa Dou Kangaete mo Omaera ga Warui and a few others I can't remember off the top of my head.
Music, I listen to all genres of music but mostly into orchestra and metal. One of my all time life changing bands have to be Atreyu. I'm even more hyped that they are finally making music again after 5 years of absence. I save a lot of symphonies on my google chrome browser because its extremely difficult to remember the names of the composition when I can't simply sing out the the instrumental chorus on google search. Heres a few more bands/artists I listen to:
Veil of Maya
Fire From The Gods(post 2016)
Famous last words
Falling in Reverse
IN THIS MOMENT
All that Remains
Thy art is murder
Two steps from hell
Bullet for my valentine
Fit For a King
Storm Inside(Russian band)
System of a down
A day to remember
Rage against the machine
Avenged seven fold
Three days grace
Nine inch Nails
Food: anything that hits the taste buds just right. I'm not very picky with foods just as long as it doesn't clog my arteries or make me fat.
High emphasis on gaming. It is my hobby and my main source of entertainment. I play most genres in gaming but as of lately I'm really interested in Dota 2 and any game with good story or team work.
-Why people automatically assume I'm racist because I'm not too fond of women of my skin color.
- If I could find a hardcore female gamer that's not already taken.
- Why some people feed and tower dive.
- Why women even bother responding or sending a message if they plan on just cutting communication in less than a week anyway. Like seriously that shit baffles me sometimes. Pride gets the best of me but sometimes I want to send a 2nd message later that week(Which I hate to do) asking what exactly went wrong.
Lately I've been thinking about how to describe the type of relationship I'd like to obtain. I'm not exactly traditional nor am I into Polyamory. I love to flirt and I genuinely enjoy discovering other peoples shared interest or a persons body(Male or female). However, I'm not willing to commit to anything like sex or a relationship. I Don't think there is an exact term for this type of relationship so here's an illustration of whats running through my head(The Lines in the the middle of each term is just a middle ground between the 2 terms):
Asexual(This is at the top because these people have it easy)
| <- What xavian wants
I like the idea of an open relationship as well but It's a bit more complex to manage unless both lovers fully understand and are ok with it and I'd always be the first to fully understand and be ok with it. Just damn near impossible to find a woman with the level of confidence it takes to do one.
Another private thing about me is that I do carry a list in my head of the ideal woman. However, I am open to others out of this criteria so for people who really find it important can read it because I've been runner up by so many girls i don't give a shit any more lol
VIRGIN (Optional.. because I am one)
Blue/green eyes(Unless you're Asian)
not a jealous type
(I have a deep attraction for pale skin)
The ability to critically think
A gamer(I'm not talking about candy crush/casual gamer, More of a Hardcore/above average gamer.)