Ripping around in my truck, breakin hearts and breaking my body.
also: Within the last year I have escaped the fort macmurray wildfire, drove from Arizona to NWT and all over western Canada by myself crossed the Rockies at least six times and totalled a vehicle on black ice. Twice.
I'm pretty tired.
Other than that I am
Nerding out about movement and herbal medicine, training in russian martial arts, trying to learn all the skills and get paid to do it. working on undermining institutions of domination,, sometimes playing with horses, going on epic "vacations" making soup, working on a farm or at a cemetery or on top of huge antique machinery or making medicine for sick friends.
"having a gender crisis"
Crushing my Saturn return.
making food. digging up lysichiton. learning quickly. caring for things. Driving far. staying calm during crisis (but losing my shit the rest of the time) listening. attracting people who need help. baking with out wheat or other grains. arm locks. not tapping out. crashing my bike.
Being a good date.
Also i've been told that i walk with a swagger
Lucinda Williams, Remains of the day, PS Elliot, "dark pretty stuff" Country, Black metal, Strange Weather, sangre de muerdago, Liz Phair, John Prine, Bryan Hartley, Oliver Schroer, One hundred Dollars, Jessy Bell Smith, Rae Spoon, *Neko fucking Case* Robyn, Beyonce, 90s booty jams...etc.
Books: Nerd shit. Books about herbs, bodies/pathologies, trauma, some theory and fiction.
F.Perlman, Ursula K Leguin, Barry Lopez, Leslie Marmon Silco, Patrick Califia, Peter Levine, ...
the night sky
relationship to other living things
How people often think I'm hitting on them when I'm really really not.
How to reconcile living in the city with my desire for the city to exist less, gender and my relationship to it, total freedom,
" should I use my one day off to go on a road trip or should I do laundry?"
... Or I'm exhausted from working too much or I'm still working.
You want to go somewhere outside!
You know me from real life and want to make fun of me for using the internet.
You live in somewhere rural and think we have something in common.
You are queer but also a bro/don't hate bro shit.
You want to take me kayaking or climbing
You have a dodge cummins or Toyota truck you want to give me.
You know all the words to I dream a highway back to you and wanna sing harmonies.