I'm romantic when I have a reason to be. I love harder and fall faster than my partner, always. I can be a stone cold asshole with no feels or remorseful for my actions. I'm in love with the idea of being in love but putting in effort scares me, The unknown frightens me. But showing fear is weak in the eyes of the man. So I wait and explode one day without warning or reason, the look of confusion on her face. Can't express my feelings but I have so many, I have thoughts but my words escape me.
I'm that guy, like all guys.. That love and dream about sex. I can easily turn my emotions off in the beginning and make our meeting about only sex. Feelings for each other don't matter. Names don't even have to be exchanged. It's basic needs like animals in the wild. I have no standards, so I been told. But i try not to worry about the yesterday or tomorrow because in this moment I might be fucking.
It's not all about sex but than again it kind of is. I'm a great guy deep down on the inside. Most woman don't stay around long enough to see that side but it's there. My emotions change like the wind, fast and all over. We all have a dark side within ourselves, I just believe I have more bad than good.