I'm a poet.
This is not only in the sense that I write poetry, it's in the way I look at life.
It's the way I see things, the way I think and feel.
In fact, I don't write that much poetry anymore, not in the way of a poem.
I'm optimistic. I'm happy. I'm content.
I'm excited about trying new things.
I dream, and not only at night.
I think, and create, and solve problems, sometimes when I sleep.
The dream that has me rewriting this profile, is that of polyfidelity: The idea that a serious, closed, long-term, relationship can involve more than two people.
I've had this dream for a long time. Currently, I've seen glimpses of the fact this can work.
LionneHeart and myself are in a relationship, and we've been dating people, together, in hopes of forming a loving relationship with another person.
And then I usually hear an answer on the lines of "I work as a secretary in a lawyer's office" or "I'm currently a student and work as a waitress".
Is that really what people do?
I do not.
I think. I create. I explore.
I have been in a slump for a while now. Working from home has left me with little social interaction and outside stimulation, which makes it hard to create. I have signed up (21/10/12) for a one year course of computer game design. It has only been a week, and I already feel the creativity flowing through me. Meeting new people, being exposed to new ideas. I'm ready to create again.
UPDATE (7/7/2013): We finished our first game in the course, still has some issues, but the deadline was met. You can play it here:
Starting to work on my next game, for the final project!
They may notice I have piercings, or that I am overweight.
They could notice my head is shaved or that my skin is tanned.
They might notice I have rolling laughter, that gets people to join in.
Depending on the situation they might notice I am bright, or creative.
And if someone looks at me in an odd way, they might notice my distress.
I hope you notice I am a person that can love, and love a lot.
Ender's Game (along with all the sequels), [[A door into summer] (and everything else by Heinlein I've read), Ringworld, Discworld, Neverwhere, Broken Wings, Risen Empire, Killing of Worlds .
I listen mainly to Gothic Metal, but I have a wider taste than a category. Flowing Tears, After forever, Therion, Within Temptation, Sonata Arctica, Kamelot, Epica, Blind Guardian, Esben and the Witch, Crystal Castles, Sunday Driver, .
Gourmet, sushi, Hamburgers, and anything else that's well made.
and the people I love
Unlike most people, where once they know someone better, they are willing to share more.
with me it's a bell curve.
I'm willing to share anything and everything with a complete stranger.
Once I get to know you a little, I may feel the need to hide some things, because I'm actively trying to make a good impression.
And at the other side of the bell curve, when I get to know you really well (and you me), I become again confident in sharing anything.