learning learning, teaching the kids, learning from kids, making performances about what it is that we are, sometimes being a blue man, showing irony the door - then pleading for it to come back because the house feels so cold and lonely when it's gone too long
endlessly fascinated by everybody's bullshit.
listen to Reggie-Alan Watts, and Morricone.
and just watch Being There already
my blue Bianchi
what someone's voice tells you. radical honesty. presence. Whether or not that thing I just ate is affecting my ability to focus. Focus. Autism. How to get close to water.
not quite sold on sarcasm. or being clever. in fact, go away clever, i don't want you around.
you more than just "kind of get" that sex and gender and identity are fluid and defined by plurality.