a byte of that,
a bite of you,
& a different point of view;
some things, to me are see-through
in trying to find, "what is true?"
yet, others still
are opaque and oblique,
I bend myself around them,
I seek and I seek--
portal after portal
I am a slipstream;
what can I channel--
what can I create?
Greetings! I am a poly-singlish ethical non-monogamist~
What this means to me is that I seek to develop non-linear (quantum) connections between individuals with which there is a demi-romantic and physical chemistry with the intention of building long-term trust and healthy boundaries, and exploring gender dynamics in a fun and polyamorous way!
I am currently dating a couple of people, but it is inconsistent so there is a lot of room for more activity on my plate ^_^
Leonidic Libran Pisces (Aq. cusp)
IxxP (INFP + ISTP)
being a Jordan
you know, just derping around ^_^
I kid! Every day is an adventure...some are more grand than others? Most contain invaluable lessons and opportunities for growth. Yep yep yep!
I am trying to build a long, rich life. Walking a path to transcend my limits and join the collective to support a more connected and healthy civilization by organizing a long-term plan to build a non-profit sanctuary/ institution of knowledge, and acquiring skills and experiences conducive to the above.
Secondly, as an integral sub-evolution to the Primary, I am continually challenging my sense of identity with respect to my gender and physical expression while integrating unreconciled memories and emotions that surface in the process. I may have a clearer picture of what identity that may rest upon one day, but for now it remains highly gender-fluid and simultaneously non-binary.
other than that, I am letting life unfold and surprise me... there are many stories to weave between now and then :::)
dancing in the flow
self-managing my overwhelm
Juxtaposition/bringing awareness to missing contrast
using a french-/aero-press
getting distracted/being super productive
serenading you with spontaneous improvisational piano playing
driving, as well as standing on the bus without holding on
not freaking out in emergencies!
seeing patterns of all kinds in way too many dimensions -
science fiction fantasy urban magic, reference/textbooks, mystic poets, metaphysics,
some favs on my shelf right now:
The Kingkiller Trilogy by Pat Rothfuss (inc.)
The Codex of Souls by Mark Teppo (inc.)
Jump 225 Trilogy by David L. Edelman
the Priscilla Hutchins series by Jack McDevitt
Larry Niven, Frank Herbert, Ursula Le Guin, Greg Bear
Keyboard Player's Chord Bible
The Essential Enneagram
various writings of Kahlil Gibran & Rumi
downtempo ambient spacefunk futuresoul
uptempo ethnobass braindance/idm
jazz rock melodic/symphonic/orchestral
new age world eastern
#3 Omgnomnoms: somewhere between (a not-as-poor-as-they-used-to-be 90's kid) and (a gourmet chef)... give me all the phở, gyros, pizzas, noodly stir-frys, garLicky french fries, deep-fried PB-Js whenever possible, coconut/cinnamon everything, good veggies&roots, many many fruits, dank smoothies with lots of protein and maca...doesn't look like I eat much though, does it?? It's always been a struggle for me to eat enough to fuel my absurdly high caloric needs. I still occasionally forget to eat or simply ignore my hunger; old dying habits of suppressing myself. Developing a good relationship to food has been something that has taken me a long time to get to where I am at now. I am always open to trying new tastes and relish opportunities to learn from others who get cooking more than I do ^_^
other people's pets
my synth && all the chords
books/the Internet/really fucking good quotes & passages
healthy skepticism/my everlasting curiosity!
space, physics, sciency stuff in general
I am sparing this box from the burden of bearing the weight of any kind of exhaustive mental inventory. Trust there is a lot going on in this noggin. Ask me Anything.
For real tho, reality check: I'm really weird. I like to enjoy myself, and I am nerdy as fuck. I might seem like a sane normal human but there are just things and ways that don't usually occur to me. I support and broadcast positive, constructive, transformative vibes.
1. Having an OKC profile helps me keep my shit together!
(No, seriously. The process of writing and forcing myself to reflect upon what I objectively and subjectively represent is one of the few ways I know of to stay coherent and observe my flux across time. So it's important to me and I make sure to do it every so often.)
2. At age 7, once I was diagnosed with ADD, I began to develop an intense mistrust of institutionalized medicine. Internally I decided to develop my own authority of mental well-being and focused on how to manage and harness my faculties.
3. It still makes me blush and turn rubbery and giggly when someone I like says I'm anything nice. Probably literally anything. I haven't tested this or whatever though. I mean it happened again so I'm pretty sure this is a thing and I am just cute so I should stop stressing it :D
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