I am very unique (differently abled) with my abilities being extremely concentrated creatively in the spiritual area. I have limited visual memory and finer motor skills. Being unable to retain much visually, limits greatly what I am able to do in this world, since visualization plays a big role in helping one perform in any given area. Most people seem to find that hard to understand! I do not type very fast or last long at a lot of tasks due to my finer motor weakness. Complex movements are difficult(if at all possible) and very tiring. My gross motor skills are excellent. In figuring out myself, I have become really good at understanding people who are not easy to understand. This has helped me to be able to focus really intensely in the SPIRITUAL area. Often those who have lived the most challenging lives achieve an awful lot. I am still focused on achieving a lot more in my life and see my best years ahead of me.
MY FOCUS IS ALL ABOUT IMPROVING THE SPIRITUAL BELIEFS AND TRAINING TECHNIQUES THAT EXISTS ON THIS EARTH. I have done an awful lot of serious/intense experimentation in this area on myself. One needs to really experience the spiritual intensely, in order to really understand it well. Good spiritual training techniques enables one to experience intense spiritual states without being overwhelmed by them. One will feel the need to improve ones spiritual beliefs after one becomes more deeply tuned into the spiritual.
I created my own astrology system over a period of over 30 year(without signs or houses)which is in harmony with my current understanding of the mechanics of how the spiritual works. For more information on me put astrogoodwin into a search engine. Facebook is my central site, where I have links to other sites. I have lots of good blog posts on astrogoodwin/wordpress.
People often have spiritual beliefs(and mind-set) that make them unable to relate to(understand) some one like me. A lot of people are not very open spiritually and will quickly judge(often using poorly programmed/trained intuition) someone like me negatively. To the right person I can be extremely helpful and interesting, to the wrong person I can seem too much to deal with.
I am really good at pushing the edge(push edge everyday with my very intense mind-body exercises-explained in one of my JOURNAL entries) when it comes to the spiritual and want to help bring a higher level of spirituality to this world that is badly in need of improvement in this area, so as to handle the complex an intense problems of this highly technological age we live in now.
I am good to vent on, since I can handle rough emotions very well. My spiritual training techniques were designed with the intent of strengthening my ability to handle really intense and difficult emotions really well, so that I could relate well and empathize with those really struggling in life, and also be able to connect well with the highly emotionally charged issues and problems in this world and the people affected by them.
I am not into wild conspiracy theories or belief systems(not into crazy(unproven) UFO theories about aliens having impacted this planet in the past and present). I am into beliefs that help one to be more effective at dealing with the strong challenges that this physical world we live in gives us. I am not into beliefs that involve escaping from this world or tend to demonize certain groups or sectors of our society. I see the people in position of power as being very much controlled by the collective spiritual energy of those that allow them to retain that power. That there is always others that are willing to work hard in order to replace those in power(in industry or government)if given the opportunity. That the way you change this world is by changing the collective spiritual energy here, so that better people will develop and gain positions of power here. The predominating spiritual beliefs and practices/training is what determines the quality of the spiritual energy that exists in a society or on a planet as a whole.
This is my really challenging daily routine: Almost every weekday morning, I get up at 2AM and eat some salted oatmeal to fuel my dumbbell swing exercise routine, then go back to sleep. I then wake up again at around 4:00 AM and drink some water with some light salt(sodium&potassium) and started exercising. I first do crunches followed by repeated careful stretching movements holding them very briefly covering all muscles for about 5 minutes, then some light weightlifting(warmed up using 20 lb dumbbell and arms for about 2 minutes doing all types of movements a few times in standing position), then do dumbbell swings, and 5 minutes more of stretching, followed by a mile slow meditative walk(breathing in and out with each step/arm movement). [Updated 9/26/15 to only walking no longer running]. I do as many 2-handed overhead modified(bending elbows when lifting dumbbell overhead, limited squat, and extended to behind head) 20 lb dumbbell swings as I can do in a total of 13 minutes nonstop cardio! I do these with my eyes closed at times while breathing in and out 6 or 8 times with each dumbbell swing. I do move my head looking down on the high part of the swing and looking up when on the low side of the swing which massages my neck. 10/4/15: Found out that the dumbbell swings I do are called Barbarian Swings.
I also am on a really strict/austere diet with 6 to 7 small high protein meals a day with no junk food and take
vitamin and mineral supplements. I am lean(5"10" 135lbs-10/18/15), but I feel extremely healthy physically and spiritually! I believe a austere healthy diet with intense meditative and cardio exercise with the resultant very lean ascetic body type works really well for someone who specializes in the spiritual area!
I can easily gain weight(have done so in the past) even on a healthy diet and exercise, if I did not make the strong effort to restrict calories. My tough diet I believe does tend to keep me quite serious and safe spiritually, which is a good thing, since my differing spiritual beliefs which I express readily do tend to expose me to challenging spiritual energy from those strongly attached to a traditional or popular spiritual mindset. I do believe in a preventive/proactive type spiritual approach. I believe in preventive healthcare as well as preventive type actions to prevent possible problems or future harm. I strongly believe in a very strong connection between the spiritual
and the physical.
I am good at supporting and uplifting people who are really struggling in this world. I am good at changing negative energy into positive energy. I am good at listening to people who others are not strong enough spiritually to listen to. I am good at dealing with the most difficult emotions and am very capable of being able to empathize with people having a really hard time in life and the difficult emotions that come with ones struggle to hang in their in tough times.
I can really tune into the really emotionally charged issues and problems of our time and believe we can develop the spiritual strength to handle these problems a lot better than we are.
My whole life has been sort of a very serious type experiment searching for answers and struggling to survive in a world that is not that friendly to a person born as unique as me. I can relate very deeply with people due to all my inner exploration and understand people who are really difficult to understand.
I trust that really hard spiritual work does eventually pay off, and that my ability to be able to bring comfort and emotional support to those who really struggle along with really good spiritual ideas and suggestions will eventually bring the results they deserve.
I now live in Houston TX.