bionic4
47 Lakewood, United States
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My self-summary
Listen... i don't care about these essays.... neither do you......... they're ridiculous and absurd. ...... hell.... dating is ridiculous and absurd...... so i'm going to skip ahead and say this....

I hate to admit this... We've been brainwashed into thinking that sex is supposed to be so awesome and wonderful.... But when I'm honest, most sex I've ever had has been less than magical. Except for those rare occasions when i felt that undeniable "click" with someone. Do you know what i mean?

i imagine you've felt that magic too in your past, once or twice... at least i hope so. Sometimes i lay awake telling myself it's fine...... better not to remember those happier times now....... "i'm doing fine."

The world can be a cold, harsh place.... we endure hard things.... and then somehow need to find the courage to be open and receptive to love and joy.

(uggghh..... i know.... this whole self-description is embarrassing and sappy.... but screw it.... i don't care.)

[Ok... cut to the part .... where the music swells.... and billy crystal is running through the streets of New York... then pouring out his heart to pre-plastic-surgery meg ryan.... trying to get her to listen for christ's sake....]

Do you think you might be that weird girl? .......... the one i'm smiling about at work because of something you said that morning... And then I get that warm itch inside at the end of the day that only gets soothed when i'm back breathing the same air as you. ....or just hearing you in the next room, sorting forks and spoons, complaining about fruit flies and how we're almost out of tide pods™.

And do you think you can let me try to be your favorite boy?.... the one you wish you could text while you're stuck in that boring meeting .... and get distracted about holding me close....smelling my shirt... like a drug you didn't know you needed .... but now you're addicted...... (it's almost sad.)

In the bedroom... taking off your clothes.... i want to own you. Remember the last time a man really "owned" you? ......the two of you growling with pleasure..... glad to be alive in this moment........ he knew just how to touch you..... He just knew.... damn him. Now let's own each other.

i want someone to lay there in the dark with, talking and laughing about stuff..... Someone to get up with..... sip chilled chardonnay and make eggs with... Someone to sit across the room from, reading our books and occasionally sharing fun passages....... Someone to listen to the rain on the porch with..... Someone to be snowed-in, watching some old katherine hepburn movie with...... Someone i can spoil and love ....and take care of.

And if you ever get diagnosed with a fatal disease.... i will visit you every day in the hospital and bring you jolly ranchers and crossword puzzles and sit there in the chair next to your bed. ....i wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

ok... i know........this is awkward and embarrassing ......wading through all this intimate & sentimental stuff.

(Maybe i should just delete all this and talk about nascar..... the cavs..... what i like on my pizza.)
I’m really good at
1. Foraging for berries.
2. Charming, self-depricating banter at bakery about donut I should probably not be getting.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Singin' In The Rain.... A Room With A View.... Moonstruck.... It's a Wonderful Life..... Downton Abbey.... The Little Rascals.... David Sedaris.... Truman Capote.... Bill Bryson.... Garrison Keillor.... Anne Tyler.... The Beatles....Massive Attack....Sia....Nirvana....Sinatra....Ella Fitzgerald....Zero 7....constantly in search of new song-of-the-moment.
The six things I could never do without
Malt-o-meal
(ummm... let's see.... )
nope...that's it. just malt-o-meal
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
scared of bigfoot.
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