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My self-summary
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Power, time, gravity, love. The forces that really kick ass are all invisible.

Im Himmel, da reden die über nichts anderes, als über das Meer. Und darüber, wie wunder-wunderschön es ist. Sie reden über den Sonnenuntergang, den sie gesehen haben, sie reden darüber, wie die Sonne blutrot wurde, bevor sie ins Meer eintauchte und sie reden darüber, wie sie spüren konnten, wie die Sonne ihre Kraft verlor und die Kühle vom Meer heraufzog und das Feuer nur noch in ihrem Innern glühte.

Ce fel de rinduiala mai e si in lumea asta? La câtiva pasi unul de altul stau doi nefericiti: unul cauta iubire si familie si celalalt lupta poate cu mizeria si cu lipsa de ocrotire. Fiecare ar gasi in celalalt ceea ce-i lipseste si, totusi, pasii lor nu se intilnesc!.

You should never be too impressed by people with good manners, they are the ones who will give a friendly wave even if they've stolen from you. They're the type who sweetly welcome you even as they tried to uncover your secrets. They are the kind to offer you coffee, even as they report you to the police. And don't be too offended by someone who's openly rude, because they may be that way for the nicest of reasons.

You ask yourslef "How did I get throught all of that?" In the end all those things that you've done matter... Even if they did not bring you what you have expected. You realize how much time you have lost and wish you turn it back and get another road. But still, if you would, you'd chose the same. Cause sometimes there's and someone else that have to choose, not only you.. And they choose you. In the second plan, bullshitting about how you're too good for them. Sometimes you feel trashed. You always feel too good but always get being second, or third. And yeah, not everybody has to be spotlighted to understand who are they and what they deserve, but maybe sometimes you just have to show out loud like a firework your feeling. Because that's really all what you can understand.

“I'm little but I'm old.”
― Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird

So far, I am the best person I know.. People's bullshit and fakeness are the main reasons why I like to be alone.
There's a deficiency with being within ourselves, we have no natural sufficiency, that's why we need conjunction.

Flowers. Flowers are wearing under their eyelids - no eyes, but sex. They see everything in a gender perspective. Interestingly, women have chosen as a symbol flowers.

I must be warmer now, whatever happens - I'll leave it all to chance.. (Freddy M would say)
What I’m doing with my life
I find it hard to write exactly what I am doing because it's about my life and when it comes to our lives we all think they're so fucking special. Well, for the beginning Existential Crisis. For most of my life I thought I'd be an tremendous actress, but I was weak and everyone kept saying I should consider the risks and to chose something in between of purposeful and artistic, so I ended up studying journalism.... I do not have a bipolar disorder, but I'v had some depressive episodes related to this choice and I dropped university after a long fight with myself and my family. Because I'm Catholic, and the priest keeps saying that there's no better cure than giving yourself entirely to others - I started some volunteering work with kids in a kindergarten (I learned a lot, it was a striking and in the same time terrifying experience, it got me closer to people). I'm not sure what to do next, life is full of unknown space yet, still people think they know everything.. Sometimes there's so much time, I can not fill it's enormity, other times I feel that someone's stealing time, precious time... I am sure I will achieve success in life (anything I would do) and I want to be happy (I know it sounds selfish and childish). I'm moving in western Europe soon and when I'm thinking about this and in the same time listening to the Killers I have the feeling of a nosebleed!!! I want to jump with parachute, be a great mother, get 10 or more tattoos, be a outstanding, highly satisfactory wife (which I don't doubt a second), be a cosmetologist (I take skin care very seriously, I love skin), get on the cover of Cosmo :D))))
I am tired of finding myself in extremes, I feel like I need a little bit of conservatism now. Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication... But I never run alone to get at the end on the second place.
I’m really good at
complicating simple things by overthinking

a man feels more comfortable with me than without, I'm good at making people love themselves firstly, whatever floats your boat, my love can be strong, genuine and ennobles a man.

'Die ganze Kunst des Redens besteht darin, zu wissen, was man nicht sagen darf.'
The first things people usually notice about me
my exquisite appearance, my magnificent fragrance, my own style of choosing clothes.... idk --- this might help you cope. =))

Green is the new Black.

''It starts with a quiet hum, an empty screen inviting you, ‘come inside’ it says,
‘we’re always open’.
It’s a world you think, where actions have no consequence,
where guilt is cloaked by anonymity, where there are no fingerprints.
An invisible universe, filled with strangers interconnected online and disconnected in life.
It will steal your secrets, corrupt your dreams, and co-opt your identity.
Because in this world, where you can be anything you want, and anyone you want…
You just might lose sight of who your are.''
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: Irwin Shaw - "Rich man, poor man";Emile Zola - "Nana"; "Padurea Spanzuratilor" - Liviu Rebreanu; "Ion" - Liviu Rebreanu; "Lady Chatterley's Lover" - D. H. Lawrence ;"Cantatoarele Din Maracini" The Thorn Birds english version" - Colleen McCullough;"A woman of Thirty" Blazac; Eugenie Grandet - Balzac; "Quo Vadis" Sienkewicz "The Doll" B.Prus "Women in love" Lawrence; Bel Ami - Maupassant ; Madame Bovary - G.Flaubert. Stendhal "Black and the Red"; Count of Monte Cristo - A Dumas , .etc etc..

Movies: 1. Fountain 2. V for Vendetta 2a. The Godfather 3. The Lord of the Rings (trilogy) 3a. The Count of Monte Cristo (and the book, as well)4. American History X 4a. Howl's Moving Castle 4c. Casino 5. Martyrs 5a. Spirited Away 6. Wicker Park 7. The Pianist 8. American Beauty 9. Daydream Nation 10. Unglorious Bastards 11. The Da Vinci Code 12. Schindler's List 12a.The Last Mistress 13. Green Mile 14. Jane Eyre 15. Girl, Interrupted 16. Veronica Decides to Die 17. The Fall 18. Black Book (Zwart Boek) 18a. Entrapment 19. What Lies Beneath 20. Eu cand vreau sa fluier, fluier 21. The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo 22. My Last Five Girlfriends 23. In The Land Of Women 24. Dying Young 25. The Reader 26. Pulp Fiction 27. The Shawshank Redemption 28. Law Abiding Citizen 29. The Devil Wears Prada 30. Wanted 31. Life Or Something Like It 32.Shutter Island 33. Chocolat 34. Mullholland Drive 35. Cloud Atlas 36. Fight Club 37. Lemony Snicket's 38. Marta Marcy May Marlene 39. The Prestige 39a. Melancholia 40. The Box 41. Collateral Damage 42. Titanic 43. Leon 44. El Labirinto Del Fauno 45. Rain Man 46. Coraline 47. Changing Lanes 48. The Prestige 49. Revolutionary Road 50. The Boy In The Striped Pajamas etc etc

Music: 1. Sum 41 - Pieces
2. Dash Berlin ft. Emma Hewitt - Waiting
3. VNV Nation - Illusion
4. RHCP - Snow
5. Clint Mansell - Death Is The Road To Awe
6. Coldplay - The Scientist
7. Marina and The Diamonds - Starring Role
8. The Killers - Be Still
9. Linkin Park - Shadow of the day...
10. Sting - Shape of my heart
11. Killers - When you were young, Be still
etc etc etc
Six things I could never do without
Haute Couture, faith, sweet drugs
I spend a lot of time thinking about
''There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace."
However you feel right now, it will have it's opposite..

Ecclesiastes Chapter 3v2-8

Die Schönheit brauchen wir Frauen, damit die Männer uns lieben, die Dummheit, damit wir die Männer lieben.

Eine Zivilisation blüht erst dann, wenn Menschen Bäume pflanzen, unter deren Schatten sie niemals sitzen werden.

I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure.

People don't really matter. Somebody would tell that essentially they do not exist, they aren't there. But there they are, whether they exist or no. It doesn't rest with me to decide on their existence. I only know that I can't be expected to count of them all. You can't expect me to know them, just because they happen to be there. As far as I go they might as well not be there...

`My hate is general, I detest all men;
Some because they are wicked and do evil,
Others because they tolerate the wicked,
Refusing them the active vigorous scorn
Which vice should stimulate in virtuous minds.`

I used to think that when I got older, the world would make so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is. Harder. You’d think we’d be getting better at it. But there’s just more and more chaos.

You know, I thank God that I'm good-looking, or that people think I'm good looking. But there's a lot more to it than makeup and prettiness and all that stuff ... there's a lot more to being a woman than that. When I look in the mirror, I just want to like myself, that's all. And if I like myself, then I look good.

The human predicament sometimes seems a gloomy tapestry with an indistinct, baffling design that swirls around and inward to brilliant naked lovers. The Bible starts with this centerpiece. Most of the old stories end with the lovers married, retiring to their sacred nakedness.
On a typical Friday night I am
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Yes, each new day in our lives brings with it a new set of lies, but the worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we fall asleep. We whisper them in the dark telling ourselves we’re happy, that he’s happy, that we can change, or that he will change his mind. We persuade ourselves we can live with our sins, or that we can live without him. Yes, each night before we fall asleep, we lie to ourselves in the desperate, desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.

I want to get married. I find it, at the end of the day, soul-uplifting.. (especially because of the breakfast)
Wenn ich ein Mann wäre, und ich wäre gerne einer, würde ich die heutigen Frauen verachten. Dieser unweibliche Ehrgeiz, diese ekelhafte Geschäftstüchtigkeit. !!!!!!!!!!!!

Sharon Stone and her Basic Instinct, but I don't know what to admit about that
You should message me if
only if you are Blonde or vegetarian, vegan.

They used to tank cod from Alaska all the way to China. They'd keep them in vats in the ship. By the time the codfish reached China, the flesh was mush and tasteless. So this guy came up with the idea that if you put these cods in these big vats, put some catfish in with them and the catfish will keep the cod agile. And there are those people who are catfish in life. And they keep you on your toes. They keep you guessing, they keep you thinking, they keep you fresh. And I thank god for the catfish because we would be droll, boring and dull if we didn't have somebody nipping at our fin.
The two of us