İf you also just want a witness/friend to your own bizarreness, please continue reading.
Able to call the devil with a whistle. Experienced reality handler in my imagination, and devoted student to the right sophisticatedly sexy Turkish teacher.
"Life should be full of strangeness, like a rich painting".
pretending that I got a better blueprint on living then you do. j/k but yeah, getting inside my little head machine, and memory balancer, avoiding nuclear families, being drawn into creativity in whatever way possible (sans fire eating and the like) staying clear of anything that feels like authority and anything more that feels too gender rigid.
with that I teach things, and find myself (when not getting turned off by) getting turned on by people and ideas.
-seeing the long scope.
-giving into the creative drive.
-good at seeing the beauty in others.
-being direct when deemed necessary and deflecting moments with a smile.
-really good at getting drunk and moving, sometimes even without getting drunk :)
-the grace of a silent film star in dolby surround sound world.
catch 22, lolita, solaris, oscar wilde's short stories, master and margarita, flannery o' conner, at the moment i am reading Günter Grass The Tin Drum.
Dog Day Afternoon, Career Girls, The Loneliness of The OK Cupid User.
I watch a lot of Alan Watts youtube video's. I watch a lot of youtube video's actually (alice to the rabbit hole), and a lot of porn. Also excited about the new Dead Wood series to be made.
the fall, the kinks, roxy music, the smiths, elizabeth cotton, the zombies, chrissy zebbie tembo, gorky's zygotic mynci, david bowie (gutted), zeki muren, felt, ewan maccoll, smog, palace, dungeon family, abner jay
above is just a list of the bands i have played in the last few days, i am interested in lots of new sounds (within reason) and believe music to be more about the tones.
I collect sounds for radio
food glorious calorie.
-the concept of zero
-helen keller's signature (my friend turned me on)
-a phone call from/to mom
-a bar tab
-cobweb erasing drugs (see memory)
-my incredible imagination
-how these technological advances walk hand in hand with the creed of capitalism
-why most of the ideologies used to dismantle empirical values were only possible because of said empirical values
-was Pringles really a laid back company?
-what you look like in only a pair of riding boots and a hobby horse.
-creating animal dialogue
-jotting down mentally the names of drag queens that don't yet exist.
-smiling at the magpie eyes of Istanbul.
for local people:
-you are extremely comfortable with your persona, or barring that
you are extremely comfortable with being awkward.
-you are very in tune with your sexuality and the wonders of an
honest physical love expressed between two or more persons.
-you know there is more to this life, but it takes strength to obtain
-you talk to yourself.
-you laugh out loud at something written.
-definitely write me if you have lethal eyes.
-finally please only write if you would like to meet in person or if
you prefer, we can send love dolls back and forth.
All the best to those who are seeking meaning in this absurd
Love and Trash,