cognition1
36 Long Beach, United States
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My self-summary
WHAT UP big bad world o' datin? I'm going to break the ice real hard and fast here. I HATE YOU. But it's a loving kind of hate. I love life. I love people. I don't love the ugliness in people, like people who use filters on dating sites for "attractiveness" and "body type." Good luck finding your soul mate that way. Not that I believe in that sort of thing. Just kidding! I do, I do. I believe we are all each other's soul mates. We all come into this sick, sad world looking for someone or something that will fulfill us, make us more than we were before, because before we got here, we had everything, we were everything. And we can find that everything-ness again. It's not easy, and even if you find it, it's way too easy to lose it again. And you only get eighty some odd years of searching. So make the most of them, and good luck on you!!!

I'm looking for someone who recognizes the beauty of my soul and wants an intimate friendship that transcends the physical, looks past all of the ego and the bullshit that so often gets between two people, and helps both of us be the best that we can be. I don't really care about a big house or an expensive car that I would never be able to enjoy because I'd be too worried about how fast they're falling apart, as everything material does. I don't care about fitting the mold of "success" or "wealth" that so many seem utterly preoccupied with. These things are overwhelmingly shallow and ephemeral. I don't really care about anything that doesn't have true substance, that doesn't evoke emotion, feeling, soul. I care about expanding consciousness, and creating beautiful art, and exploring the dark and steamy caverns of the spirit. I can do that with or without a significant other, but wouldn't it be so much more interesting and fun to experience all of this with someone with whom you can share yourself with on such a deep and profound level that whatever part of you that the world normally never sees is not only acknowledged, but celebrated?
What I’m doing with my life
I work in medical administration to make money.

My real life consists of studying amazing esoteric subjects such as astrology, theology, history, religion, legend, and mythology. I am indeed a practicing professional astrologer. I am also a massage therapist, a Reiki healer, and a Celtic shaman. Oh yeah, I have also occasionally DJ'd goth/industrial music too - the fun dancy stuff. I am working on making my own electronic music these days.

Yes, I realize that the above eliminates about 99.9% of the dating pool on this site.

Eat your heart out.
The first things people usually notice about me
either my eyes of many colors or my "cat that ate the canary" smirk
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: The Telling, 1984, We, The Warrior's Tale, Confessions of a Mask, Snow Country

Movies: The Seventh Seal, Excalibur, Hero, Equilibrium, Flash Gordon, Tank Girl, Elvira-Mistress of the Dark, The 24th Day

Music: Stromkern, Apoptygma Berzerk, VNV Nation, Covenant, Seabound, Loreena McKennitt, Diana Rowan

Food: Japanese, Thai, Italian, Mediterranean, Middle Eastern, and every so often, a big, juicy, irresistable burger.
The six things I could never do without
meditation; contemplation; music; books; nature; your mom
I spend a lot of time thinking about
The end of the world, the beginning of a new age, religion, spirituality, the nature of things, what it would take for my consciousness to significantly evolve
On a typical Friday night I am
celebrating liberation from the work dungeon in some new and exciting way
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I see dead people! ...Well, no, not all the time. But I do hear them every once in awhile.
You should message me if
you want to part the veil and dance with the devil in the pale moonlight
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