I've always been here, i intend to stay. Until they play the swing song & turn on the lights. Hopefully it doesn't happen while i still want to be here.
Freewrite for new profile thing:
I kinda met someone i like lots n lots & haven't had time to check here. I'll get to it slowly but I'm expecting to be a little busy & therefore slower to answer in October.
It's not personal, I'm just hungry.
But seriously... the name? no matter what you guess, it won't be correct. question though: don't you think if i was an ax murderer, I'd try to act a little more normal? silly humans
Coming up next... Part time school.
A couple new friends: yes please. It would be nice to have a new boyfriend/girlfriend but I'm not looking to hook up with people & then not talk or become close. As for ghosting, damn Strait I'll tell you off. Just because everybody's doing it this decade doesn't make rude & self absorbed above reproach .
or maybe a return trip to my home planet...
i think i prefer the latter.
Weird/quirky, a popular one is "refreshingly honest & different". K... I feel like a commercial now.
short and cute. like, squish your face cute... i guess.
other then that? who knows unless you speak. i forget.
odd, mostly, i suppose.
I guess it's rare for a girl to have enough sense of humor? Yay me. Go team.
shows- not until they're old?... i did like true blood, at first. except most of the first episode. I'll try most things though. i like British and Korean shows. i forgot the names of most of the things i liked
*bf showed me big bang theory. i liked that.
i prefer anime. animal shows interest me.
if left by myself with a remote, I'd probably find a documentary or fiddle with my phone looking up psychology, history, or some far away country instead. how about crazy new sex toys that i can't afford?
books- yes... mostly non fiction and whatever is there. if it's a book, i'll probably try to read it. It might take me a little while to get to it unless someone recommends it though.
food- this is waaaaay complicated. I try to keep it simple when with others. If you want to appear like you made a great guess... Go for extremely foreign or somewhere that carries a green menu section. This year in aching for those little mini dishes that come with korean food. & i haven't had pho for awhile.
I have this pandora station i call radioactivePoetry.w/mpd. & on it i have goth & ebm & Techno, industrial, violin & chellos, bach, kPop, music from many other countries... Drums... Special rap, very little so far... Grateful dead,
cool air & or tons of water/ice
notebooks + writing utensil
meow needs new questions.
meh... questions getting dull after a decade. my privacy consists of other people's secrets... so... here's a list of lists instead. And whatever else i feel like saying.
food/health/nutrition, weight lifting, all things goth, psychology, human behavior, history, culture (xenophilia), travel, autism/aspergers
animals, notebooks, pens, little dishes. containers. yes i'm aware this is odd; get used to it.
racism, walmart, Mcdonalds, monsanto, injustice, surprises, loudness, the colours yellow&orange, shoes, selfish/rude/mean people,
i am overweight. i have almost Always been that way unless i starve myself hard core. which i still do every week or 3 for only a day. But that's called fasting. most of my family is too unless they are young. i did an experiment and quit trying to exercise as much & i lost inches. wtf.
I'm not into casual sex. Not because i need to be moving towards domestic with every lover, but because i find casual kinda boring. I'm passionate, & i feel very deeply. When i have a lover, and its not also developed/ing into a deep connection, i find it dull & hollow. It's like dinner without any food. I feel dissatisfied & yawn, & can't see any reason to continue. So why would i want to even begin? As for 1-3 night stands, it takes me awhile to warm up to someone so that also doesn't work for me. I have no moral dilemmas about it all, i just have enough experience to know myself.
I'm fairly disinterested in dating anyone who isn't ok with period sex, ever- even when it's barely there. I could of course, but i don't want to again. For me, personally, during that time is when i need it the most, and its the only thing that helps me with ALL of the symptoms. without it atleast on occasion, there are severe problems & bad feelings. I finally dated someone who won't fit the first time & i hate it.
i think so.
shhhhhh be very very quiet... i'm hunting... humans!
Strange creatures that they are; it's a love-hate relationship.
Friends & community are important.
if you have AC?!