I've always been here, i intend to stay. Until they play the swing song & turn on the lights. Hopefully it doesn't happen while i still want to be here.
Freewrite for new profile thing:
I kinda met someone i like lots n lots & haven't had time to check here. I'll get to it slowly but I'm expecting to be a little busy & therefore very slow to answer in October. (same by dec)
It's not personal, I'm just hungry.
But seriously... the name? no matter what you guess, it won't be correct. question though: don't you think if i was an ax murderer, I'd try to act a little more normal? silly humans
Coming up next... Part time school.
A couple new friends: yes please. It would be nice to have a new boyfriend/girlfriend but I'm not looking to hook up with people & then not talk or become close. As for ghosting, damn Strait I'll tell you off. Just because everybody's doing it this decade doesn't make rude & self absorbed above reproach .
or maybe a return trip to my home planet...
i think i prefer the latter.
Weird/quirky, a popular one is "refreshingly honest & different". K... I feel like a commercial now.
short and cute. like, squish your face cute... i guess.
other then that? who knows unless you speak. i forget.
odd, mostly, i suppose.
I guess it's rare for a girl to have enough sense of humor? Yay me. Go team.
shows- not until they're old?... i did like true blood, at first. except most of the first episode. I'll try most things though. i like British and Korean shows. i forgot the names of most of the things i liked
*bf showed me big bang theory. i liked that.
i prefer anime. animal shows interest me.
if left by myself with a remote, I'd probably find a documentary or fiddle with my phone looking up psychology, history, or some far away country instead. how about crazy new sex toys that i can't afford?
books- yes... mostly non fiction and whatever is there. if it's a book, i'll probably try to read it. It might take me a little while to get to it unless someone recommends it though.
food- this is waaaaay complicated. I try to keep it simple when with others. If you want to appear like you made a great guess... Go for extremely foreign or somewhere that carries a green menu section. This year in aching for those little mini dishes that come with korean food. & i haven't had pho for awhile.
I have this pandora station i call radioactivePoetry.w/mpd. & on it i have goth & ebm & Techno, industrial, violin & chellos, bach, kPop, music from many other countries... Drums... Special rap, very little so far... Grateful dead,
cool air & or tons of water/ice
notebooks + writing utensil
meow needs new questions.
meh... questions getting dull after a decade. my privacy consists of other people's secrets... so... here's a list of lists instead. And whatever else i feel like saying.
food/health/nutrition, weight lifting, all things goth, psychology, human behavior, history, culture (xenophilia), travel, autism/aspergers
animals, notebooks, pens, little dishes. containers. yes i'm aware this is odd; get used to it.
racism, walmart, Mcdonalds, monsanto, injustice, surprises, loudness, the colours yellow&orange, shoes, selfish/rude/mean people,
i am overweight. i have almost Always been that way unless i starve myself hard core. which i still do every week or 3 for only a day. But that's called fasting. most of my family is too unless they are young. i did an experiment and quit trying to exercise as much & i lost inches. wtf.
I'm not into casual sex. Not because i need to be moving towards domestic with every lover, but because i find casual kinda boring. I'm passionate, & i feel very deeply. When i have a lover, and its not also developed/ing into a deep connection, i find it dull & hollow. It's like dinner without any food. I feel dissatisfied & yawn, & can't see any reason to continue. So why would i want to even begin? As for 1-3 night stands, it takes me awhile to warm up to someone so that also doesn't work for me. I have no moral dilemmas about it all, i just have enough experience to know myself.
I'm fairly disinterested in dating anyone who isn't ok with period sex, ever- even when it's barely there. I could of course, but i don't want to again. For me, personally, during that time is when i need it the most, and its the only thing that helps me with ALL of the symptoms. without it atleast on occasion, there are severe problems & bad feelings. I finally dated someone who won't fit the first time & i hate it.
i think so.
shhhhhh be very very quiet... i'm hunting... humans!
Strange creatures that they are; it's a love-hate relationship.
Friends & community are important.
if you have AC?!