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poly poly poly poly poly poly
period. meow. No exceptions.
we can be friends, butI'm not interested in a permanently monogamous relationship. with anyone. ever. k meow?
yes, i'm sure... It's been at LEAST 14 years, and it's just the way i like it.
I've got some things going on that leave me with less time. So i have to slow down on mail here again.
octopus is paranoid, so he doesn't get to have a date set up with me. silly octopus. But seriously, that's the second time thinking myprofile is fake. why? is it because i'm weird? aren't fake profiles like... more normal? seriously. this is drivingme crazy.
so anyways, hi. I'm goingtoignorethequestions completelybytheway... ugh. need to use notebook app instead. how rude.
just found a ton of messages under a filter i forgot existed becausei just turned it on & forgot it was there. or i wouldn't have ignored so many people. i just thought i was getting less messages then i used to. haha.
It's the same story as it always was, I'm a little strange, i need a few new friends. I'm seeking kindred, and this is a life long goal.
It's not personal, I'm just hungry.
But seriously... the name? no matter what you guess, it won't be correct. question though: don't you think if i was an ax murderer, I'd try to act a little more normal? silly humans
or maybe a return trip to my home planet...
i think i prefer the latter.
Weird/quirky, a popular one is "refreshingly honest & different".
short and cute. like, squish your face cute... i guess.
other then that? who knows unless you speak. i forget.
odd, mostly, i suppose.
i suppose i have to start over... sigh...
start with goth/ebm/industrial/newWave... move through world music and somehow end up at k-pop. i have no idea how. but whatever it is, i like electric. and dislike major key focused music. i like minor keys more. also, i used to follow the grateful dead and i love drum circles.
shows- not until they're old?... i did like true blood, at first. except most of the first episode. I'll try most things though. i like British and Korean shows. i forgot the names of most of the things i liked
*bf showed me big bang theory. i liked that.
i prefer anime. animal shows interest me.
if left by myself with a remote, I'd probably find a documentary or fiddle with my phone looking up psychology, history, or some far away country instead. how about crazy new sex toys that i can't afford?
books- yes... mostly non fiction and whatever is there. if it's a book, i'll probably try to read it. It might take me a little while to get to it unless someone recommends it though.
food- this is complicated.
cool air & or tons of water/ice
notebooks + writing utensil
meow needs new questions.
meh... questions getting dull after a decade. my privacy consists of other people's secrets... so... here's a list of lists instead. And whatever else i feel like saying.
food/health/nutrition, weight lifting, all things goth, psychology, human behavior, history, culture (xenophilia), travel, autism/aspergers
animals, notebooks, pens, little dishes. containers. yes i'm aware this is odd; get used to it.
racism, walmart, Mcdonalds, monsanto, injustice, surprises, loudness, the colours yellow&orange, shoes, selfish/rude/mean people,
i am overweight. i have almost Always been that way unless i starve myself hard core. which i still every week or 3 for only a day. But that's called fasting. most of my family is too unless they are young. i did an experiment and quit trying to exercise as much & i lost inches. wtf.
I'm not into casual sex. Not because i need to be moving towards domestic with every lover, but because i find casual kinda boring. I'm passionate, & i feel very deeply. When i have a lover, and its not also developed/ing into a deep connection, i find it boring. It's like dinner without any food. I feel dissatisfied & yawn, & can't see any reason to continue. So why would i want to even begin? As for 1-3 night stands, it takes me awhile to warm up to someone so that also doesn't work for me. I have no moral dilemmas about it all, i just have enough experience to know myself.
I'm fairly disinterested in dating anyone who isn't ok with period sex, ever- even when it's barely there. I could of course, but i don't want to again. For me, personally, during that time is when i need it the most, and its the only thing that helps me with ALL of the symptoms. without it atleast on occasion, there are severe problems & bad feelings.
i think so.
shhhhhh be very very quiet... i'm hunting... humans!
Strange creatures that they are; it's a love-hate relationship.
Friends & community are important.
if you have AC?!