costaricacrazy
60 Carlsbad, United States
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My self-summary
NOTE - Thank you for visiting. If you want just the Cliff Notes, the first sections will suffice. If you need more depth, the last section should fulfill your cravings. How far you get will establish your pain threshold! ;~)))

Easy going, educated, traveled, fun, friendly, ex-professional. Just moved back to Cbad and looking for fun, fit, friendly buds to hang out with from time to time and see where it goes.

Honesty Check: I turned 61 this year, but am flying under the "60 is my cutoff" age criteria for those who may find interest...one year difference notwithstanding. Please forgive this indiscretion.
What I’m doing with my life
Helping family, searching employment prospects, and getting to the beach whenever possible. Maybe I'll shoot for more fitness given the summer is coming...but I say that every year. heeheehee
I’m really good at
Professionally...and of less altruistic importance:
Working with teams in building Master Planned Communities

Personally...and most Important:
Being a loving and committed father, son, and brother
-- and someday again...a husband...I hope.
The first things people usually notice about me
Everything! Of course!
JK...but we do have this capacity as humans.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Book: Slow To Get Up - Nate Jackson...a great, fun read for NFL fans
Movie: The Godfather, West Side Story, Schindler's List, Seven Pounds
Show: Seinfeld, Science...especially anything about the cosmos
Music: MOST - music is medicinal
Food: Proteins
The six things I could never do without
There is only one...more time...sine qua non
I spend a lot of time thinking about
In descending order:
1) .......U.......
2) My family
3) The Beach
4) The magnitude and complexity of the Cosmos
5) The wonders of gravity, electromagnetism, and science in general
6) The sad folly of man's conceit -- paraphrased here, but so eloquently stated in Carl Sagan's short soliloquy titled The Pale Blue Dot. This, referring to man's belief of self-importance when examined in the context of infinite time and space. Deep....right? But so true! Dr. Sagan nailed it!
On a typical Friday night I am
I should be punishing myself in a vinyasa yoga class.
Just looking for the right motivation...you!
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
If I had it to do all over again, I would do it soooooo differently.
Not lamenting my past. Just applying what I have learned.
You should message me if
Honestly - I think we will find life on other planets before I find my perfect match online. It's complicated. So...primarily here to surf the beautiful smiles and read the many interesting profiles.

That said, I am always up for meeting cute, slender/fit, fun new friends. If you have a little bit of "bad girl" in you...all the better. If things develop organically from there...great!

So if you think we are a fit -- SAY HEY!

Thanks so much for visiting!

Pura Vida,
Paul

End of Cliff Notes
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The Depth

Some Reality –
For those voracious readers with continued interest:

As I transition to a stage in life of reflection and contemplation, among many other things I am confronted by the evolution of love…and loneliness. There are so many exceptional men and women on these dating sites, all of whom are appropriately happy yet missing one thing. And that one thing is elusive.

When we are young, love comes easily. But whether it is through wisdom or stupidity, with maturity comes intransigence. We know what we want, and will not settle for less. We favor living alone in lieu of risking compromises we choose not to accept.

From 20 years of living alone after divorce, I am my own worst enemy in this regard. And as if that complication is not enough, when factoring in the other side of the equation the complexity is not doubled, but rather, exponential; which makes me appreciate that much more the magic of undeniable chemistry. A chemistry that breaks down all of the barriers, and which makes all of the risks worth taking, seems to be Don Quixote's fantasy creation of his Dulcinea del Toboso.

Who could not be grateful for the age of technology in which we live? The access to venues such as these provides, at the very least, the illusion of social interaction, and at the very best, the prospect of romance and fulfillment. For the reclusive, I can only imagine how much more prominent loneliness must have been before the era of online dating.

As I said above – It’s complicated. But if you care to share, I would be interested in your perspective.

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You want even more?
OK -- for those gluttons for punishment:

I am an intelligent, funny, and fun guy to hang out with, which would be be seen from quality time together...I guarantee it.

I feel extremely fortunate, almost to the point of guilt, for the family in which I have been raised, the love and support I have enjoyed, and the life experiences I have lived. I truly feel sorry for the 95%+ of the world who have not been able to experience similar fulfillment, and wonder why I was one of the chosen few.

I do not oppose wealth growth in any way, shape, or form, and am in fact a great proponent of it, as it is the engine that drives opportunity for all. But after having traveled and lived in third-world and developing countries and having seen how so many can live in abject poverty yet still be happy, I find it unfathomable how so many with million dollar homes and $100,000 cars can complain about the smallest of things in their lives (their salad or table service was not perfect, their closets are too small for their wardrobes, etc.).

I am loyal, honest, and committed to a fault. Leading a life of high Integrity is one of the important foundations for being able to leave this rock with a feeling of satisfaction. That said, I know where many bodies are buried...because I still have the shovel...and I may very well take those secrets to my grave...to be shared only with my creator, assuming there is one. I do not consider omitting from discussion with my significant other all that I have done in life as not being truthful or virtuous. Some things are best left to the personal vault.

My professional life has been a roller coaster ride. I have been to the apex a couple of times, and back down to the valleys from both of those thrilling excursions...all from which I have gained great wisdom, and humility. Now I see the building blocks of happiness through love, health, and being grateful for what I have. I recall hearing some sage advice from an aged widow of a successful movie producer. She said her husband used to tell her that if you want to increase your happiness in life, reduce your wants. I have taken that to heart, have freed myself from many of the possessions that used to own me, and have become liberated and much happier for that.

For most of my life I have lived a healthy lifestyle, and would love to find a very fit/healthy mate that would drive me to new standards of commitment. I have never been a vegetarian but am not against trying it. While I have gone through periods of avid dedicated fitness, recently I have had less commitment in this regard. But, again, I hope to find that gal who will motivate me to new and renewed heights, and together with which to share a very healthy lifestyle.

Travel? Who doesn't love to travel? I have had the privilege of visiting, traveling through, or living in so many countries, the list would be ostentatious to name. Of course, with those travels comes the exposure to the history of our civilization, priceless art, timeless architecture, exquisite cuisines, the diverse cultures of the world, and the wonderful people who define those cultures. I have no desire to ever stop traveling. But now is not a suitable time for it. I have great hopes for the future to resume as much exposure to this rock as I can achieve. From traveling The Americas for months in an RV, to short trips to vibrant locations abroad, to extended living stints in exotic lands...I AM ALL IN! But the time and circumstances must be right.

At this senior stage, I consider time my most valued commodity. From this, sometimes I find it difficult agreeing to do that which I consider to be a waste of time. I can do absolutely nothing and enjoy it immensely if I find value in it. As one example, I find sitting on a beach and contemplating/meditating the universe to be medicinal, and could do it to the extent it seems ad nauseam to others. I will also never be possessive of your time. To the extent you could be happy coming and going, and doing the things you value without the need to have me by your side, this would make us that much more compatible, and strengthen our already strong relationship.

I am in love with, and awestruck by, the creative mind and the creative and collaborative process! Filmmakers, composers, musicians, actors, artists, writers, dancers, photographers, designers, engineers, scientists, philosophers, poets, comedians, and all who I have left off of this list, fill our world with bold and vivid colors! Educated and creative minds are gifts given to us which we should appreciate greatly and never take for granted. I am definitely a sapiophile!

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More yet? OK. Now we know who the masochists are!
How painful do you want this to get?

While I was raised, and still am, a fiscal conservative, and I believe governments should constrain themselves to strong fiscal restraint and promote unfettered capitalism as the engine that will drive opportunity for all...at this late stage in life I have become a progressive liberal on social issues. Most would say this is a Libertarian philosophy. Let people live as they choose. Why are we so quick to judge others? Our entire civilized human existence of a hundred thousand years, and the single grain of sand that earth represents in the universe of which we are aware, are both complete non-events when considered in the context of infinite time and space. We should just be grateful that we exist...and are aware.

I am driven sensually and sexually. I am finding out more and more about HSDD and the issues this disorder represents for maturing women, and this is extremely problematic as it relates to the hopes of finding that "perfect fit." I am in search of that unique woman, lean/slender/fit, with a very progressively sensual and sexual philosophy and desire. I welcome an intrinsic sexual drive that is far greater than my own, and I can guarantee a commitment to her complete fulfillment, wherever that course must lead.

Finally, I LOVE to kiss! PDAs are absolutely no problem for me! I can only imagine the incredible luxury of looking forward to kissing the woman I love every morning when we wake up, every night before we go to sleep, and all the times the urge surfaces in between. Of course, she needs to feel the same way!

All of this detail serves a purpose. Many would prefer to go through the "unraveling process" in person. But after having been on these venues for years I have found the unraveling process to be one of peeling back the onion layers rather than the flourishing of beautiful rose pedals...and ultimately...a waste of both of our times. Since time is now my most valued commodity, I choose to be forthright and honest to a fault. If this lengthy read saves time for both of us, it has served its purpose well.

Pura Vida!
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