29O'Fallon, United States
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My self-summary
I'm a Kind, Loving, Believer, and Crazy Insane.

I'm nothing special, I'm just me. If you don't like it, leave. :D I apologize too much, I am too nice a lot, I talk too much. I am FLAWED and I'm not going to change. My steam id is livefree2119 in case you want to add me. Thanks for looking at my profile!! I'm looking for friends...if someone comes along and we meet and there is a spark I am open to possibly seeing where it might go.

I know in pictures it can be hard to completely see what a person looks like and I don't want to waste anyone's time so let me tell you now, I am a bigger girl, if you don't like bigger girls even as friends then you have no need to continue reading. If you don' t have a problem with bigger girls then hi and thanks for visiting my profile.

I am looking for some new and awesome friends and new places to hang out. I love nature and like just about every other activity and am open to new places!! Message me if you have a place recommendation, or just want to get to know me!! I love to go hiking and exploring in the woods, taking pictures of just about everything, traveling and seeing every part of the U.S. I can, camping, fishing, going to the river, sitting under the stars, I love the night time, the stars and the moon seem to have a hold over me, playing pool at the bar (even though I don't drink half the time) bowling, playing mini golf...I suck at all 3...and generally just hanging out and having a good time with my friends. Even though I haven't found a person to be in love with, I know I have the capacity to love the whole world and I can honestly say I don't hate anyone anymore.
What I’m doing with my life
I am a person who is starting to truly believe dreaming big is the only way to live. Life can be so randomly beautiful if you are willing to see it. No matter what you are doing, with the right attitude, you can have an amazing life. I am currently in the middle of finding out what has been wrong medically for quite some time...so most everything else is on hold. I am in the process of learning some different languages just because I feel like it. I have also been typing a book I have been writing for a while, maybe one day when it's finished I can see my way to getting it published. My dad and I might be starting a business here soon and I am thinking of attending college. I want to do something to secure my finances for the future, so I can one day raise a family, no matter if it's a family of two or ten.
I’m really good at
Fixing or solving my friends/family problems and getting myself into trouble because of it. Being patient, and impatient. Also according to some people I have a knack for photography and writing but I do it because I love it.
The first things people usually notice about me
I've been told by some it's my eyes that there is a smile in them all the time (I just think they are misguided seeings as I almost always have a smile on my face) :) Speaking of my smile I have a gap in my teeth.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books are amazing and I love to read, when I find one I really like I can't put it down. I have a comic book series that I am reading but it's going to take forever to finish lol. It's called Misfile. My reading choices are generally books about dragons, elves, and fairies I also like...romance...murder mysteries...even some biographies. I'm part way through the Caine, Eragon, and Artemis Foul series right now and I really like them. I love The President's Lady, and hope to one day get to meet Rachel Jackson when I get to wherever it is we go.

I like so much music! I'm up to listen to almost anything really. I can't tell you all of it or you'll be here for a year! I LOVE Country. I like very little rap/hip hop and r&b, I like some classical, jazz, and soft rock, some Christian music like Mercy Me, alternative rock, some Nightwish and Dragon Force and believe it or not I even like some opera! I'm just not that picky, lol. I recently found another band I like a LOT thanks to a friend and I recommend you check them out...the Protomen. Saw them in concert, it was awesome.

I like a lot of movies and a few t.v. shows but I don't really watch too many of them. I like to have movie nights with my good friends. What Dreams May Come, Beauty and the Beast, and Pocahontas are three movies I really felt from when I was younger and I still love them. Some more current things are Firefly and Serenity, Robinhood; Men in Tights, Lord of the Rings and Hobbit Series, Princess Mononoke and Spirited Away. I like so many movies I can't really say them all. I can't help but say Gone in 60 Seconds is definitely a great movie to me.

Food, well I have traveled a lot and I have found that food can be so different depending on where you go and I like to try new things. But I'm not a seafood person, I have tried just about all of it, even sushi, calamari, and crab. Even tried shark once...maybe payed him back for a fellow human...but still, yuck. I'm partial to my families homemade beef and noodles/or chicken and noodles are okay too, I like my dad's chicken fried steak with potatoes and veggies, and I like fruit a lot. Mint Ice Cream and some Cheesecakes are also delicious.
Six things I could never do without
I've replaced my smartass comments with real ones, lol.
Art supplies (mainly writing and drawing supplies)
Most of all Hope, hope that tomorrow will be better than today, hope that my cats do not die from trying to eat plastic, supreme pizza, and drink my dads soda/beer, hope that I will eventually find the right guy, hope that one day I will have a family, hope that one day I will have somewhere to call home, you know HOPE.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Anything that pops into my head, why I can be so intelligent yet so ditsy, finding a true home, finding a true love, having a family, Poems or Lyrics that seem to run through my head, books, my pets, my friends/family, the future, and how to survive the present. In short...A LOT. But doesn't everyone think of alot?
On a typical Friday night I am
Out with friends, or home with friends, if I don't get a phone call or don't feel like going out I sit at home and write or listen to music. I love to curl up with an amazing book and all of my pillows and blankets, (which I have a ton of and could never do without,) and just read until I can no longer stand to be awake. Sometimes put a puzzle together or draw, I do whatever I want.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
First, I have never truly felt at home no matter where I happen to sleep. Second, I have loved and I have been loved, but I have never been in love with someone. I also have a difficult time trusting people, I have been let down a lot.
You should message me if
You can accept me for all that I am.

You are sarcastic with a sense of humor...some may even call you an ass hole.

You are a dreamer.

You think I sound interesting and want to get to know me!
I am always up for new friends and conversation.

If you are honest and non-judgmental. I try not to judge people and will be honest with you because I would rather tell the truth than lie.

If you want to!!
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