ewoksrock81
34 Rocklin, United States
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My self-summary
I'm a work in progress. This has been a rough year for me so far but I will push on through the adversity and succeed. I just moved back to California after living in NYC for 7&1/2 years because I've always had those Broadway dreams that are a dime a dozen there. I was interested in making the dream a reality and becoming a responsible adult who challenges the world without fear and achieves his goals. The struggle was real and while I made some achievements I was proud of there, I also got pretty unhealthy. I stopped exercising and eating right and gained a LOT of weight. (Don't worry, photos are current and accurate) I came back to Cali to take a break from NYC, repair myself. I may go back after I feel my recuperation is complete, I may decide to stay here, move back to the Bay Area where I'm originally from, or who knows, maybe Toronto is next, maybe London. The next chapter is physical, mental, and spiritual rehabilitation, but the chapter after that remains unknown. I'm not where I want to be, but hopefully I've got 70 or so years to get there. I'm confident that I will succeed. Just hopefully before the end of human life on this planet. That would be nice. Just sayin.
What I’m doing with my life
By profession, like what I went to school for, I'm an actor, singer, dancer. But my day to day is more bartending, auditions, and open mic nights. I don't mind, I love theatre so much that if I end up spending my whole life auditioning and performing wherever I can it will be a life well spent because I am doing what I love. Now, if I could just figure out how to make MONEY doing it, that would be great. Still working on that. Until then, bartending on the side is necessary. But I'm pretty damn good at that as well. And there are worse side jobs.
I’m really good at
Well acting, singing and dancing of course. I also like to direct and choreograph. But that's just my life's passion. They are many things I'm good at. I'm good at making things more difficult than they need to be. I'm good at losing things and losing focus. I'm great at fixing things, troubleshooting, taking things apart and putting them back together. I'm a diplomat and mediator- I like to solve problems and end disputes. I love children, they make my face light up. I will kick your ass at Mario Kart. I'm a great lover, I've been told. After I get over my nerves, that is. I'm pretty shy romantically, in stark contrast to how I am with friends and to audiences full of strangers. But once that ice is broken, I'm a very passionate, pleasing, versatile, sexy, sensual lover.
The first things people usually notice about me
It depends on the person. I would say people who are not shallow notice my face, my charming personality, probably my blue hair if I'm not wearing a hat. But, as many young gay men are these days, there are shallow people who clearly just write me off as fat the moment they see me. It's plain to see in their face. It used to hurt my feelings but now I just feel bad for them. How sad to live in a world where that matters romantically. I'm not getting in shape for those people. I'm getting in shape so I can climb the stairs and not be a sweaty wreck at the top, so I can lift someone in a dance routine, so I can fit into all my clothes again, get cast again, get dates again, feel proud of me again for challenging myself to rise above my lazy nature and bad eating habits to find the real me under here again. He's still under here. I can feel him. I hear him pray to me to let him out. And I will.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books:
I'm open to suggestions, I would say half of what I read are books that people place into my hands. The others are just sheer, nerdy fantasy. What can I say, I like to escape. I read a lot as a kid and then lost my love affair with books in high school where they force you to read books you don't like. I recently rekindled my love for reading 3 years ago when I realized it makes a subway trip fly by. I read the whole Twighlight Saga, judge away, The House of Night Series, the Mortal Instruments Series, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Chronicles of Prydian, and I've just started The Hunger Games. I basically have the literary interests of a 13 girl.

Movies:
Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, Legend, Brazil, The Adventures of Baron Munchausen, The Princess Bride, Teen Witch, Worst Witch, The Cell, Dancer in the Dark, Donnie Darko, Heavy Metal, Star Wars, The Ewok Adventure, Ewoks: The Battle for Endor, Indiana Jones, The Goonies, The Lost Boys, The Wizard, My Stepmother's an Alien, Howard the Duck, Clue, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Dirty Dancing, Overboard, Adventures in Babysitting, Working Girl, Death Becomes Her, Showgirls, Contact, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castel, Go, Stonewall, Shortbus, Reality Bites, Fried Green Tomatoes, Boys on the Side, Steel Magnolias, Thelma and Louise, Hair, Cabaret, Funny Girl, On a Clear Day You Can See Forever, What's Up, Doc, The Owl and The Pussycat, Romy and Michelle's Highschool Reunion, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Clueless, Cruel Intentions, Legally Blonde, Troop Beverly Hills, Kill Bill, Kill Bill 2, Superman movies, Batman movies, X-Men movies, The Avengers, Thor, Watchmen, All About Eve, The Women (orig), Mildred Pierce (orig), Black Swan, The Great Chipmunk Adventure, The Last Unicorn, Flight of Dragons, Light Years, and many, many more.

Shows:
Game of Thrones, Walking Dead, Breaking Bad, Doctor Who, Torchwood, Star Crossed, Tomorrow People, Believe, Merlin, Grimm, Once..., Adventure Time, Weeds, True Blood, The Tudors, The Big C, Nurse Jackie, Dexter, Homeland, Parenthood, Modern Family, The Middle, So You Think You Can Dance, America's Best Dance Crew, RuPaul's Drag Race, Untucked, Drag U, 1 Girl 5 Gays, Pushing Daisies, Once Upon a Time, Fringe, 2 Broke Girls, New Girl, Whitney, Family Guy, The Cleaveland Show, American Dad, The Simpsons, 30 Rock, Portlandia, SNL, Misfits, Teen Wolf, The Vampire Diaries, The Secret Circle, Friends, Will and Grace, Sex and the City, The Golden Girls, Designing Women, The Facts of Life, Quantum Leap, Heroes, The Legend of the Seeker, Supernatural, Buffy, Charmed, Grey's Anatomy, The Mary Tyler Moore Show, Queer as Folk, Looking and many, many more.

Music:
Scissor Sisters, Tegan and Sara, Paramore, Britney Spears, MGMT, Mates of State, Queens of the Stoneage, Interpol, Muse, The Yeah Yeah Yeah's, The Ting Tings, Radiohead, Björk, Tori Amos, Ani Difranco, Portishead, Fiona Apple, Carlie Simon, Mazzie Star, Sara Bareilles, Ingrid Michaelson, Imogen Heap, Adele, Lady Gaga, Beyoncé, Queen, Debbie Gibson, Tiffany, Pat Benatar, Heart, Pink, Kelly Clarkson, Katy Perry, Gwen Stafani, No Doubt, Joss Stone, Alicia Keys, Gossip, Madonna, Rihanna, Indigo Girls, Melissa Ethridge, The Eurythmics, Janis Joplin, The Rolling Stones, The Beatles, The Beach Boys, Fleetwood Mac, David Bowie, Elton John, Billy Joel, Stevie Wonder, Michael Jackson, Prince, Rufus Wainwright, Judy Garland, Liza Minnelli, Barbra Streisand, Bette Midler, Cher, Shirley Bassey, Ella Fitzgerald, Billie Holiday, Frou Frou, Ace of Base, Erasure, Audioslave, Pearl Jam, Collective Soul, Stone Temple Pilots, Blues Traveler, Foo Fighters, Aerosmith, Fallout Boy, Jimmy Eat World, Florence and the Machine, Veruca Salt, RuPaul, The Chemical Brothers, Crystal Method, Daft Punk, Tiësto, En Vogue, Whitney Houston, TLC, Salt N Peppa, Janet Jackson, Foreigner, Journey (pre-Glee/Rock of Ages), Danica Dora, Astoria Blvd, The Yes Team, Alchemy
I spend a lot of time thinking about
How I'm going to make everything work? When will I start working out more, taking acting workshops and dance classes? When will I put myself out there and seriously date somebody? Will I ever get married and have children? Will I ever be on Broadway? Will I ever clean my apartment?
On a typical Friday night I am
I'm watching somethin good on the couch in good, stoned company.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I want a boyfriend.
You should message me if
You've gotten this far. You also deserve a medal.
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