It seems like nearly everyone on here has a problem with drug use. I'm not shooting up heroin or smoking meth, but if it expands my mind and isn't physically addictive I will partake, somewhat frequently. Where are the trippy people? Sorry. I am guessing that there is almost no one left now.
That I go rabid against myths where your talking animals and fairies speak truth to blank walls. That I am still covered in Earth's old placenta. That I sit on monoliths of pride built from fallen alphabets. That my lips are dry, my palms sweaty, that words glide off anxious hands.
That my face becomes unrecognizable between Friday morning and Sunday night. That I am six feet under the past, deaf at last,
and only stars understand me. That beneath my feet, tall mountains gently scratch at scabs the rain will soon wash away. That my anger turned snow into ice by way of fire. Hard to believe. Hard and pointed, I laugh at the stories you invent about the magick and goodness of the Earth, because I find no solace there to seek, as you find none in the secrets that leak from the muffled language I speak. While you were building a first impression, I was wondering if you were one of the sheep that's always asleep.
Reads: House of Leaves (Danielewski), Naked Lunch (Bill Burroughs), On the Road (Jack Kerouac), Never Let Me Go (Kazuo Ishiguro), Brave New World (Aldous Huxley), Slaughterhouse Five (Kurt Vonnegut), A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius (Dave Eggers), Time's Arrow (Martin Amis), The Sound and the Fury (William Faulkner) -- and hundreds of others.
Aural Sex: Animal Collective, Bad Brains, The Beatles, Crass, The Eels, Eyedea, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Jeff Buckley, Mclusky, Modest Mouse, Mogwai, The Mountain Goats, Neutral Milk Hotel, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Pink Floyd, The Pixies, Radiohead, The Smashing Pumpkins, Sonic Youth, St. Vincent, Sufjan Stevens, Warpaint, Ween, Yeah Yeah Yeahs -- Indie Rock, Indie Hip-hop, Indie Rap, Alt Rock, Post Rock, Prog Rock, Trip-hop, 60's/70's Rock, MoTown, Jazz.
Filmstuffs: A Clockwork Orange, Seven Samurai, Jules and Jim, Faces, Mr. Smith Goes to Washington, 2046, Akira, Ghost in the Shell, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Godfather, Citizen Kane, Lost in Translation, Kill Bill, Spirited Away, Ikiru, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Breathless, Apocalypse Now, 3-Iron, Diabolique, The Evil Dead, Mulholland Drive, Gummo, The 400 Blows, Pan's Labyrinth, Chinatown, Hiroshima Mon Amour, Star Wars. Many others -- Obscure French New Wave, Anime, Absurdist, Ultraviolent, Crime, Film Noir.
I also love RPG games.
Talk to me if you are intelligent, liberal, laid back (no drama buttons), and none of that shit I wrote frightened you away. I am a sweetheart. I am also a bit sappy. Relaxed, but fun. Despite what that bullshit personality tab says, I am outgoing and ambitious.
Very important: I am all about letting people be themselves. But that has to be a two-way street. I am never going to compromise my personality or beliefs for anyone, and I'm not going to try to changhttp://www.okcupid.com/profile#e you, either. I accept people as they come and I love most people. I hope that isn't a problem.