26 Culpeper, United States
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My self-summary
"The wild in him lingered and the wolf in him merely slept."
-Jack London

I am full of terrible, ridiculous contradictions at any given time. For me, it is a serious problem. My personality type is INTP, eg. 'INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.' I like logic. I mean it makes sense, who doesn't like it? Right, illogical people. Despite my intense need for logic I am ridiculously emotional. No, I do not begin to cry at the drop of the hat. Sometimes at a song that plucks a heart string, that does happen.

Still waters run deep. That is my emotional state. My mind is usually a whirl wind of chaos, so I retreat into a paralysis like state. I refer to it as mental constipation. Too much is trying to get out all at once and I overload.

I am a genuine person. I can get along with most everyone, but I can count on one hand the amount of people that I have felt ever understood me. Some days I am not one of those people.

I am on that epic journey to understand myself better. I use the word epic a lot. It can be used all kinds of ways. Interesting.

I enjoy writing for myself. I like to read. I play video games. I am a super nerd/geek. I enjoy labeling myself because as someone once said to me once we label ourselves it is suddenly OK in our own minds. So I am trying to re-label myself.

I am in a state of flux, treading a fine line between failure and succeeding. I am tired of living in a state of crisis so if you need a lot of nonsense, please take it on to the next person.

I am super laid back. I tend to over explain myself, usually because I assume you are going to fail at understanding my point.

I rarely look in the mirror before I leave the house. Weird I know. I am obsessed with shoes. I could care less what most people think of me. I have to respect you for your opinion to matter. I generally have the equivalent of a brick wall that has two layers of dry wall and a little layer of concrete over my emotions. Yes, that much because I am sensitive.
What I’m doing with my life
Learning how to thrive, raising my son, figuring out my soul (which sounds like a terrible cliché but really, that's what I'm doing).
I’m really good at
reading, writing, slacking off, and making breakfast to name a few.
The first things people usually notice about me
I am quiet, usually have at least one book on my person along with coffee, and have an endearing smile. (Ha, yeah I totally just wanted to use that word.)
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: Lotssss. The Dark Tower series, The Sword of Truth series, Harry Potter (total cop out), The Feast of All Saints, Atlas Shrugged, City of Thieves, Good Omens, The Graveyard Book, JD Salinger, Shel Silverstein, The Lord of the Rings, A Song of Fire and Ice

Moives & Shows: Most things based off of books. I generally do not have the attention span to watch a movie or show. My imagination is much more entertaining. Ok, no, I love documentaries and other educational sort of things. My netflix queue is full of those.

Music: I listen to just about anything honestly. Nas, Jay-z, Tupac, The Beatles, The Eagles, Kansas, Eminem, Florence + The Machine, Seether are favorites off the top of my head.
The six things I could never do without
Disregarding the obvious.

1) Coffee, 2) Books, 3) Sunshine, 4) My son, 5) A purpose, 6) My family.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Relativity of time, myself, school work, new books to read.
On a typical Friday night I am
At home reading.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I pee in the shower. It happens, get over it.
You should message me if
You are willing to have deep, mind boggling conversations about things that are possibly completely irrelevant to anything but themselves.

Also if u type lik dis then don't bother bothering me.