However, I have injured in a race. Anyway, now i'm here, in USA, was just wanted to see what likes in the other side of the planet from where i was. Unexpectedly, i'm kinda stucked here in the US, it isn't mean a negative way, maybe it's a life stage, before I was searching and learning about myself, move from China to US,trying to find for a way, somehow to understand and be closer to myself. The me would serve the best loyalty to myself.
However i found out, maybe it is not necessary to do so, since the world and surrounding are constantly changing, which requires people change as well to fit into the changes of the world. So i start to believe, maybe there is nothing could last forever, a Job, happiness, sadness, love, family......etc. people come and go in life, why bother to worry that something we couldn't change?! why bother to chase after someone we wouldn't able to be with?! Why bother to worry what future would leads if you haven't try to live and enjoy in present?
Sometimes, let go, it's a way to gain. Now, I guess it's time for me to let go some in my life. i worked in a Preschool as teacher. being with kids makes me very happy and beloved, because i do love them. i'm often value myself as a CHILDLIKE Adult (being playful like a child but thoughtful and caring like a adult) instead of CHILDISH.
A man I would like to be. A ideal man would be who knows what is love and capable to love, who knows what he wants in life, and strongly stick with his believes! A man who is confident, knows how to keep balance and help others keep balance in the relationship. which means, he knows when to not give too much and make the girl takes love as granted and not to give too little and make girl feel neglected!
I view life as a full circle, my life journey is to experience the fullest, to gain, to lose, to at least love and beloved. It's sad too see people are walking back and fourth in a patial of the life circle till the end of life.
Ability of Understanding myself.
Ability of knowing when to Insist, when to give up