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My self-summary
If my life was a book, I'd tell you, but as of now, I'm still writing the story.
What I’m doing with my life
Going to school to get my degree, working on publishing my book and getting my voice heard, and trying to live life to the fullest.
I’m really good at
Writing, drawing (I'm working on it anyway.), taking photographs.

The creative stuff. :3
The first things people usually notice about me
Not really sure...haha. People notice different things.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Television shows: I don't know right now. I don't really watch t.v. Watching tennis is nice at times. Watching old cartoons that I still love today like Teen Titans is even nicer. Watching other shows whose characters I can identify with are great too. Just don't have anything real particular in mind in terms of favorites.

Movies: Introspective movies mainly such as The Lovely Bones, American Beauty, and 500 Days of Summer. To put it to you shortly, I usually like movies that are less cliché and more unique.

Music: All kinds of music. Video game music, instrumental music in general, alternative rock, techno, rap, hip hop, the list goes on.

Books: I don't read as often as I should, but...some of my favorites are Perks of Being a Wallflower, Flipped, The Lovely Bones, Thirteen Reasons Why, and Speak.

As for food...I'm pretty picky when it comes to this, but I'm trying to branch out. ^-^'
The six things I could never do without
Internet, music, writing, my imagination, and my memories.

These are six things I could never do without. God and loved ones don't count. They are not things I could never do without. They are beings I could never do without. :P
I spend a lot of time thinking about
How to become a better person and how to truly live a happy and wholesome life.
On a typical Friday night I am
Writing my story (or at least thinking about it or another work related to it), envisioning who I am truly meant to be, and trying to maintain my motivation and focus on doing Lesson 1 in the break the cycle website: That is, if I'm not hanging out with friends or busy doing something else.
You should message me if
that's what you want to do. Certainly, it's not up to me to decide whether you message me or not.

However, I think that there's some things here that I need to make more clear. For the guys who are just looking for a hook-up or for immediate sex, you are wasting your time messaging me. Booty call messages are an automatic turn off for me.

For the guys who are looking for a real relationship, I want to let you know that I'm as ready as I'll ever be. I'm looking for a guy who's been through so much that it is almost natural to want to end his life yet he keeps getting back up again and is willing to give life and me a try. Both of us willing to be like two people resurrected from the dead. I want a man who's not afraid to admit having a dark side and is willing to channel that through healthy ways. Dark humor and being open to BDSM are two examples. I love dark humor and am willing to try at least light BDSM, so if you like those two, you might be the one for me :)

Friend-wise, I'm looking for a guy. Sorry girls, but I just don't think I can do a friendship with you. I have worse trust issues with women than I do with men, plus I just get along with guys better anyway. So in terms of a friendship, I am looking for something very similar. Someone who is real and honest in terms of how they feel and what they feel. And someone who understands me to the point where everything in the friendship just comes effortlessly and naturally.