37Dallas, United States
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My self-summary
I am the unusual mixture of dreamer and doer. I am emotionally strong without being emotionally distant. I am happy about 95% of the time, the other 5% of the time I am in deep dreamless sleep but probably still pretty happy. Even if I'm sad or brokenhearted or mad (as rare as it is) I am still on some level very happy.
I have a tendency to wax poetic when writing, and am having to fight very hard to not do so here. (My last self summary was terribly guilty of this) I enjoy painting, writing (though I wish I was better at it), drawing, sculpting, and making mushy mixed tapes. I write sad songs on the guitar and long, bizarre psycho-acoustic tracks from recordings of various environmental sounds. I do 3d modeling of whatever strikes my fancy and would really like to do an animation one day. That being said,. I wouldn't consider myself an artist. I never sell anything and give almost everything away. I consider myself and my life a work of art or an act of magick and everything I do is just another stroke of the brush, another wave of the wand.
I work as a systems administrator and I love the work I do. That being said I try to stay off the computer as much as possible in my free time unless I'm working on an "art" project.
I have an 11 year old daughter who I don't get to see very often but love very much. She's pretty awesome.
I am a spiritual sort of guy and it plays a rather large role in my life. I am a Thelemite who is a member of the O.T.O, an ordained deacon and novitiate priest of the Ecclessia Gnostica Catholica.

I'd like to meet someone who is awesome, magickal, and sweet. Someone who loves to think and create. Someone who occasionally likes to walk that line between the real and the imaginary without getting too lost on either side.
What I’m doing with my life
Breaking old habits and forming new ones.
Being a catalyst for change.
I also volunteer doing hospice work.
I’m really good at
Heh, lots of sutff.
I'm really good with technology. I am a linux systems administrator after all. I'm also good at caring about people, creating stuff, marathoning an entire television series, writing music, fixing mechanical things, being conscientious, considerate, and taking into account how my actions affect other people.
The first things people usually notice about me
Hmm, not sure, never asked.
If I were to guess, probably my face, since that's the first thing they see.... usually.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books: Liber AL vel Legis, Journey to the East - Herman Hesse, Iniation into the Aeon of the Child, Dune, Anything by Aleister Crowley, Philip K. Dick, Robert Anton Wilson, Alan Moore, Neil Gaiman, Terry Pratchett, William S. Burroughs.. and many more. I read A LOT.

Music: Smashing Pumpkins, Karate, Tortoise, Tool, SOAD, Chomsky, Old 97's, Reverend Horton Heat, Air, Bootsy Collins, Howling Wolf, Modest Mouse, Explosions in the Sky, Idaho, Incubus, Regina Spektor, Emiliana Torrini, I Monster, Alamo Race Track, Sons of Arda, Dan Deacon, Steve-n-SteveN, Goldfrapp, Bjork, Toadies, Crane, Hot Hot Heat, Whirlwind heat, Air, Sondre Lerche, Jump Little Children, Lamb, Eels, Perfect Circle, Jimmy Eat World, Fiona Apple, Elliot Smith, Aphex Twin, Massive Attack, Blur, Aesop Rock, Mumford and Sons, Built to Spill, Amon Tobin, The Doors, Pinkfloyd, Ohia, Majorie Fair, Jdhann Jdhannsson, Pavement, codine, Operation Ivy, Oasis, Damien Jurado, Helma, +/- (plus Minus), the six parts seven, Kate Micucci, Garfunkle and Oates, The Unicorns, photek, The Mercury Program, King Black Acid and the Womb Star Orchestra, Euphone, MuslimGauze, Si*Se, Ben Kweller, Ben Harper, Ben Folds, Character, We also create false promises, Verbal, Tripswitch, lithops, Benevent & Russo Duo, Black Rebel Motor Cycle Club, Mozart, Tchaikovsky, My life with the Thrill Kill Kult, KMFDM, Slayer, Through the Eyes of the Dead, Patsy Cline, Tex Ritter, Johnny Cash, just to name a few......

Movies: Holy Mountain, My Neighbor Totoro, Spork, The Fountain, Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog, Forgetting Sarah Marshal (Who can't like a good RomCom??) Love Actually, Bubba Ho-Tep, (Pretty much anything with Bruce Campbell in it or Directed by Sam Raimi except Spiderman...), Network, The Excorcist, The Omen, Dr, Bronner's Magical Soap Box, The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead, Slacker, Waking Life, Anything Monty Python.

Shows: I typically watch mostly documentaries, and No Reservations, but I occasionally watch a good series now again. But I don't watch much TV as a general rule.
Although I just started watching Girls and have fallen in love with it.
I do watch a lot of stuff on Netflix.

Food: I eat mostly fish and seafood. I did this for awhile and felt amazing then I fell off the wagon but have started back again and its awesome. I'm not pretentious about it though, I will still go out to eat to non-seafood places and get stuff. I really like Greek, Mediterranean, Indian, Thai, Korean, Vietnamese, Authentic Chinese, American Chinese and Denny's....
Six things I could never do without
Love of some form, my books, pen/pencil and paper, some sort of animal companion (preferably a cat), shelter, food/drink.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
On a typical Friday night I am
I am either at home hanging out or somewhere else hanging out.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
When I was younger if someone killed an insect I would cry. I still get a little upset. .
You should message me if
You appreciate lofty thoughts and daydreams, live in the space in between the real and imaginary, or if you're the exact opposite of what I just said. You can also message me if you're just a normal person or if you're none of these things and still want to message me.
The two of us