im shy and hesitant to commit, but all u have to do is convince me, win me, or buy me. i'm easily influenced + deeply inspired by simple ideas. i try to be humble + disciplined, but i struggle to make a concord out of chaos + disagreements day by day. positive energy is good, and when you're a cunt you're spreading negative energy. if you're in a bad mood, plz just tell me; don't ignore me. that makes me sad :(
i have crystal clear awareness and study psychology for a living, so plz dont take advantage of me, cuz I'm a mystic writer and will cast spells upon you! don't feel naked either, because humility + grace is something I find attractive. many of you girls are fuckin FINE, esp. the ones I know ;) ... all I need is a chance from one of you, or we can help each other find SOMETHING. if you want a good chance @ being with me, and you've accepted everything so far, plz continue ahead and/or stop reading or ask me a question if u have a disagreement: I'm open to discussion at all times and can keep a secret; if secrets are important to you. here comes the twist...
I enjoy filth + proversion because it suits my interests/needs without much shame or guilt, but I also take solace in what is mature and noble and respect all faiths humbly. Ethnically, I'm a crazy mix of a bunch of white shit /w a huge % of Italian; "only the good half" if you're Italian + understand. Race don't really matter; there MUST be attraction, though. At the very least, we can be friends, and I always appreciate straightforwardness so we know what to do. Ok, now I'm going to tell you about the kind of girls I like so plz don't judge me or think I'm too ideal; who doesn't want someone perfect? Here we gooooo:
I love intelligent, classy women with poise. I start Aryan and branch outward from blonde hair/blue eyes, because I was born recessive, so I'm technically looking for like pairs. I shoot for girls way out of my league, because I believe in miracles and I've experienced a few and deserve more, because I survived death, and have learned that life itself is a miracle from the scource. (ask me about it if you're interested) Being with me would be a miracle itself, because I move patiently and tactfully. I don't like obnoxiousness or redundant gallivanting, but you're a grown ass woman so you can do w/e the fuck you want and I have no say in that if I am to respect your independence. With that being said, I will still go down on you, and if I commit, pleasing you will be my #2 priority below simple peace.
I'm a huge advocate of karma, and I have a mysticism that throws most women off, because my spirit runs deep + elevates you to challenge yourself, and most don't have the time/patience for that, so they see me as over-complicating, but I just try to be accurate. lemme know what else u wanna know.. and this is the bottom line before you decide to msg me:
I'm picky, but lonely, and will make friends with anyone. I don't judge, and I act accordingly to each person based on how I'm treated. I'm not big on attention, but I'm huge on giving it, and being ignored makes me sad, especially if I like you and you know it. I'm not shallow so if you're not sure if I'll like you, just ask, and I'll take ANYONE's friendship as long as you're not fuckin mean + cruel. In terms of reality: this following sums up how much of a man I am in REAL LIFE.
Reading a book
Looking for people to meet/ teach/ talk with
You like RPGs
You listen to Nightwish, Pantera, Methodman, Sean Price, or NIN
You want to talk about sex, drugs, tennis, music, hobbies, ideas, culture, psychology, strategy, art, work, your life
You want to meet a great chick who can share and explore the world with me in a dream that will become your reality.