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My self-summary
I'm a clown, a thinker and a talker.
I'm a merilly insane externalising introvert, an Agnostic, Balanced Taoist, a Hedonist and arrogant enough to call myself a born Dominant - as young as five years old i stole the barbies of the girl next door to tie up in interresting poses in my room. It just went on from there...
I so far have sixteen years of experience living the BDSM lifestyle as at least a daily part of my life - first, five years as a submissive to learn, then eleven years as a professional and lifestyle Dominant, some time of that with my own live-in slave(s).
Vanilla relationships i can do, but they ultimately they seem doomed to fail.
I'm a computer geek with people skills - i'd like to get a crack at linux but am unfortunately stuck using windows - more on that later.
As a child i've seen the justice system from the inside-out and the upside-down - I haven't had an easy life, but then again who has? I like to think i've mellowed and matured greatly since.
Overall i like to approach life through Humor and no small amount of cynycism. I consider myself intelligent, erudite, and a complete and utter geek, though i'm street-smart rather than book smart
I've been recently finding out my English, mainly in pronunciation, isn't as good as i'd like it to be. We'll work on that!
I was born without emotions but have learned to express what is expected of me not to freak people out - i've only recently begun to 'feel' in my own way - chalking it up to a personal epiphany i've had. And let me tell you, some of this stuff is scary as all heck! I'm mostly enjoying it, though... This is kind of like a roller coaster!
If i have one major character flaw it is the fact i prefer to take things lightly in the here-and-now while the further i look ahead, the bleaker my outlook on life becomes - with some notable and important exceptions.
And i'm inexplicably, terribly, terrifyingly and undeniably in love!

I am Taoist, Hedonist, and Agnostic.
What I’m doing with my life
- Studiying human nature and the effect of people, on people. You're a mystifying lot, i'll give you that! But, i'll figure you out some day... And from there, i'll conquer earth!
I’m really good at
Empathy, Dominance, Listening, Self control Speaking my mind, Unfilterred, Et cetera, et cetera, et cetera...
Anything to do with computers. I can make 'em do anything, eventually. Including flight. If the windows are high up enough. Landings require work, though.
The first things people usually notice about me
My black clothes - ninety five percent of my wardrobe, is black.
My stoned-looking eyes. Seriously, folks, i haven't touched drugs since i was 18 years old!
The fact my eyes are a stark, 'steel' blue, when i open them enough to be seen. Or so i've been told.
My evident calm. Having oneself in hand pays out!
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Snowcrash by Neal Stephensson
The Deus Machine by Pierre Oullette
the Otherland series by Tad Williams
the Abarat series by Clive Barker
Society of the mind by Eric L. Harry
Neuromancer, Mona Lisa Overdrive by William Gibson
The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams
Gnole by Pierre Oulette
The Lord of the rings by Tolkien
The laws of magic by Terry Goodkind
Discworld by Terry Pratchett
Anything by Raymond E. Feist
most things Colin Greenland and Tanith Lee
i have a love-hate relationship with Anne Rice's vampire novels - i love the way she writes, but want to strangle all the characters. One at a time. With glee.
The MatrixOne Only, please!
Waterships Down awhh, bunnies. And killer bunnies!
Innocence - artsy french film. I love the controverse!
Willow, Pirates of the Carribean, Transformers, both Final Fantasy movies
Yup. i'm a fiction geek. If i want to have someone elses' opinion on current or past events, i'll ask for it.
Drum & Bass - Daft punk, Kosheen, Breakbeat Terrorism
Metal - Metallica, Rammstein, Iron Maiden, Savatage
Rock - Bon Jovi, Guns 'n Roses
Classical Music - some Rachmaninov, Tchaikovsky, Grieg
Other - Culture Club Jesus Christ Superstar, Evita - NOT the madonna version - Captain Dan & the scurvy crew, Rage against the machine and, when the mood strikes me, Cypress Hill - well, that's a leftover from my days of yore.
Whatever someoene else makes because i can't cook. Apart from Saurkraut from the oven... Hmm. Also, French fries, with Mayonaise. ha!
Chinese food - Indonesian food - and anything that is meaty. I'm a carnivore-biased omnivore.
Six things I could never do without
Balance, Love, Frienship, Self Control, BDSM, Sex - not particularly in this order, though this is an order of importance...
I spend a lot of time thinking about
- What i'm going to do with my life once i get where it's going.
- Who i am - particularly in relationship to others.
- Where i want to be - physically as well as mentally.
- The future
- The human being, it's emotions, interactions, and nature
- Sexuality as such, deviance as simply differing sexualities.

-"Nunc Intellego" - one of my personal motto's - of wich i have far too many.
On a typical Friday night I am
Wiling away the hours behind my computers
Conspiring Global domination and otherwise planning for my future - the same things i do every night, Binky!
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I genuinely feel i've achieved my Tao - now to follow it - If only to see where it leads.
I do not adhere to laws, morality or the concept of Sin as defined by someone or something outside myself.
I make my own rules and live by them!
I have no taboos- anything can be talked about. This does not automatically mean i agree with you, however!
I'm more a humilliator than a Dominant - my hundreds of kinks and minor fetishes are all subject to humilliation - though i base my D/s relationships on mutual Respect.

I don't keep much private. I'll answer any intelligent question posed to me with an intelligent answer.
You should message me if
- You can avoid txttlk at all costs. It gives me terrible headaches and will make me reasess your IQ by 10. Downwards. Each time. Eventually i'll just stop talking. No offence.
- You're not going to send me a wink and think it'll interrest me.
- You feel like a fun chat.
The two of us