My goal is to learn from and experience with utmost passion and excitement this moment in my existence. To be free from judgment of myself and others because that is the root cause of suffering. To accept what ever happens as a way for my infinite eye to show me what I need to work on.
What brings me the most joy is helping to heal our connection and responsibility to our planet, our mother, and Remember who "I" truly am.
Creating beauty is what I love. Beauty in landscapes, connection, art and music :)
Also starting an edible landscaping business this year.
I live in a short school bus during the warm months :) Her name is blissy.
In a larger sense I am exploring, experiencing with a variety of evolving perspectives and awareness's that I am capable of in that moment. Seeing you through your ego, acknowledging you as part of divine unity, a reflection of myself, and being aware of unconditional love that embraces and is within all that is. Being aware of and recognizing my own bias, and twists of what is happening around me and within me.
.. As a personality I am a rebellious type and tend to oppose authority figures, like to think outside the norm. I am a good listener more than a talker. I am exploring relationships like never before. Pushing my boundaries, challenging my beliefs and self doubts and growing immensely from it.
I disagree with supporting the use of GMO's and general technological fixes to avoid root problems with our society and way of thinking. I support 'sustainable' (earth focused, copy nature) practices.. big into food issues.. has been a bit of a calling to me over the last 5 years.
PERMACULTURE! I have received my design certificate in this and am excited to engage with these ideas for years to come.
I believe that combining better food production practices with ecological restoration is the way to go and what I am passionate about. I try not to focus my life and happiness on gaining money, but acknowledging, trusting and acquiring abundance.
I try my best to be realistic and 'down to earth' and on the other hand to also bring about realizations of our infinite potentials as spiritual beings so that we can make our lives better and more fulfilling.
I would be happy to build a cabin in the mountains and live off the grid with all my friends.. perhaps one day soon. I do not want to depend on this failing global economic system where greed and ignorance rules the masses in a downward spiral.
The change of society depends on the change in individuals: in our ability to forgive, to love, know and honour ourselves, and recognition of negative ego drives and belief systems... I believe the way we will succeed is in cultivating compassion, and daily acting to help others as much as we help ourselves; To feel joy from being of service.
If you are interested in this topic (which I think everyone needs to be in order to wake up so to speak) please Listen to this!:
This link may not work so just YouTube. Bashar , Darryl ankas channeling work. Incredible information out there and tools <3
laughing, acting like a 5 year old in the good ways, being silly and being 'serious', listening, making bad first impressions..yet getting along with many types of people, being care free but not care less, not being sympathetic but rather compassionate, feeling what other people are feeling, holding space for people, being nervous and awkward and laughing about it, being bold and laughing about it, being illusive, being open and warm hearted, acting in the moment and in the excitement, coming to compromises that makes everyone happy, recognizing my hypocrisy, making music, making love with presence, not showing myself right away to people; being blunt and to the point
Being attracted to men who know themselves and are confident in that, but also have the humility to change negative behaviour patterns
I often get that I'm a good listener. Quiet at first. My blue eyeballs, Also tall?
Also recently I've come to understand that often people have a very different first impression of me. If you know astrology, I'm a Scorpio rising. Which makes me seem mysterious, quiet and a bit closed off at first. Which makes people think I'm arrogant or something which is certainly not the case. Initially I am a bit guarded with new people. I'd rather have less friends that are closer than many that are more distant.
'Desire can be useful, but if we obsess over what we want then we will suffer. But ask yourself, why do you want the thing? if it is a valid desire then make it happen! But dont live half a life, always waiting for your desires to be fullfilled! Live fully now and work towards what you want if your desires are based on truth!'
Guitar, Accordion, Didgeridoo, Flute (brass and w.e else I can get my hands on). I love picking up instruments and trying them out.
Sean Hayes, Sylvan Esso, Applecat, Gogol Bordello, dub, dnb, Do Make Say Think (post rock), Modest Mouse, Xavier Rudd , Sarah Harmer, soft melodies on my guitar, flute, fiddles.. love the vibrations of all sorts.
Project Camelot has a lot of amazing interviews and the talks done by Abraham Hicks and Bashar channeled through Darryl Anka always help me re-align with truth. Highly recommended.
INFLUENTIAL BOOKS in my life:
The Secret Life of Plants, The Sacred Balance, Man's Search for Ultimate Meaning, Nature Spirits and Elemental Beings, Edible Forest Gardening V1&2, The Hearts Code, 1984, Brave New World, No Logo.
Also, everything by Osho! <3
Here is a good one that I recommend to everyone:
sunshine ~ nature
Ego (to have this physical experience)
the ridiculous b.s. of todays political workings (underminings), important issues we face in this world and ways of solving them, the earth, our future and the present. Analyzing myself, my beliefs and self development.
Ecology, and interactions of life.
Sustainable lifestyles, growing food, making a sweet and huge ass edible ecosystem one day with a large plot of land
Switching our human theme of greed and ignorance, and instead replacing it with compassion and being of service to each other.
Socializing in some way, exploring the wild things -in many ways (;, arting, music playing, dancing, watching movies/shows. relaxing at home, making love, playing with rope bondage, playing with friends.
And occasionally going on psychedelic adventures
They say they want what makes you happy, when really they want you to avoid what they are afraid of -
'throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening fact that we do not know who we are...or where we are going in this ocean of chaos ... it has been the authorities: the political, religious & educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules & regulations...informing & forming in our minds their view of reality. to think for yourself: you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable open-mindedness.' dr. timothy leary
Kudos if you can recognize and are working to change the beliefs and definitions that are not serving you.
Only ones in the good spirit
full of life and good advice
who's not jealous and not bitter
come to me let's talk about
how to live a decent life
when you are bigger than life
where the hell the top or bottom
in this good god damn ying yang?
I'm looking for a casual or longer term lover preferably into kink or dominant and a systems buster. That's living in Victoria! Sorry but Vancouver is too far for me.
Would prefer this person to have a similar interests and belief system as myself. I would like you to be honest, transparent, open minded, and open hearted
It's hard to answer all the messages that I get. I am only replying to people that I am physically attracted to because I am looking for a more sexual relationship. Thanks for understanding.
Also, looking for rock climbing buddies!
And Thank you for choosing to be you!