I am the most genuine and caring person you will ever meet or befriend. I will always give you the last shirt off my back if you are in need of it. I know there a lot of people out there and claim to be caring and genuine, but when you ask them how many relationships they have, they jump from one to another. I am proud to say that I have only had ONE relationship my whole life. Even though it didn't even last that long (less than a year including dating unofficially) it has taught me a lot and know that I deserve better. I'm not going to say I haven't had my heart broken, I have. But I take everyone of those times as a learning experience. I'm not one to play games or let anyone play me again. I can sense things very easily and read into things faster than others. My gut feeling is spot on so the chances of me letting someone walk all over me and use me as a doormat again are long gone.
I have an actual beating heart that is warm and actually feels emotions. To some people this is a weakness, although, I beg to differ. I believe this is my strength of mine. I am passionate about everything I do, and you can see it in my eyes. When I talk or do something that truly touches my heart and I'm passionate about, I do tend to get emotional. I'm not saying that I'm a sissy and can't control my emotions, it's the opposite. I use my emotions towards positive things in life. I always look at the glass as half full and see the silver lining in every storm. I have had plenty of life experiences to where I should be otherwise, but I don't let anything get me down.
Family means everything to me. I will do anything for them. I would much rather spend a Friday or Saturday night with them cooking and enjoying their company, than going out to some club or bar with friends. Speaking of the topic, I rarely go out to clubs and bars anymore because I feel it's just a waste of time. Don't get me wrong, I love to dance and hang out with friends, but I would much rather do something lowkey and casual than having to get all pretty and try to impress others just to have a good time. I'm not a complete homebody, I enjoy going out to places such as; museum, plays, concerts, shows, etc. something more cultural than getting drunk with strangers.
As far as movies, shows, music and food, I like them all!!
I want someone who makes Disney a part of their life and want someone who isn't afraid to admit being a Disney geek/nerd. I also want them to be creative and artistic. Be able to sit down and paint something with me, design a room, build furniture together and just be out of the box. Someone who loves to cook and be creative and random in the kitchen. Someone who is content on laying in bed with a bottle of wine as we watch any genre of movies. Someone who enjoys going out as much as staying in. Someone who is over the gay scene and partying at clubs and getting drunk often.
I want someone who has a keen eye for photography and loves to capture any moment with an amazing photo. I want someone who will accept me for how I am, and willing to work on quirks together and help each other grow. Someone who will be there when I'm bellow the rocks and help me up and vice versa. Someone who is going to appreciate everything I do for them and aren't scared to show me off to everyone instead of hiding our relationship. I want someone who can teach me things about life and their experiences and I can teach them a few things I have learned and just mold each other to our standards of "the perfect person."
I know it may seem like I have a laundry list of requirements but when all is said and done I just want someone who will make me laugh and make me happy and feel comfortable and confident being with each other. If you can do that all the others, that's just bonuses for me....