jayurbzz
28 Pāhoa, United States
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My self-summary
Life is the etching away of culture's monochromatic paint job to unveil the colorful masterpiece of who we truly are: always expanding, blemishes and all. I'll see it in you and you'll see it in me.

I go back and forth between a beard and no-beard.

For myself I believe in constant growth and evolution. Like some tarot card someone pulled for me once read: "you don't find pleasure in the material comforts of life so you journey inward instead." It's a blessing and a curse because life is never boring but it's also incredibly challenging. Looking for someone/people with whom to perhaps balance (or share) this.

♓️☀️ -♊️🌜-♍️☄
What I’m doing with my life
After about a decade of life on the road, I'm letting Saturn mold me: I confess to be a recovering backpacker/digital nomad/vagabonding yogi. I don't hide from these parts of me, and I'm still all of these things, but in order to accomplish my artistic (and professional) goals it's now time to settle down somewhere and make some roots (to bear some fruits). I'm open to anywhere, just mainly require the right partner(s?) and people around me. (So if you're far away, don't be discouraged from being in touch!)

Professionally, I use modern consumer technology to invoke the power of compassion and love to support a transforming global community. Metaphoric, yes, but rest assured the US Government classifies us as a public charity. You can ask me more about that.

Artistically, I'm finishing up the final draft of my first film (a travelogue in Nepal), self-publishing my first book of travel memoirs (living in Bangkok), and writing my first album (new age country music). I play lots of guitar, accordion, and piano.
I’m really good at
Living in a van down by the river. Watching the river disappear and the van not starting.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Mingus, Hines, Dizzy
Bonobo, Quantic, Emancipator
CloZee, Phaeleh, Logistics
Strung Out, Face to Face, A Wilhelm Scream.

Silicon Valley, GoT, Mr Robot

OSHO, Baudrillard, Derrida, McKenna. Neil Stephenson, William Gibson, RR Martin, Jeff Noon.

Cumin, turmeric and gluten-free pizza.
The six things I could never do without
This either comes out too plain or too arrogant-new age-sounding, so I'm leaving it blank.

Oh, and Snapchat.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Dimensions. How we exist in so many all at once, yet only focus on what seems to be upsetting us? Cultural programming.
On a typical Friday night I am
Not getting drunk with you at a bar.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
♀♈️, if that means anything to you... or coffee enemas, take your pick
You should message me if
You take care of yourself (mind and body) or at least acknowledge that you should (intention). You try to be aware of your internal displacements and projections onto others when it happens and you are on a path of self-healing/growth/development.

You know COMMUNICATION IS KEY.

I take very seriously the partners I choose to intimately connect with/through/as... I choose the infinite experiences capable through true unconditional love, as opposed to the stagnant pseudo-existence founded on attachment and boundaries. I don't care if you/we are monogomous, polyamorous, or whatever, but ideally we don't hide from conversations needing to be had. I just want to love.

I want you to feel amazing around me and I want to feel amazing around you. No one should waste time with anyone who doesn't bring out the best in them.

Last thing: I'm open for long-distance pen-pals. I'm looking for somewhere to call long-term home in the next ~year, so nothing is yet ruled out as far as your location goes.

Still reading? Message away.
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