im very very sensitive and nice. i have a lot of clothing with skulls on it
they made a film about my life http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHZEOweeoaE
i come from a long line of fighters (vietnam vets, holocaust survivors, texan revolutionaries, etc) and I've been through a lot of crazy shit, so despite whatever flaws or insecurities I might have, i think that deep down i am a warrior and i can pull through just about any curveball life throws at me. the experiences ive had as a result of struggling with addiction most of my life has made me one of the most non-judgmental and understanding people ever. i sometimes let them take advantage of my kindness, but i'm trying to be better about that. I am a much more positive and open minded person than I used to be. I try to always see the best in people and situations and i really do my best to always be thinking about how I can be helpful to others. I'm not trying to play myself up as a saint, it's just that I have a set of spiritual principles that i live by in order to be happy in life, and they involve compassion and service. i like hip hop and punk rock and having fun. i am not very interesting. i smoke a lot of cigarettes EDIT-i mostly quit smoking. now i just vape obsessively. they are like pacifiers for grownups. i'm kinda really irresponsible, but i'm working on it. i'm very candid and up-front with others, i try to always be honest. i'm really an open book. my sense of humor is dry, self-deprecating, and heavily laden with pop-culture references. i'm a total night-owl. i've never been shy, i'm the kind of person who makes friends everywhere. i'm a musician, i play a few instruments, mostly guitar lately. pretty into DIY music and DIY ethic in general. (I have a DIY tattoo that says DIY and i hate having to explain it to people).
i like watching kid movies with my puppies. and blake schwarzenbach. and making people artwork or jewelry. and cigarettes, those are nice.
lets make music and have adventures!
listening to and comforting people
directions (okay i feel like i should change this to knowing where i am, because i don't actually know my right and left, so when i give directions they are usually wrong)
remembering phone numbers
seeing the other persons point of view
making hot chocolate
making a mess
explaining things to people
empathy and compassion
video games. actually i am not that good at video games but i enjoy them thoroughly
matching every item of clothing to a single pair of doc martens
embarassingly lame puns (as bad as any dad's)
movies-i'll watch anything, but i particularly like westerns, animated movies and movies based on graphic novels.
shows- breaking bad, game of thrones, dark matters:twisted but true, adventure time, shameless, better call saul, boardwalk empire, mad men, walking dead, gotham, once upon a time is an occasional guilty pleasure, united states of tara, regular show, king of the hill, beavis and butthead, trailer park boys, home movies, archer, futurama, bobs burgers, it's always sunny, workaholics, nature, science, cultural and historical documentaries, portlandia, mr. show
music-Action Patrol, Alice in Chains, ALL, Angry Businessmen, Aesop Rock, Akkolyte, Bauhaus, Bear Vs. Shark, Bikini Kill, Bad Brains, Black Flag, Blondie, Beat Happening, Best Coast, Best Fwends, Braid, Cannibal Corpse, Casiotone for the Painfully Alone, Captain Chaos, Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, Crimpshrine, Crass, Crystal Castles, Crystal Antlers, The Cure, Dead Milkmen, the Death Set, Death in June, Del tha Funkee Homosapien, DOOM, Electric Wizard, the Ergs!, Eyedea and Abilities, Eyehategod, Face to Face, The Fitness, A Flock of Seagulls, Fugazi, Ganglians, Glass Candy, Hop Along, Hot Water Music, Japanther, Jawbreaker, Jets To Brazil, Jesus and Mary Chain, Joy Division, Kid Koala, Kimya Dawson, Kool Keith, M83, Matty Popchart, Matt and Kim, Mika Miko, Minor Threat, Minus the Bear, Melt Banana, Mountain Goats, Nana Grizol, Neon Indian, Neutral Milk Hotel, The Octopus Project, Pavement, Phobia, The Pixies, The Promise Ring, Punkin Pie, Rainer Maria, REM, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sonic Youth, Souls of Mischief, Slayer, Sleater-Kinney, Sleep, Sunny Day Real Estate, Sunn 0))), Texas is the Reason, Teenage Cool Kids, Tilly and the Wall, Tragedy, True Widow, U.S. Christmas, Vena Cava, Witch Hunt, Wolf Parade, Wu Tang Clan, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, VIOLENT FEMMES, Voxtrot
cliff's notes-punk,thrash, noise, folk, some indie shit, hip hop, and lady gaga, anything that cool people/junkies liked in the 90s.
that was long
or taqueria tacos
or thai/asian fusion
really not too picky, but i hate bananas SO much
an acoustic guitar
turkish royals EDIT- strike that and put my vape, cause I have successfully quit smoking! something i never thought i'd be able to do! :)
a ten speed (eff u fixie fags, I like cruisin down hills, and brakes)
getting ill-thought-out, spur of the moment tattoos (13 tattoos, black flag logo, etc)
why did i come in here i forgot oh yeah i remember fuck i forgot again
dont forget to journal about this
fuck what was it i was gona journal about
i kinda short-circuited my brain by doing too many drugs sorry
however I did write the most intelligent poop joke ever
what did the marquis de sade use to write his manuscript?
A NUMBER TWO PENCIL LOL LOL LOL
if you get that then please message me
PS I don't like saying the word poop out loud and couldn't bring myself to do it until I was around 23...is that weird?
i am a recovered heroin addict
you will be honest about your intentions
you dont have expectations
you're not a jerk
you are often trying to think of how to be helpful to others
you promise to never, ever, text me unsolicited "dick pics".