I keep telling myself that I'll find that special someone next year. That's been going on for 11 years now. As each year passes, I've found it harder and harder to bring myself to wanting to date. I can honestly say that I never expected to be single at this point in my life with no kids or not even being married.
It's not that I never wanted to settle down. I always wanted to but then life got in the way and I kept putting it on the back burner.
I have discovered a few things by being single for so long. I haven't conformed to being set in a singular lifestyle. Meaning, I'm not doing the same thing day in and day out. I'm constantly finding myself wanting to try new things and do new things. My ambitions are far different then those who are married and have kids. It's almost as though I'm being selfish. I don't feel as though my age reflects who I am. I don't feel old even though my body is starting to say different.
I'm finding it harder and harder to even want to chat with women on the internet. I read all these profiles that say how much they can't stand this or that. That they keep asking where all the good guys are, yet when I do gather enough energy to start a conversation with substance, I get ignored. What's the point in trying? What's the point of even giving people the time of day?
So here I sit in this internet ghetto trying to decide if I even want to put forth any energy or just say screw it and live the rest of my life single. I've made it 11 years so far, why not longer, right? However, on the other side of that coin, it would be nice to have someone to share memories with. I'm stuck in this conundrum.
-I talk too much (vast amount of useless
-I'm sometimes all over the place (ADHD)
-I work too much (kills the boredom)
-I've been know to complain
-I have a hard time making a simple
-I have an addiction to auctions (comes
-I sometimes get overwhelmed when it
comes to organizing
-I've been known to be too
-sometimes I'm too smart for my own
-I make mistakes on a daily basis
-I consider my IQ (150-160)to be a pain in my butt more then it helps.
-I tend to micro manage time when traveling. Hate it
-Total smart arse
-I wear my heart on my sleeve
-I've never cheated
-loyal to a fault
-I believe in helping all those that need
-I have a strong character
-I have good intentions
-I can hold a good conversation
-Try to live by the motto "live, love, laugh"
-I'm an alpha male
Building and repairing homes
Fixing vehicles (even though it gets old)
Pretty much fixing things.
When it come to music, I have a lot of just about every genre there is but punk is my favorite and always has been. Mike Ness is one of my favorite musicians
Everybody wants a lover
Nobody wants to uncover
What may lay deep beneath a sometimes painful past
My heart is heavy slowly sinking
I redirect my desperate thinking
And kiss her red full lips like I did the very first time.
A good cup of coffee.....the bad stuff can go!
The others will be discovered as I get there.
Oh and that there are way to many profiles on this site to keep track of. It's become an art form...... click, read and go.
Someone that actually wants to do something. ie museums, sight seeing, or anything that is out of the norm.
New friends are always a good thing. A good adventure with memories is worth more to me then nothing at all.
You've dropped out of space camp, like to camp and enjoy exercising. Traveling is a must. I love to go on road trips and travel all over.
If you're into cars, trucks and hot rods.