I'd like to think that I am as humble of a person as they come these days here in the twenty-first century. But that statement alone proves that I am not as humble as I'd like to believe. Also, the fact that my self summary is so long might suggest that I'm not as humble as I'd like to think. I just thought I'd point that out first before you read on. I recognize and laugh at life's ironies, both little and big. It seems to me that the world is balanced, but exactly how the world is balanced is constantly changing with each new birth and each new death. More accurately, life's balance changes with each obstacle that it overcomes. I belong to no nation exclusively. I belong to all life. I believe that the key to true happiness is to maintain life's balance. Take only what one needs and share the rest with others who need it. These fundamentals have served me well and I wish only to share my life with great people.
I like making YouTube videos, making music (I'm going for my bachelor's in interactive audio engineering), exploring nature, pastelling, and being boyish.
I really dislike anything too flashy or bling-bling. If you have to have chrome spinners on your car just to make you feel like a real man, then you're not a real man. The true Alpha Male doesn't need to show off, everyone already knows he's the alpha male.
The universe is our playground, it's ours to explore, so I truly dislike it when people are too serious to take the time out to enjoy life's wonders.
There are plenty of things I did do wrong and are legitimate reasons to dislike me, but there are far more reasons to like and love me. Also, if you wish to dislike me, so be it. Just be sure to dislike me for genuine reasons and not false reasons people just made up to make themselves feel better than me. It really doesn't matter if I am or am not better than you. I treat everyone with compassion and consideration and I expect to be treated the same. Sure, I am flawed and sometimes I can even be arrogant, but really, I am genuinely a person you will be thankful to know.
1) The universe is one big playground.
2) Be unique. Be the black sheep. There's enough ordinary sheep out there already.
NOTE: I DON'T HAVE THE UPGRADED OKCUPID, SO I CAN'T TELL WHO RATES ME HIGHLY. SO IF YOU WANT TO HEAR FROM ME, MESSAGE ME!
I am currently a student attending SAE Institute in San Jose. I'm halfway through my bachelor's degree.
I can also catch a fly using only one hand (without killing it). If I'm really focused, I can catch a fly, let it go, catch it a second time, and then release it and repeat the process as many times as I want as long as I am focused enough to do so. As of today as I am rewriting this (7/28/2015), I managed to pat a fly on the back of its wings without it noticing me until I had already patted it (I did this just a few hours ago, hence why I am writing it now). I've done that several times when I first picked up the talent about this time three years ago.
Due to the torture I endured (yes, literally tortured) and the amazingly complex life I had over the years, I find myself to be highly connected to my spirituality and my emotions. I find myself crying when I watch deeply emotional tv shows or movies or even a touching youtube vid. Books especially bring me to tears, as that has always been my way to escape and yet also my way to connect to everyone.
As for how people think of me when they meet me, I now know that people see me as a bit of a jokeaholic, to the point where it has lost me a few friendships. To this day, I have been unable to fit into society and the workplace. I think this is because I believe in the Free Will Philosophy. That is to say, I believe everyone worldwide has the right to do whatever they want as long as it doesn't interfere with the free will of others. The result of having this philosophy so deeply embedded into my mind is that others see it in me and try to manipulate me into doing their bidding. People also see me and try to take my free will away from me because they don't believe in the Free Will Philosophy and therefore must prove me wrong. But free will is deeply embedded into me. It used to be my number 1 belief, but now my biggest belief is in the power of love in all of its forms. I stick to it to the death and even then I'll stick to it. Those two beliefs " hybrided" together into one belief, which is the belief in the free will to chose to love everyone unconditionally (but not necessarily equally), despite how difficult it can be.
It occurs to me that if one considers the length of my profile versus the length of the average profile, it might lead to the conclusion that I am self-absorbed. In my opinion, there is no way to disproof or verify how self-absorbed I am. Therefore, I just choose to do my best to live the life I want and ignore the things I cannot change.
I read, I write, I draw, I pastel, I watch anime, I think, I dream, I love, I experience happiness. I am a modern man.
2) my mom and dad. They went from being terrible parents for most of my life to being phenomenal parents.
3) my mind. I got the best mind I could possibly want.
4) my heart. My heart is even better than my mind.
5) my freedom. I am a free spirit who is only anchored by my memories of my past and the longing for those I left behind.
6) my honesty. I just don't want to ever lie to anyone for any reason.
7) my happiness. Happiness is essential for sure.
Besides my lonely thoughts, I spend much time thinking about sciences, politics, philosophy, religions, history, sports (I think about me playing them, not me watching them). As you can see, I spend a lot of time thinking of pretty much anything I find intriguing, which happens to be a very wide variety of thoughts, hence why my profile on here keeps getting longer and longer!
Also, I constantly have beautiful music, sounds, and images flowing through my mind and shaping my inner thoughts. It's beautiful yet chaotic and somehow remains in harmony!
YOU SEE HOW HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT DESCRIBING MY INNER SELF PUBLICLY HERE, IF YOU CAN'T SPEND A DECENT AMOUNT OF TIME PUBLICLY EXPRESSING YOURSELF ON OKCUPID, HOW CAN YOU EXPECT TO FIND ANYONE? EVERYONE JUST MOVES RIGHT ON TO THE NEXT PROFILE IF YOUR PROFILE IS BLANK!
Also, you must have at least ONE PHOTO OF YOU on your profile in order for me to reply to you (no trick photos of some blurry image that you pretend is yourself).
if you have a bit of an Indiana Jones side to you, contact me! Or if you're nerdy. Gotta love them nerds! Nerds do everything better!